Stop This Feeling
Why is Love Like This
Seungri’s POV
I hate the fact that Seunghyun has been gone for the past few weeks shooting a drama in America. It to be alone with just Daesung and
Taeyang just having there little love fest all around the house. It would be easier if Jiyong wasn’t busy all the time. If either of the two are alone they talk to me
like they are my best friends, but when they are together they still talk to me, but they get into there puppy talk and it is the most annoying thing in the world. I
know I’m overacting, but it feels like they are rubbing their relationship in my face and it really pisses me off. I understand they are happy, but it really makes
me feel even sadder about the fact that my boyfriend isn’t here. I’m eating in the kitchen and the two of them keep kissing each other while Daesung cooks. I
felt like vomiting, but I contained it. As they finish cooking they began feeding each other and I got up while accidentally slamming my hands onto the table.
“Are you ok?” asked Youngbae
“No I’m not ok.” I yelled at them. “You two keep on acting so freaking cute towards each other and it pisses me off” I ran to my room and slammed the
door. I was so mad at them for just being so inconsiderate about their PDA while my boyfriend is away. I don’t understand why anyone would do that, and
then I remembered that I did that before Daesung and Youngbae started dating. I walked out my room and the two were still eating at the table.
“I’m really sorry you guys, it was really out of line for me to do.” I said
“Don’t worry, we forgive you.” Daesung said while he smiled
“I think I overacted because of the fact I feel so alone without Seunghyun here and it just pisses me off that you both have someone to hold at night.” I
thought I was going to cry but my eyes wouldn’t let me as Youngbae hugged me.
“Its ok, plus you’re not alone. You are going to forfill a promise that you owe me from a couple of weeks ago.” Taeyang said as he grinned. “We are all
going out tonight because we need to go party and drink.”
“Wait, just the three of us.”
“No, Jiyong is going to take a break tonight.”
“Sweet then I guess it’s a plan.” I smile
I wear my best outfit to the club tonight and I know I look even ier than ever. I walk out my room and see the other three looking almost as good as me.
Taeyang looks absolutely y, wearing his armless shirt, he almost made me forget that I had a boyfriend.
“Are you ready to go?” Youngbae said
“Yeah are you, you took longer than me.” Said Jiyong
“Yeah I’m ready.”
We arrive in the club and we see many different stars with their girlfriends and boyfriends. I felt really happy to be there with all of my closest friends.
“Hey Dae wanna dance?” asked Youngbae
“Of course.” Said Daesung. As they ran towards the dance floor I walked to the bar. I sat down and I couldn’t stop focusing on Youngbae and Daesung
dancing. Every move they made towards each other was in sync and it just made me wonder what if it was me instead of Daesung.
“Hey, Panda why are you just sitting here.” Asked Jiyong
“I don’t know, I just feel bored without Seunghyun here.”
“Panda you need to loosen up a little bit.” Jiyong passed me a drink and it flew down my throat. I kept watching them get closer and closer towards
each other as I took down another drink. My head started to feel dizzy as I lost count of how many drinks I had.
Taeyang’s POV
“Hey Dae I’m getting kind of tired, I’m going to get something to drink.”
“Ok then.” I walked over towards the bar to see Seungri dancing on the bar.
“Seungri what are you doing?” I screamed at him
“What does it look like I’m doing, I’m some fun!” he screamed at the top of his lungs. “Come and join me.”
“Seungri, get down.”
“Why should I?” he screamed sticking his tongue out at me. I started to get mad and pulled him down. “Let me go, you heartless bastard.”
“Seungri you’re drunk, you have no clue what you’re saying.”
“Yes, I do and you are so mean to me. You play people and act like you are interested in them, then you go and date someone else.”
“Don’t say that.”
“You know what kiss me, are boyfriends don’t have to know.”
“I’m not going to kiss you.”
“Come on, you know you want to.”
“I don’t want to kiss you like this. I want to kiss you when and want you to remember that moment the next day.” I walked away and he tried to grab my hand,
but I pushed him away. I walked towards Daesung and he looked at me knowing something was wrong. “We are leaving.”
“What about the others.” Daesung said
“Jiyong left early and at the moment I don’t a crap how Seungri gets home.” I walked to the car with Daesung and drove off crying my eyes out not caring what
was going to happen to Seungri.
A/N Sorry this was supposed to be up yesterday but my computer was acting slow.
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