Leaving you
Do you love me ?
-- at sungmin's house--
Sungmin : omma i won't leave korea !
sungmin's omma : you have to and besides it's only a year .
sungmin : but omma you said after i graduate .
sungmin's omma : you can study there .
sungmin : but om--
sungmin's omma : you will leave the day after tomorrow , remember your promise .
sungmin : n-ne-neh omma *hungs up*
sungmin : *sits on the bed**sigh* how will i say this to her ?
--- next day ----
Author's pov
Sungmin woke up, took a bath and wear his clothes, went downstairs to eat his breakfast . (end of pov)
Leeteuk : sungmin let's eat now . *sits on the dining chair*
Sungmin : ok hyung .*sits on the dining chair*
After sungmin and leeteuk ate their breakfast , sungmin washed the dishes then sat on the sofa .
Leeteuk : *sits on the sofa* what did omma said to you last night?
Sungmin: *looks at him* hyung ..... i have to go back to canada *looks down*
Leeteuk : mwo ?! i thought you would go back their after you graduated .
Sungmin : i thought too .
Leeteuk : sungmin when will you leave ?
Sungmin : tomorrow .
Leeteuk : okay but sungmin how about ______ ?
Sungmin : hyung i don't know how to say this to her .
Leeteuk : you must say it to her sungmin .
Sungmin : what if she gets hurt ?
Leeteuk : it will hurt her more if you leave her without knowing it .
Sungmin : *sigh* your right hyung kamsahamnida .
Leeteuk : just call me if you need me.
Sungmin's pov
I went to my room and think of what hyung said earlier . I should tell her , i dialed her number and she answered it. (end of pov)
_____: hello
sungmin : _____ this is sungmin .
_____: sungmin oppa waeyo ?
Sungmin : _____ i want to tell you something , let's go out .
_____: sure oppa.
sungmin: wait there i'll pick you up.
_____: okay .
*____ and sungmin hungs up*
---- at _____'s house----
_____'s
I take a bath ,wear my clothes and wear the necklace that he gave me . i was watching strong heart on the tv when someone knocked at the door i opened it and saw him.
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sungmin: kaja ?
_____: wait here i'll just to omma i'm going out .
sungmin : *nods*
______: *goes to the kitchen* omma i'm going out with sungmin .
____'s omma : come back before 7pm arasseo ?
_____: neh omma *goes outside*
sungmin : your mom agreed ?
_____: neh kaja .
Sungmin oppa drove to the amusement park and we go out from the car . We headed to the ferris wheel and we talk about the day he confessed to me and we played many games . We ate lunch at a restaurant near the amusement park after that sungmin oppa and i went back to the amusement park and took pictures at the photo booth .
Sungmin : do you want to go to Han river ?
______: fine with me .
We go to his car and got in . Sungmin started the engine and drove to Han river . we got out of the car and sat on thegrasses , the atmosphere became quiet i couldn't stand it so i broke it. (end of pov)
______: sungmin oppa you said you wanted to tell something me , right ?
sungmin : i almost forgot that i have to tell you something .
______: so what is it ?
sungmin : *looks at her* i...i...i...
______: i ?
sungmin : i have to ..... go back to canada .
______: *speechless*
Sungmin's pov
I finally said it to her . I can see she's so shocked to what i've said , her tears are forming .
sungmin : i will go back after i graduate .
______: o-one ye-year ?
sungmin : *looks down* neh .
______: oh *tears are falling down on her cheeks*.
sungmin : *hugs _____* mianhe ______.
______:*hugs him back* do-don't be sorry .
sungmin :*they both let go of the hug* *wipes her tears* saranghae _______ .
______: saranghae oppa.
sungmin : promise me you won't look on other guys .
______: neh i promise *starts to cry again*
sungmin : *wipes her tears* stop crying or i'll feel guilty leaving you here .
_____: okay i'll stop *smiles*
sungmin : that's better , keep smiling .
_____: oppa promise me you won't look to other girls .
sungmin : i promise but _____ close your eyes .
_____: wae ?
sungmin : please *pouts*
_____: okay okay . *closes her eyes*
I lean closer to her and kiss her lips , and broke the kiss . I see her face she was surprise , i ask her why .
_____: because it's our first kiss , my first kiss .
sungmin :*chuckles*
I notice she is wearing the necklace i gave her .
sungmin : *smiles* _____ wear that necklace everytime so it will remind you that i'm always here by your side .
_____: neh i will wear it everytime .
We stay for a while at han river walking with our hands intertwined with each other . then i drove ______ to her house.
_____: *gets out from the car*
sungmin: bye .
_____: wait ..uhm oppa when will you leave ?
sungmin : tomorrow .
_____: i'll go with at the airport tomorrow .
sungmin : okay _____ *waves his hand* bye.
_____: bye oppa drive safely .
I drove to my house and took a shower , change my clothes . i laid down to my bed and thinking about what happened today... i never wanted to leave her but what can i do ? i promised my parents i will help them on their business. then my eyes are slowly closing and i fell asleep .
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i writing sad moments . :(
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