=============== RYEOWOOK POV ===========================================

That was the painful thing that happened to me. Leaving me without a word feels like abandoning a child in the orphanage and seeking for an answer forever. But she leave me a necklace with a cross pendant that I always wear all the time and a note that she really loves me, and it’s slightly enough to heal my broken heart. Sometimes I want to be with her so badly. As I remember our sweet romantic moment that I will never forget. I know that she was uncomfortable that time but I really try my best just to be with her. I thought if I will do that to her, she never leaves but she did, left me. And thanks to Eunhyuk for watching I learned from that a little. And thanks to sungmin although he made me chase the woman in bubble tea store and that woman though I want to get her number but I really want to get the bracelet that’s on her bag. I really miss her so much and sometimes I cried alone so my hyungs will not know that i still can’t move on, because they’re not use to see me like that coz they know me differently from I use to be right now. I thought we will last forever.

=========  RYEOWOOKS EMOTION   ==========

 Every night feels hunted. It haunts me, without you with me in my sight in my side

Every single night I can’t go to sleep because it feels like I even fall so deeply to you

The night of laugher with you was a great scape and now the night feels oubliette

 When it reminds me, the pain gets too deep and the tears start to run down on my cheeks

Why so Far away, so far away from me

 The truth is I still miss you every single day and every single night

The comforting scent of you I always remember

I fear when the day come that I won’t remember your scent any longer

Even the smallest trivial thing I will always remember

But still i want to hold on the memories with you as much as I could

Now a minute turn to an hours and the day turn in to a months and it turns in a year

I hope and still hoping someday in the future will meet again on a spring day when our memories turn to reality again.

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While we are sitting in the kitchen siwon hyung arrived.

“Hi guys” siwon said energetically

“hyung finally you arrived” teuk said gladly

“Yah we miss you “ eunhyuk said

“Us too” kang in said

“I don’t miss that. Who the heck is the horsey person” kyuhun bullying again

“Shot up kyu” siwon said in a funny way “ oh I heard ryeowook got an issue. Sorry guys from missing something a lot here “ he continued and apologized. Then he go towards me and hugged me.

“I miss you hyung” I said

“How are you?” siwon ask like his really curious

“I’m fine” I smiled

“Oh you’ve got a necklace she gave it to you huh huh” siwon said like his teasing me

I nodded. I’m not into that question that’s why I just nod

“Oh I see. You know ryeowook I bet she gave that to you coz he really cares about you. Have faith in god. God may not give us what we wanted but he will give a thing that was worth enough” siwon utterly said.

“Thank you hyung” I replied and hug him

“I need you more than I, need you before and now, better then comforts. god knows… cause you.. Left me, just when I needed you the most” sungmin sing while eunhyuk and kang in are y dancing. They really are teasing me and I glared at them jokingly. then all of my hyungs hugs me. It’s a sign of comforting me. Then my phone rang. As I answered my phone “hyung its heechul. How are you? I hope your fine. I may not be right there but I’ll say FIGHTING!!! I love you ryeowook and I miss you GUYS” heechul said even he is in the military.

===== yooon ae POV =====

This morning the cold breeze lingering on my skin, it was a rainy morning when I glimpse on my window while the rain is pouring down slowly on my window glass. The cold silent morning broke my emotion again, as I cried while lying down on my bed. Now is my 1 and a half year of regrets leaving ryeowok and not seeing him for the last time. I thought doing the best thing was the right thing. I didn’t choose to stay coz I don’t want him to ruin his life his career and I need to fix my life too and my job too. I guess that time wasn’t for us. And I hope this time when I decided to go on their concert, I will have a chance to see him and talk to him again. I’m just hoping.

I fix myself and I’m ready to go in their concert. As I arrived we’re just waiting for their appearance on the stage. The people gets louder as time passed by, finally they arrived on the stage. As I saw ryeowwok smile, I guess his totally move on with me. They look so happy by their performance. When the concert ended I really want to go and meet him. So I just wait until the crowd will fade and I go directly to find him. While walking outside the event hall, I saw a lot of people and reporters in the other side of the road. And I saw ELF fan murmuring about what  happened, so I ask them if what is happening but the saddest part I heard from them is someone on the super junior member get hit by a car. I get shocked about it and my body shivers as I feel nervous and i ask an ELF that is crying who is that suju member? The elf fan replied “its ryeowook oppa “while her voice is broken. My heart beat fast and my eyes get big when I heard that. The name keeps repeating on my head and the tears start to fall down on my cheeks. My brain gets twisted, “It can’t be” as I said to myself my body gets weaken but I tried to be strong and follow the reports coz I know their heading on the hospital where ryeowook is brought. As I arrived in the hospital I tried to get out of the car with my legs is shaken. But a lot of people and guard are surrounding the entrance so they are really strict but I tried to go in the entrance of the hospital

“Sir I need to go in please” as I beg on the guard while I’m bursting in tears. I really keep on trying but they won’t allow me. And an hour passed I asked again the guard “what’s the news? What happened?” but the guard just gave me a sad face and I just get it. My head started to ach, my mind gets twisted what I should do?, what I should do ? I need to see them, to see him, as I sat in the corner of the street like a beggar. My mind can’t function anymore, all the things that i did with him keeps coming back the laughter at night, when he is sneaking at night just to see me, his cute smile together with his cheek bone showing off, his expressive eyes, his wet look hair and no make-up on that makes me more love him and his hug and kiss that I can’t move on, his warm and gentle personality and his sweet voice that I always want to hear, the person that my heart keeping back for more but I choose to leave him and I regret that, Now that I want to come back to him. It was just too late for everything, was too late for everything. As I cried and cried until I don’t have any tears to shade. It was so regretful but I need to go on in life and in the first place it was my fault so I need to bear with it.

========== TEUK POV ===================

They say I’m flirt and weird but I guess all the members are all weird we have different personalities but we love each other, we understand each other and we help each other, like when ryeowook finally fall in a girl. I know ryeowook had a hard time because he is a kind of person who’s really warm and gentle and very sincere person even though he had sometimes a rough speaking/mouth. And people who entered his life are precious to him. And in his mind girls is not that important. So when he finally met a girl that entered in his life that was a very important to him. But I’m really very happy and sad for him. A year passed and we held a concert in Korea. I thought it’s going to be okay but it turns bad when ryeowook had an accident. After the concert he told me that he saw yoon ae in the VIP section and I just told him “you’re just dreaming or getting paranoid “ but I’m just kidding him. Then he told me that i just go ahead first and he just check inside again but 30 mins later while me and kang in standing outside the van just to wait him, finally we saw him “ ryeongah we’re here palli cross the road” I shouted to him from a far. But his face is really anxious “ryeogah palli cross the road while there’s no car” kang in said to him a cross the road then ryeowook smile on us “faster” kang in said then ryeowook start to walk “oh wait don’t move there’s a car “I shouted to him for sure he heard that but he still walk and don’t listen “ryeogah!!!! Stop aish jinja!!” kang in and I shouted to him but the car heat him and he lay on the ground we really get shock “ryeogah!!!!!!!!!!!” we yelled in the top of our lungs and go towards him then siwon rashly go towards us and grab ryeowook and shook him “ryeongah!!!, ryeongah!!!, ryeongah!!!” then siwon cried a lot but ryeowook said in a broken voice “I’m fine don’t worry, I’m really fine” he smile then he pointed me “ hyung teuk swear I saw yoon ae “ he chuckled then he cried and passed out. That was the saddest unforgettable part for all of us.

 They say it was the fault of the driver but I think it’s not because before the concert I know ryeowook is still crying at night on the c.r. when he’s going to a shower. He really tried to smile and convince me he’s alright. And in the middle of the night when I woke up and go to the kitchen to drink a water, I saw him in the dark with a knife so I called him “ryeowookssi what are you doing?” I saw his face so shocked “oh hyung you woke up, well I just use to cut an apple” ryeowook said in nervous tone. I just gave him a glare coz I know he wants to kill his self “okay I will slice an apple for you” then I just grabbed the knife from him. So his accident is really his fault.

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