This afternoon the manager called me to bring some towel and bottles of water in the dance studio for the boys. After that call I immediately prepared the towel and bottle of water in my bag. While packing, ryeowook arrived in the dorm.

“Oh yoonae are going out?” ryeowook ask

I nodded

“Where?” ryeowook ask again looking directly to me

“In your dance studio coz your manager told me to bring this there” I replied in a low tone. I really feel unease when I talk to him.

“Are you okay?” ryeowook ask again “it seems not” he continued

“Yes I’m fine” I replied defending myself

“Okay” ryeowook said as he nodded

“I’m going now” I said as a sign of leaving

“Oh wait I will go there too, we can go together”ryeowook utterly said

“ahm, no, I mean there something I need to pass by before heading in the studio” as I lied because I’m not comfortable with him.

“Oh okay “as ryeowook nodded “be careful” he continued

Then I leave the dorm immediately.

As I reached the dance studio, I saw them practicing their new performance.. They look exhausted. When teuk saw me they stopped.

“yoonae” teuk said and wave at me “ come”

So I go towards them and gave their towels and bottle of water.

“Thank you noona” yesung said and smiled

Hyuk hit yesung in the head and said “don’t call her noona, you dumb”. And the guys laugh

A minute later ryeowook arrived in the studio while we’re sitting in the floor

“ryeowookimnida” as he wave his hand to everybody while his bringing a plastic bag in his other hand.

“hyung you’re here finally” hyuk said

“How’s work?” kyu ask and smile

“So tiring” ryeowook replied

“So don’t work coz its tiring”kyuhyun started to bully ryeowook

Then teuk hit kyuhyun on the shoulder.

“Here, I brought strawberries on the way here” ryeowook said and sat beside me coz there was a space between me and yesung. Then ryeowook gave teuk,kangin,hyuk,shindong,min,kyu and of course donghae.

“Here get some” ryeowook said and smiled

“No thanks” I smiled

“Me, I want.You’re not asking aish” yesung said irritated

“Just wait I’ll ask you too “ ryeowook replied and reach the strawberry to yesung

“yoonae you don’t like strawberry?” hyuk ask

“No I’m not. well I ‘m not in the mood to eat” I replied in a low voice

“Oh I thought you don’t like strawberry” hyuk said with his bright smile

“What do you want noona?” yesung ask me and I get shock

“No its okay” I replied faster

“Do you want me?”yesung said like his joking

And my eyes gets big “ ANNIYO”

“Oh okay because I might give myself to you”yesung said in a sweet cute tone

“hyungteukyesung is doing horrible here” as ryeowook shouted. Thenyesung cover his mouth with his hand while ryeowook trying to move out.

“Why??” teuk ask

“No its nothing” yesung said

“Really?” teuk ask again in confusing tone

“yesung likes yoonae” hyuk utterly said to teuk and chuckled

Then teuk hit yesung 3x in the head “ aish stop it” teuk said

And yesung glared to hyuk like he wants to killhyuk.

“See I told you” ryeowook said in a teasing tone to yesung

From that time while I’m beside ryeowook, I feel my heart rising all the time

So I resort my eyes on the 4 corners of the wall. Hoping they don’t notice my unease action.

“yoonae are you alright?” hyuk ask looking directly to me

I nodded

Then ryeowook turned to see my face and my heart started to pound. Now I’m not okay. As I take a deep breathe

“See I noticed that too, lately” ryeowook said to me while looking at me

“I’m fine” as I feel nervous

Then hyuk just stared at me like his spying on my actions

“I know you’re not okay coz you’re besides ryeowook” kyu said seriously

I thought he noticed me like just he said so I get nervous

“really??” ryeowook ask me

“Yes because even me I don’t want to be seated beside you” kyuhyun said in a teasing tone and he laugh. He loves to bully ryeowook

“ANNEYO” I reacted

After that chaos moment we headed home. As we arrived ryeowook started going to the kitchen to cook. A minute later he called me.

“yoonae could you pls help me here”.

So I go near him in the kitchen sink.

“Here, wash the fish and vegetable and cut it” as ryeowook instructed me

I nodded and grab my pony tail in my packet to fix my hair and tie it up, so it won’t distract me.

“Are you finish?” ryeowook ask while staring at me.

 Thatgave me a goose boom.

I nodded to him.

Ryeowook grab an apron and put it in me“here, wear this so your cloth won’t get dirt” as ryeowook tight the apron on my waist and my heart started to beat faster than before. “Done” ryeowook said with his cute smile.

“Thank you” I said in a low tone

And ryeowook just smile and start what his doing.

A minute later while I’m cutting the vegetable, I didn’t notice that I would cut my finger.

“Omoh, Ouch” as I feel the pain

“Oh what happened” ryeowook said as he saw a blood on my finger

“omoh its big” he reacted as he grab my hand.

“I’m fine” I replied as I feel the pain and I get teary

Then he immediately gets the medicine kit and grabs my hand

“I’m fine, I’m okay” I defending myself

“No we need to put some alcohol and band aid in your wound” ryeowook said seriously as he continues putting alcohol.

“Ouch” I reacted in pain

“Just bear with it for a moment” ryeowook said in a caring tone

And he blow some air so it won’t hurt that much. I feel his warm breathe linger in my finger,as my heart keeping rising all the time. Then lastly he put the band aid slowly while talking and made me shock.

“We always say we’re okay but sometimes deep inside we need help” ryeowook said and smile after he put the band aid on my finger. I’m so speechless from what he says while I’m looking down.

And just give him a forcing smile. While his staring at me. And he stood up.

“I’ll cut and you cook okay” ryeowook smiled

After cooking, I called the boys to eat.

“Ooh so delicious” hyuk said in a funny way

Then they laugh. By looking at them day to day they are definitely a family. The bonding is intact. After eating, ryeowook said he will be the one to take charge of the dishes and I just clean there room so he can rest well coz he know yesung mess it up. As I step in there room immediately clean the room and arranges ryeowooks’ bed. Then suddenly yesung arrived after finishing their game with kyuhyun.

“noona you’re really sweet” yesung said and smile

Then ryeowook arrived “just i thought about it” he said to yesung and hit yesung in the shoulder. And yesung chuckled and I just smiled

“You’re really naughty yesung” as I pinched his arm

“Ouch, mianhae” yesung apologized