While all of us are sitting in the kitchen, yesung interrupt the silent

“wookie I didn’t saw you last night” yesung said curiously

“Oh?” donghae reacted like curious

“I’m in my bed why?” ryeowook lied as he bite his lips

“Really? But I thought you’re not?” yesung said

“Hah I never think about it that you will do something strange at night wookssi” kaing in teased reowook

sungmin face was shocked and his mouth is slightly opened

“Hey sungmin close your mouth the insect may go there” teuk teased sungmin

While kyuhyun face is just blank and no reaction, for the first time he never in to the conversation.

“No, no, no,” yreowook defend himself “I think when you woke up, I go to the c.r.” ryeowook lied again he tried not to caught him in the act.

That time I feel nervous too. I thought we’re busted. As time passed a lot of laughter at night with him is very precious. It’s more precious to me when I get a call from my friend that she found a perfect job that suited me. I’m an accountant graduate. I just try to work her coz I just need to earn money but I didn’t expect that I will fall madly, deeply in love with ryeowook. So I decided to buy a gift for him before I leave the dorm, a necklace with a pendant of cross and I wrote a letter too.

========== YESUNG POV ============

I’m yesung and I’m not dumb ryeowook, I know i had a turtle pet that is really slow but I’m not dumb and slow too coz I’m not a turtle I’m a yesung the most handsome on us. I notice ryeowook a lot of nights that his not on his bed. So I really get curious of him. So one night I pretend to sleep and I cover myself with my blanket. I heard ryeowook stood up and slowly walk to the door, so I rashly say “ wookie where are you going ?“ pretending I just woke up. I saw his shocking face “I’m going to the comfort room” ryeowook replied as I know his lying because when we are going home after our concert KRY in japan he told me if we can drop by from the chocolate store because he really want some sweets. So I say yes to him and we buy there. He bought a BEAR and HEART chocolate but that time he lost it. So ryeowook ask a favor to me again “ yesung can we buy again there please “. But I said “you want again?”. I know he lost it but ryeowook pretend he ate it. So kyuhyun, me and ryeowook goes out of the hotel we are really in a rush because are flight is this afternoon going back to Korea. Ryeowook go rashly in the store but before heading there. He gets so unlucky because he could be heated by a car. If that happened I’m sure that’s big news and issue for us. But thanks to kyuhyun he save ryeowook and pull him out before the car heated him. Then after ryeowook buy again. I saw it’s more than the last time that he bought. “Why it’s so many?” I ask him “well for this not to be lost again” ryeowook joked back then I get more curious with his action. And I proved it.When I saw ryeowook goes in the room of yoon ae. I don’t intentional saw that ryeowook kissed yoon ae. I just want to call him because we are leaving. And when I ask ryeowook around our hyungs, I know he’s lying. so I just pretend that I am clueless from what he does every night.

===== KYUHYUN POV =======

When yesung ask ryeowwok around us, I startled because yesung noticed it. And I feel shocked too, because ryeowook always tried to sneak out at night just to saw yoon ae. When ryeowook start answering yesung question, I know his really lying coz there was I time that I’m finding my PSP on him because he barrowed it from it. “ryeongah where is my PSP I will use it” I ask him “ I don’t know I think it’s in our room” ryeowook replied. He didn’t know how to hide his important thing. While I’m finding my PSP in their room, I just found his LOVE LETTER for yoon ae in his pillow I opened it that’s why I know it’s for yoon ae but no worries, I just read the first part and I realize this is his private love life so I put it back from where it was. Then I finally found my PSP and I go out of their room.In a second thought I was lucky and very handsome coz yoon ae likes me. Kekeke LOL

====== DONGHAE POV ================

As I heard yesung ask ryeowook in front of us. I wonder if my doubt is true because I notice when I’m exercising in the mooring ryeowook will say “ hyung lets go work out outside. Let’s jog “then he will called shindong, teuk and kang in to come too. Every day we do working out and that’s the funniest thing because I know he’s exercising but he never try to exercise consecutively, and that make me curious if his courting a girl already.

========= EUNHYUK POV =============

When I heard that yesung ask ryeowook in front of us. I really get curious by his questions. Yesung will not ask that if it’s not that too important. We all know that we’re not supposed to have a romantic relationship with girls but I know we are just human too we feel attracted too. But we also need to know that it’s hard for us to have a girlfriend. So I act like this I’m just flinging/flirting with girl and I tried not to attach myself to them emotionally. But as I can see ryeowook is dead right now. I mean not literally dead like die, its dead like your busted man.

This morning yoon ae told us that she will be leaving, she will not be able to work as a house keeper in our dorm coz her friend found a job that suites her. As I know just right now, she is an accountant graduate. A minute later before we are leaving the dorm, I saw ryeowooks action like his walking around the living room back and forth like he feel anxious as I saw in his face. I ignored him but I noticed he slowly goes in the room of yoon ae and I ignored again. Then I minute later I hear a bang inside the room. I startled and go toward the door and lean my ear. I heard that they are talking so I confirm with myself that ryeowook is having a relationship because I heard their conversation.

“Are you really leaving?” ryeowook ask in low voice

“Yes” yoon ae replied

“Don’t leave me please” ryeowook beg like his in a crying tone

“We talk about this last night” yoon ae said seriously

As the door bang, I really don’t know why the door bangs, as I know they are not fighting.

“Please” ryeowook beg

“Stop hugging me they might notice us just go “ yoon ae said

Now I know why the door is banging. The last word that I heard is

“I love you” ryeowook said

“I love you more” yoon ae said

“I love you much” ryeowook said sweetly

Honestly I really want to laugh because of them but that was the first time I heard ryeowook do that. Then the door knob move, so I quickly get out and pretend I don’t hear anything.

“ryeowook lets go” I said energetically to ryeowook so he won’t have any idea of me knowing his secret.

=========== SUNGMIN POV =========

When I heard that question to yesung, I get nervous because teuk hyung will know it already. Yes I know that already, that ryeowook like yoon ae. I just don’t know if they are together. I and ryeowook is always together in evening because of our sukira radio. There was a time that ryeowook ask me if how can he buy a bouquet of flower without noticing him and I just answer that he just orders through a phone call for him not to be notice because the people might misunderstood him that he is in a relationship.And that time It didn’t pop on my mind that he’s liking a girl because he’s a type of person who ignored girl and don’t have time in them, so I thought it was for her mother. And there was a moment that ryeowook and I go in a jewelry store that time I was really clueless why he is buying a bracelet i just notice it when I ask ryeowook if I can take a look at it and his really innocent he just gave it to me without noticing that I will notice the engrave in the bracelet. Then his just unlucky that time coz when we’re buying a bubble tae (taro flavor) I put down the bracelet on the side bag of a woman I didn’t notice that it hocked in the bag of that woman so when ryeowook ask me where is the bracelet I startled coz when I try to give the bracelet its gone and the woman is passing by the store already coz I saw her in the glass of the store. So I said it to ryeowook and hechases the woman immediately. I know I’m busted to him. After chasing the woman, finally ryeowook got it and he gets angry and said “ hyung!! Next time don’t be dumb aish “he said in a high tone “I’m sorry “I apologized and bow but my head hit lightly his hand with the small bag so it went in the side of the road. So ryeowook rashly reached the bag of the bracelet but a car may hit his hand already so I pulled him immediately. And I know his angry with me that time. It was an epic fail day.

After our sukira radio show, I notice ryeowook is really excited to go home. While we’re in the road heading home, I started the conversation.

“Oh I heard that yoon ae will leave already” I said without thinking I’m so dumb

“Oh I think she’s not leaving” ryeowook said in a convicting tone

As we arrived in the dorm,we saw the guys seating and eating in the kitchen

“ryeowookimnida” ryeowook said energetically

“hyung I’m hungry can I eat” I said

“Sure eat and seat “ teuk said to me

“Oh where is yoon ae?” I ask clueless

“Yah hyung where yoon ae?” ryeowook ask like his excited to se yoon ae

Then I saw yesung, kyuhyun. Eunhyuk, donghae stop in talking and stared to each other

“I thought you know that she is leaving already” shindong explain while eating.

“Ooh” I reacted like deep inside “omg! ”

“Yes she leave when we arrived” shindong said still his mouth is full of food

“I said to her that just wait for you guys before she leave but she said her friend is waiting for her” teuk utterly said

Then I saw ryeowooks excited face change into sadness. As I bite my lips, I know ryeowook is shocked coz yoon ae don’t leave a last word to him. Then he goes in his room. A minute later I followed him in their room but I saw him lying on the bed covering his whole body with the comforter.

“Are you okay” I ask him and sat in the middle of the bed beside his foot but he pulled himself up and sat beside me.

“Yah I’m fine” ryeowook said in a low tone while his head bowed

Then I tap his shoulder “what’s wrong?” I ask foolishly

But he just gave me a silent answer

“It hurts?” I ask foolishly again

Ryeowook nodded and a minute later I notice his slight gasping and I hug him for comfort and ryeowook started to burst in tears.“It’s okay” as I tap his back and ryeowook cried louder while gasping. That makes me sadder. it was the first time I saw him like that. I can really tell that it’s very painful for him.

“hyung” ryeowook said while crying with his red teary eyes “ it hurts a lot” he said finally in a broken voice.He cried and cried like there was no tomorrow and I feel pity on him. I feel my heart was tearing apart too as I get teary eyes too. Then eunhyuk arrived and he saw ryeowook crying and he hugged him and eunhyuk started to cry too. Then yesung and kyuhyun step in the room and hug ryeowook too, as well as shindong, kang in and donghae hugged him. The last who arrived is teuk hyung ”ryeongah why are you crying?” teuk ask in high tone like his angry but he’s just joking “I was joking” he continued and hug ryeowook tight and said “it will fade away. I’m glad that at last you fall for a girl too” he joked and ryeowook chuckled.

After that dayhappened and a months passed ryeowook can’t move on that easily.Even in the sukira radio show sometimes he can’t stop his self in crying and when there’s a time that I sang JUST WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST by request of the listener ryeowook cried too, the only thing I can give him is my comfort for him and there was a time again a listener requested him to sing. He sang BACK IN TIME and he burst in tears and the staff getsmore curious of him and it came up as an issue that HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND??? AND HE WAS NOT IN A GOOD RELATIONSHIP SO THEY BROKE UP but he doesn’t give any statement and he just ignored the issue. Some elf fan bush him and some elf fan don’t bush him instead they comfort him they say “oppa I’m here let me be your girl, promise I will love you”. That was a hard time for ryeowook.

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TO BE CONTINUE..