He ran up the stairs, saw his golden watch hugging his left wrist and cursed under the breath coming from his pursed mouth. He was late; he won't be able to stop it... He knew it! He could feel it.

"Ladies and gentleman please, stand up to receive the bride..."

He went as fast as he could, his mind swore inside his head that could hear the voice of the priest echoing through the chapel.

So he kept running, but his legs started to ache a few ago already and his lungs were pleading him to stop for a needed long break. But he knew, if he stops now, he won't get there on time.

"Now, if there's someone who has any reason why this couple should not be joined in holy matrimony, speak now or forever ho..."

"ME!"

All pair of eyes present in the big white room looked at the double front door and stared confused at the man resting his hands on his knees whilst breathing heavily and quickly, trying to catch some air. After some awkward seconds he straightened up and walked to the girl dressed on the white wedding dress and the widened eyes boy in black suit, he could see the boy was about to cry, he needed to say something... and fast.

His feet hit the end of the five stairs that take you to the altar in front of him, he looked up to the boy and coughed silently before letting his voice rise through the painful silence.

"Ji... Jiyong... Please" Was all that came out from his closed throat and his words were barely a small plea disguised as a whisper; but he knew the man in front, the man he dearly loves and pushed away, which, he knew was a horrible mistake... He knew, that boy could hear him, even when his mouth wouldn't move at all.

Everybody looked at the boys expectantly, the beautiful girl, their childhood best friend looked from one to another, but he didn't care, he didn't give a damn who would look at them now! Not his friends from whole life or Jiyong's parents who were his second family, nor the girl next to the love of his life on the altar... Nor his own parents who believed him an abomination for loving a man!

All he cared was the boy, his life, his everything... Who was right in front of him now, with tears filling those beautiful eyes.

His heart ached, never thought he would be the reason for the worst pain his best friend would suffer. He was wrong.

"What?! Seunghyun!" He breathed

"Don't marry her..." Jiyong turned, his back facing Seunghyun, his feet moved closer to the altar, closer to Bom, but  "...Marry me" Jiyong stopped and tensed when those words, that verb filled up his ears.

It was his dream, the man he loved his entire life, the only person he fell in love with just asked, well, told him to marry him, but his pride was too strong, stronger that him. He was hurt, with a broken heart, No! With a hole! There was nothing left in his chest, his hyung took it all and left him crying out in pain. The worst pain he ever felt.

And now... Was there asking for a second chance!?

Seunghyun gulped, Jiyong didn't turn around and didn't answer either. The only answer he got for his sudden proposal was gasps and surprised screams from the guests.

He knew he broke his young and precious heart and he won't forget, never, those horrible moments. His pounding heart and his ed up head wouldn't let him let go of that day. Honestly he wouldn't forget any day whenever Jiyong was present.

~~~~~~FLASHBACKS~~~~~~

Moment-1.

He sighed and walked some more, this was ridiculous! Who the hell did it!? But he knew it wasn't him, at least, not that he remembered. But there were his favorite sneakers, covered up in something that looked like chocolate... Of course he wouldn't do it! But he knew his sister would love to. More after what he did to her favorite dress last week. He chuckled and whispered an "I don't care..." looking at the now ruined shoes. He would get revenge...

He was having a nice cup of tea watching a damn movie he put on after half an hour of going through the bunch of channels and finding nothing, when a yelped was heard... He ran off the hallway down to the kitchen to find a small frame panting and resting his right hand on his chest while breathing heavily. Who is he?!

"aaa... Who... are you?" His voice came more bitter than what he intended to, but the boy didn't move at all nor scared nor offended, just widened eyes staring at him.

"Wow..." The little boy breathed out.

"Aaamm what? Do I have something on my face?" He said touching his cheeks searching for some trace of food or something. "no, No!... You're perfect... uh I meant that... I... You don't have anything on your face..."

The taller boy smiled but after some seconds he frowned, "So... who are you?"

"Oh! I... I'm your new neighbor" The kid walked up to him extending a petite but cute hand to him, the soft skin brushed his when he took the hand and shook it gently "I'm Jiyong" The boy said and he answered "I'm Seunghyun… and why did you screamed?”

The boy chuckled while scratching the back of his neck "I uuh... I saw something that scared me..."

"uh? like what?" Seunghyun started looking around "Dunno~ like a huge rat or something like that?"

"You mean this?" Seunghyun said taking Grizzy in his hands

Jiyong blinked a couple of times before blushing "uh... it was a cat?"

The older boy couldn't help but laugh at it "Yeah! haha you're scare of cats!" Jiyong didn't take long to join in the laugh.

"So... what are you doing in my house?" He asked while both kids walked through the house into the backyard to find two pair of parents having an enthusiastic moment about remodeling someone's house.

The younger one, well, because he looked younger than him, smiled before answering, "Those are my parents, and yours let us in to welcome us"

That bright smile was the beginning of every moment came after.

Moment-2.

The cute little puppy transformed itself into a ferocious huge monster with three rows of teeth and eyes red as blood. The thinner boy ran up to the tree where the older one was hiding behind, the monster following him almost biting the end of his baggy pants. "RUN!! RUN JIYONG RUN!!" The chubby kid screamed excitedly.

"AAAAAH Hyung!!" Jiyong yelped when something hit his back and threw him into the ground. His face was facing the ground now, he turned his body up and something small climbed on his chest to his face to start his rounded pink cheeks. "YAAAH! Hyung! hahahaha The mons-monster is... hahaha... eating me!!" Seunghyun got to the boy with the puppy all over his face and smiled 'so cute~~'

The younger one kept laughing, the puppy kept and Seunghyun kept smiling when a chuckled was heard. It was a soft girly chuckle that startled the both of them and made them turned their heads to find a cute girl around their same age standing a few meters from them and chuckling at their childish little game.

"Hi" She let out a small shy greeting "Hi!" Both boys answered smiling "What's your name?" Jiyong asked while taking the hand Seunghyun offered to help him to stand up and then pulled his hyung to the smiling girl "Bom" She said, Jiyong pulled Seunghyun until they were right in front of her, but the boy didn't let go of Seunghyun's hand anyways, instead, he intertwined their fingers on a firmer grip. Seunghyun couldn't help but smile wider.

Neither of them notice the death glare the girl sent into those hands.

"So... When did you move here?" Jiyong asked again "I got here today"

"Ooh~~"

"Where do you live?" Seunghyun said this time

"Right across the street"

"So we're neighbors!!" Jiyong screamed happily

"Yeap! ^^" She was happy too "But where do you live?"

Both kids exchanged looks "I live right here! This is my backyard" Jiyong started "Seunghyun hyung lives in that house" He continued pointing at the house to the right of Jiyong's, right next to it.

"Ah that's nice! I live in front of you!" She stated excitedly and Jiyong nodded a few times excitedly as well.

Seunghyun frowned, for his only ten years old, he knew a couple of things about women and back then, he didn't like the anger his chest was feeling. But he shook it off and continued chatting with his cute best friend and the new little neighbor.

Moment-3.

Childhood passed happily, Jiyong and Bom being there with him every step, Jiyong was a year younger but because of his amazing brain was put on the same grade as him, Bom was his age so they were on the same grade as well, the thing was that Jiyong and he were on the same group during elementary, but during junior high Jiyong and Bom were on the same group when HE was on a different one. Despite that little detail, well, it was a gigantic detail for him, but those two years passed smoothly.

Jiyong and Bom would wait for him every day after school and they would go to the house of one of them to do their homework and eat, then they'd leave home to sleep and start a new planned day the next one.

But in eighth grade something changed, Jiyong would avoid him sometimes and he'd leave with Bom, they would go out without him and talk secretly while they do their homework.

Seunghyun was hurt back then, he felt like a fool, he felt like a fool every time he saw Jiyong and his heart would beat faster and his hands would start to sweat. But he didn't say a thing and he didn't think on saying it either.

When the thought that maybe Jiyong was dating Bom hit him, he cried, yes, cried, like a baby, a broken heart boy. But again, he shook it off and let it go.

After that amazingly hurtful week, when he ignored Jiyong completely and glared at Bom every time their eyes met; after the tears Jiyong left on his shirt, that night he appeared on his front door crying and screaming at him asking about what he did to get such treatment and he let out the questions that were eating him since the beginning of that school year, Jiyong apologized and then Seunghyun said sorry as well, closing the horrible night with a tight hug and a kiss on his cheek that Jiyong couldn't avoid give to him. After the blush that kept on his cheeks all night long... something happened.

He was sitting on the comfortable couch was in the middle of his living room, his mother to his left, his father to his right, uncles and aunts sitting on the other sofas, cousins sitting on the floor or chairs. Something came out of the adult mouths.

"...Yes, is such a shame..."

"Shame?! He's a disgrace! Not only for them but for the entire family!"

Seunghyun frowned at his aunt statement and wondered around the house searching for a certain person. His uncle was an amazing person, he taught him how to rap, he taught him how to write lyrics or make music. He was his favorite person in the world... after Jiyong. But he was not there, where could he be?

"I can't believe Daehyun did this to us!" His aunt continued, but this time Seunghyun looked up at her, she said ... Daehyun? His uncle? His favorite uncle? Why? What did he do?

Then, it caught his ears.

"...being with another man, what a disgraceful!"

His young mind froze, w-wha-what?!?

"Umma~..." His mom turned to look at him smiling "Yes darling?" "Umma~ what did my aunt mean? By... that?" His mother's face changed after hearing such a question, her face showed nervousness and her eyes said she wanted to avoid the question but Seunghyun knew what homouality was, he knew what did that mean, he just wanted to know why his aunt said it was such a disgraceful... "Well Hyunnie is just that..." "Is that is a sin if a man is with another man as a couple, it can't be! A gay couple is such a dishonor! I won't say he's my family anymore, he's dead for me and my family now..." Seunghyun gasp, that's how it was going to be?! What an evil aunt he had!

"The same for my family!" Now his entire body froze, that was his father's voice, so, his uncle was supposed to be dead for him too??  He didn't want that! But he guessed he couldn't help it.

That night was the night that made him not to say a word about how he thought he felt about Jiyong, instead of that, he thought about it like a friendship feeling, like just a best friend's feeling, not like something else. With that he forgot about it. He erased those strange moments when he found himself staring at Jiyong's face, his movements, his gestures, he just erased them and if he found himself doing it again, he just thought that he was doing it because his friend was such an adorable boy that was it. End of the story, end of his odd thoughts.

Moment-4.

Nothing different happened through freshman year, the three of them were together in the same class, they passed their entire time together and that summer came and went faster of what they thought.

On their sophomore year though, Bom left, her family moved into another neighborhood, and changed to another school as well. Although they stayed in touch, well, she and Jiyong did, and Ji would tell him everything they would talk about.

Bom never talked that much with him anyways and during that odd year on junior high, when Jiyong avoided him and he ignored Jiyong, she talked to him even less that before, he never knew why though. He never even thought about it. But now, he regretted it, if he had talk more with her, maybe he would know why she didn't like him, just... maybe.

But that was off now. He was there, outside his house, looking across the street, eyeing the hug between Bom and Jiyong, eyeing the way she kissed his cheek and his eyes widened surprised when she glared at him angrily. What?

Jiyong waved one last time behind the car Bom's dad was driving out of the neighborhood, out of their lives; he felt good about it, he felt... relieved?

"Alright hyung!" Jiyong walked to where he was standing, staring at the back of the far away car. "Hyung?" Jiyong passed his thin hand in front of his older friend's eyes, but he didn't see him, W-why? Why was he looking at the back of the car, even when the car was nowhere to be seen now?

W-was that... he... he liked her? Did he?

Jiyong pouted looking at the same direction as his hyung and pouted even more.

Seunghyun then sighed and looked at his dongsaeng to find a tearful face looking at the ground, his heart broke then... Jiyong must love Bom that much isn't? He gulped and forced a smile, "Eh Yongie~~ let's go somewhere?"

The younger boy looked up at him and smiled, but the shine on his eyes wasn't there anymore... and that just gave Seunghyun more to think about what he just imagined a few seconds ago.

Moment-5.

Senior year was going to its end and the two best friends kept it all the same. yeah~~ there were different things now. Seunghyun found himself embracing Jiyong more that what he was supposed to and Jiyong would peck his cheek from time to time, the younger one would receive a blush as an answer and he loved that.

Both, men now, knew what they wanted, Seunghyun was on his way to be an architect and Jiyong was going to be a fashion and interior designer. Their plans were to open a new business together... What better than an architect and an interior designer for it?

They were in love of what they imagined, they were in love of the future they built inside their heads, and they were in love of the thought of being with each other forever...

They were in love... with each other.

But neither of them said a word about it. Not until the younger and shyer of the both of them talked.

It was a great day!

It was their graduation day!

He woke up feeling new again, he woke up happy that he survived hell... well, actually it wasn't that bad, and he had Jiyong beside him all the way through it. But he did it! He finished!

The whole ceremony he kept his eyes on Jiyong and enjoyed that Jiyong did exactly the same... he kept his eyes on him. They smiled goofily and felt butterflies inside their stomachs during the whole thing... again, neither of them said anything. Their eyes did.

The ceremony finished and they left to a restaurant, a celebration planned by their families for the both of them.

Everything changed after that night.

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So... I'll explain as quickly as I can

I couldn't update the damn present because my laptop broke and I was using my dad's compute to read the fics and comment but all my stories are in my laptop!

So I passed a damn week praying for the man fixing my laptop to get my documents kekek

AND HE DID!! =P He saved them! ^^

But I still had to write everything down so I couldn't update u.u

But I got back my laptop already and I wrote this whole thing and I'm writing my fics

I'll update this whole shot right now! xP

So wait a few minutes for the second and last part!

Sorry that it got a little long kekek

Hope you enjoy!

P.S. The damn thing -dunno what though- didn't let me put gifs! u.u sorry!