First Love and It Hurts
Description
Pairing: Minzy x Taemin (SHINee)
Synopsis: Minji and Taemin have a collaboration for the Chuseok Special and became good friends. When Minji learned that Taemin has a girl he likes she decided to help him get the girl however as she helps him, she falls in love with him in the process. What would she do now?
Foreword
Taemin's POV:
I never thought that I’ll be in love not with the girl I like but to a girl who is my dance partner for a show. I never knew that I would hurt that girl. From the moment I knew that I have hurt her, I became aware that I am in love with her. Am I too late? I can’t reach her. In the past, she’s always there for me. It hurts not being with her. Not hearing her innocent laugh and her reassuring voice to soothe me whenever I’m down. During those dark days of practice, her smile brightens the day. All in all not seeing her makes every part of my body hurt. It hurts so much. Every part of me is yearning for her. What should I do?
Minji's POV:
I didn’t know that I fell in love with him. I thought of those feelings as my enjoyment when dancing with him. At first, I doubt the president’s decision to dance with him but when we had our first practice, there it was. Happiness and excitement, these two feelings I never thought that it will become something more than that. We became friends then best friends. Then, one of his band mates said. “Don’t fall for him. You’ll end up getting hurt.” I didn’t know at the time what it meant but at this time it echoes to my mind like a broken record player. I knew that he likes another girl he told me himself. What could I do? I’m just his best friend. His best friend that was so stupid enough to fall for him. But how could I not? His naughty grin every time he’s up to something, his playful nature, his warm arm around my shoulders and his gentle voice. I hate those heroines in dramas who send the one they love to the other girl and vowed I would never become like that. But now, I just did the thing I vowed I would never do. Even if it hurts, as long as he is happy, I’m happy. But who am I kidding? My unnies and oppas? My friends? My family? Myself? Coz it really hurts. It hurts to the point like I would die. (Okay too much exaggeration.) I just want to go away and never return. Should I?
I never thought that I’ll be in love not with the girl I like but to a girl who is my dance partner for a show. I never knew that I would hurt that girl. From the moment I knew that I have hurt her, I became aware that I am in love with her. Am I too late? I can’t reach her. In the past, she’s always there for me. It hurts not being with her. Not hearing her innocent laugh and her reassuring voice to soothe me whenever I’m down. During those dark days of practice, her smile brightens the day. All in all not seeing her makes every part of my body hurt. It hurts so much. Every part of me is yearning for her. What should I do?
Minji's POV:
I didn’t know that I fell in love with him. I thought of those feelings as my enjoyment when dancing with him. At first, I doubt the president’s decision to dance with him but when we had our first practice, there it was. Happiness and excitement, these two feelings I never thought that it will become something more than that. We became friends then best friends. Then, one of his band mates said. “Don’t fall for him. You’ll end up getting hurt.” I didn’t know at the time what it meant but at this time it echoes to my mind like a broken record player. I knew that he likes another girl he told me himself. What could I do? I’m just his best friend. His best friend that was so stupid enough to fall for him. But how could I not? His naughty grin every time he’s up to something, his playful nature, his warm arm around my shoulders and his gentle voice. I hate those heroines in dramas who send the one they love to the other girl and vowed I would never become like that. But now, I just did the thing I vowed I would never do. Even if it hurts, as long as he is happy, I’m happy. But who am I kidding? My unnies and oppas? My friends? My family? Myself? Coz it really hurts. It hurts to the point like I would die. (Okay too much exaggeration.) I just want to go away and never return. Should I?
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