GUYS THIS CHAPTER MAYBE A LITTLE BIT LONGER THAN OTHER CHAPTER.

HOPE YOU GUYS WILL LIKE IT BECAUSE IT REVEAL ABOUT SOMETHING

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YOUR POV 

I woke up when i hear a loud of noise boys talking and joking around then Eunkyung saw me open my eyes

"guys she's awake" Eunkyung unnie said and they gather around my bed "are you okay or

did you need us to call the doctor?" GD ask me and i shook my head "no it's okay oppa i'm fine

but what's happening? The last thing i remember i was with Eunkyung unnie at the garden" i said

and they smile softly at me "you were fainted just now at the garden when you were crying" Sunggyu oppa

said and i remember about that "ahhh that's why my head feel hurt right now" i said and they look at me

panic "why did you need us to call the doctor?" Yoseob ask me but i shook my head "no need to 

call the doctor i'm fine now" i said and they feel relieved "aigoo did you know how worry we

was when we heard you fainted?" TOP said and they look at me with serious face

"araseo i won't do it again but please don't put that serious 

face of yours" i said pouting and they smile at me that make me smile too

"yeahh i love it when you guys smile like that" i said happily and they laugh at me

" _____-ah after this don't do like that again or Sunggyu hyung will bossing 

us around to buy your food,drink and fruit. Did you know how annoying he was?" Yoseob said

and they glaring at Sunggyu "Yah that all thing's for you guys to eat and for _______ too beside

who told you guys to ignorin me? Serve you guys right" Sunggyu said and they

were making a glaring competition in front of me " guys stop it or you guys will make a hole in

your face" i said and they stop glaring "i'm so hungry can you guys give me the food that 

you guys buy?" i said and Sunggyu oppa take the food that they buy and give me.

" urmmm so yummy oppa can you take the other one?" i ask Sunggyu oppa again and he do it.

They giggle when they look at Sunggyu being bossing around by me, i wink at them

when i Sunggyu oppa taking my food.  " oppa that too" i said and he do it then i laugh so hard

"oppa why are you so idiot that listen to my order?" i said and 

they laugh at him so hard that make Sunggyu glaring at them with emberassing face

but then i realised something " oppa wait. Where is Teen Top?" i ask

them and they stop laughing "urmmm they bring Ljoe home today and since he has  

feeling better the doctor give him permission to discharge from hospital" Hyunseung said and

i nodd understand." and you also can be discharge from this hospital today" GD said and i smile

widely at him "chincha oppa i can be discharge? Wohoo i'm so happy and i cannot wait to go 

home" i said and they smile at me. I was so excited to go home because i miss my bed so much

'i will keep strong and make L.joe oppa remember about me again and i can't feel sad or

L.joe oppa will be sad too' i thought. After 15 minutes we all clean the room and i pack my

stuff we all go out from the hospital and heading to my house.

L.JOE POV

FLASHBACK (When he wake up from his coma)

I wake up and i feel someone hold my hand then i saw my baby______ were crying and i feel weird

'why is she crying? Is there something wrong?' i thought then she said "o-oppa" i look at

her weird "wait i will call the doctor" she said and she run outside to call the doctor then

i receive a call from Eunhye " tsk tsk tsk oppa you are so lucky that it's not ______ the one got hit but

instead you're the one but it's okay i will try it again later, if you still refused to follow

my order" she said on the phone and i bite my lips "so you're the one that do that? I swear i will kill you when i got

out from this hospital" i said and i clench my phone "tsk tsk tsk not so fast oppa. Before you do that

i will kill _____ first since she is in front of me right now running searching for a doctor

tsk tsk poor little girl" Eunhye said and i widened my eyes 'no i can't let her hurt _____ again but i can't 

leave her like that i still love her so much' i thought "you dare to hurt her i swear

i will kill you right now" i said on the phone then i heard her laughing like a mad girl

"oppa i told you already if you want your beloved girlfriend to be alright you must

leave her and be with me or not i just shot her from here" she said and i panic don't

know what to do then i give up " fine tell me what did you want but

stay away from _______ or i will kill you with my own hands" i said and 

she laughing on the phone "good that is my boy. I want you to pretend that you lost your memory and you don't

remember anything about her. Easy right and remember i always watch you not to give them any single clue or your

beloved girlfriend will die in front of your eyes not even your friend" she said and she hung up the phone.

'that know how to threat me and she use _____ to make me her. I will kill that when it's over. 

How dare she try to hurt my baby? I will do whatever she want but if she can't keep her word that not to hurt

_____ then i will exposed myself and let them know about the truth but for now i will

keep it as a secret just to keep _____ save from that ' i thought and i clench my fist

tight then the doctor come inside my room and check me " that is a miracle that you didn't loss your

memory because you have a huge injury on your head then i guess tomorrow you can discharge from

this hospital" the doctor said when he want to get out from my room

"d-doctor can i have your cooperation about keep a secret that i was 

alright but instead tell them that i loss my memory?" i said and the doctor look at me with disbelieve

"but why? You are in a very good condition and you want me to lie to them about your condition?"

the doctor said and i look at him "please i have my own reason and this is 

important if they know about my true condition my girlfriend will be in a dangerous situation"

i said and the doctor nodd understand. "araseo whatever the thing is i will help but the rest

thing you will think it on your own" the doctor said and i smile happily at him " thanks doctor

i will appreciate your kindness" i said and he leave my room ' i need to pretend that i really loss

my memory and pretend that i don' t know anything about her. I'm so sorry but this is for 

your own good and i try to protect you from that before she hurt you more' i thought

and i saw my member walk into my room ' she must have told them about i'm awake' i thought

then i smile at them. "guys how did you know that i'm awake?" i ask them and they look at me

with a sad face. I try to look calm "Yah i ask you why did you guys just 

keep silents?"i said and they look at me "hyung did you know my name?" Ricky ask with a serious face

" Yoo changhyun a.k.a Ricky" i said then Niel walk to me "me hyung?" he ask "Ahn Daniel a.k.a Niel"

i said then Changjo come to me "me hyung? what about me?" Changjo ask then i feel like i want

to play with him a little bit "urmmm i'm sorry but i don't remember about you? Ricky-ah

is he your friend?" i ask Ricky then Changjo look at me with a sad face "aigoo hyung

don't do this, it's me Changjo a.k.a ChoiJonghyun hyung" Changjo said then i laugh at him

"aigoo it supposed to be Ricky be like that but you look so cute when you do that" i said and 

Changjo look frowned "hyung it's not nice to trick me like that. Did you know how worry i was?"

Changjo said and he sulking "aigoo maknae-ah mianhae and of course i remember you and you too

CAP hyung. You guys are my best friends since childhood right how ccome i forget about you guys"

i said and they smile at me then they hug me "ahh ahhh appo Yah becareful" i said when Ricky hug me 

tightly then he laugh at me and i laugh at him too "but guys where is Chunji?" i ask them then 

they quite down again and i heard someone open my room door and saw ____ with Chunji. I'm

so happy when i saw _____ but then i remember about what Eunhye said then i start to

pretend "Yah Chunji where did you go?" i ask him and pretend that i don't know her hen Chunji

smile at me and i look at her weird "Yah Chunji is that your girlfriend?" i ask him and they widened 

their eyes and look _____. "nope she is my sister" Chunji said and i know what he mean 

"eihhh you don't have a sister remember? You the only one son in your family" i said that

when i know my heart is broken into pieces right now "yes that's true that i don't have a sister

but she is just like my own little sister and she is your girlfriend remember?" Chunji said

and i look shock at him "no i didn't have one, you must mistaken someone else right?" i said and she

look at me with a sad face 'ohh no please don't do that face, you know that i'm weak when i see

your sad face like that and right now i feel like i want to hug you' i thought "nope i'm nobody i'm

just your neighboor and i came here to look at your condition since hey are so good at me" she

said calmly and we look at surprised at her sudden answer 'baby i know you want to cry and i hurt 

your heart so much but please stay strong' i thought "ohh thanks but i'm alright now" i said and

she smile at me. I know that is her fake smile and i don't want her to be here so long or i can't

stand it anymore to hug her "are you done now because i want to talk to my friends" i said

coldly to her so i can make her go away before i become weak. "Yah she just want to see you

and you were so rude at her" Chunji scold me and she hold Chunji's arm "urmm i guess i come at 

the wrong time, oppa i will go for now and thanks for borrow me your cardigan" she said and

she bite her lips 'ohh no please don't bite your lips and i know you want to cry righ now

so please just leave before i become so weak' i thought "i'm sorry for disturbing you i will 

go now" she said and she walk out from my room 'it hurts me when i see you cry' i thought then

"hyung why did you do that to her?" Ricky ask me and he shoot me a death glare

"why is she your girlfriend?" i said and i glared back at him "no but she is your girlfriend 

before you loss your memory" Ricky said and i pretend to look shock "Yah i don't have

any girlfriend and if i'm not mistake she is a nerd at our school right?" i said 'please please

stop this i can't take it anymore' i thought "she is your girlfriend and you love her so much" Chunji

said 'aish just stop this please' i thought "no and i will never date a nerd like her and stop talking about her

will you, my head hurt so much when i hear her name" i said and i prtend to look like my head is hurt.

They look shock and they walk at me "hyung are you alright?" Niel ask and i shook my head.

"hyung i will call the doctor" Ricky said and he run out from my room. The doctor come to my

room and they wait outside "what's wrong?" doctor ask me and i smile at him "nothing

it's just i want them to stop askin me with so many question" i said and doctor shook his head

"but truthfully my head really feel hur right now" i said and he check on me "well it's

just that you feel stress and pressure about something" doctor said and i nodd.

"don't think to much or you will really ost your memory" doctor said and i look shock.

"is there any possibility for me loss my memory?" i ask him and he nodd "yes if your head

had a really bad pressure or you knock your head again" doctor said and i let a big sigh

"thanks doctor" i said and i bow to him then he walk out from my room. I go to my door

and eavedrop them. They want to look at _____ first 'good go and look after her i know

you guys care for her and please take care of her for me' i thought and i cry

alone in my room 'i know this is a wrong way but i can't let her get hurt. This time

i manange to save her but after this who's know what that will do to her and i'm

not there to protect her' i thought and my tears keep falling down by itself "it hurt me 

a lot too when i have to see you like this but please be strong you have so many people 

love you and care for you, Beast, Infinite, Big Bang and also Teen Top. I will always 

look after you _____-ah i promise to keep you safe." i said and my tears keep

on falling again. I go to her room and saw my members was sleeping and you too.

I decide to come in the room and look at her face 'she was crying before she sleep

and now look her face swolen. Poor my baby i know it breaks your heart so much but

it breaks my heart more when i have to see you crying like this' i thought then CAP suddenly

wake up from his sleep and look at me with a wide eyes and i look so surprised at his sudden 

wake up because he is not that easily to wake up "h-hyung" i said and he stand up

"follow me L.joe" CAP hyung said 'i doomed, he must have know about it' i thought and 

i follow him to the garden "now tell me why did you do like that?" CAP said and i know he already 

know about my acting "about what hyung?" i said and he look at me dangerously

"tell me why did you pretend to loss your memory?" CAP said and i widened my eyes.

"h-how did you know hyung?" i said and he smirk "Lee Byunghun i know you long ago and 

i can know you're lying back then when you said you didn't remember about her and i can 

know when you are lying" CAP said and i gulp "h-hyung it's a long story and i can't tell you

about it" i said and he glared at me "TELL. ME. IF. YOU. WANT. TO. LIVE" CAP said

with his scary voice 'aish when CAP was like his serious state no one would reject him

and i feel scare at him too' i thought and tell him everything about waht Eunhye do and

about she threat me she would kill ____ and etc. "that's why i do like that and follow her order

hyung or not she will kill ____. I know _____ is not that easy to kill but did you see

what she try to do yesterday?" i said and CAP look at me with a calm face.

"but there is another way to do not like this? Did you know what you did to her?

she is heartbroken right now and she even cry on her sleep" CAP said and i 

look down at my feet. " i know hyung and feel the same too no i feel worse right now.

Tell me if there is another way. Can you predict the future hyung? Can you come

for the right time when she is in dangerous? Can you keep her safe all the time?

No hyung that will always try to find her way to hurt _____ and i don't want that

to happen even when Big Bang with her Eunhye still have an idea to kill her?" i said and CAP

just look at me "hyung i promise to her i will always protect her. Now i can protect her

but after this can i still protect her like this?" i ask CAP but he just keep silents.

"hyung answer me" i shout at him and he look at me with a shock face then my tears 

falling down on my cheek "hyung i know this is not the right choice but i do this just

for her and keep her safe" i said and CAP patted my back "i know how you feel and 

we need to find another way to destroy that eo but for now you need to

follow all her order" CAP said and i look at him "thanks for understand me hyung. I don't

know what to do if i don't have a good leader like you" i said and he ruffle my hair 

"don't worry hyung we will help you too" Ricky suddenly appear behind me with Niel,

Chunji and Changjo. "hyung did you know they were here all the time?" i ask CAP and he

awkwardly nodd "aish hyung you do it on purpose" i said and i punch his shoulder 

"hyung no worries we will help you to keep her safe, we promise" Changjo said and i smile

at him "thanks guys i really appreciate it" i said and they smile at me too "while you

with that we will try to find a way to destroy that " Chunji said and i nodd.

"come on let's go inside you need to rest too" CAP said and he push me "Yah don't push

me like that" i said and they laugh.

hehehe Surprised right?

so how is it about this chapter?

i know some of you didn't like it when i made it like that

but think it positive there is always another way..

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