unwanted
VOGUE RIVALRY
Shinhye is standing outside a tall building. She sighed. “did I do the right thing?” she asked herself. A honk startled her. “hey! Little
sis! Good luck on your first day!” yunho yelled at her. Shinhye rolled her eyes. “why are you still here?” she asked. “It’s like I’m
dropping you to a school for the first time. I feel proud and nervous at the same time.” Yunho exhale exaggeratedly. Shinhye giggled.
“babo! Go! I told you I’m Park Shin Hye, I am the best” yunho laughed whole heartedly. “sure you are! You are a jung!” he said. After
saying their goodbyes shinhye watch as yunho drove away. “ready for work?” shinhye instantly turn to that familiar voice. She almost
hit him for they are so close to each other. She step back but her heels failed her, she got off balance only to be catch by the waist
again by jae. “be careful” he said. Shinhye saw a concern look in his eyes again. “mian” she replied and standing up straight, giving
them some space again. He smiled at her. “good morning” shinhye said. “good morning babe” he said, loudly. Shinhye’s eyes widen.
Unconsciously she put a hand over his mouth. “ssh, they might here you” shinhye felt his tongue on her palm so she remove it right
away. He chuckled. The mortified look in her face is priceless. “bwo? I can’t do that to my girlfriend?” “WHAT?” shinhye cant help but
to yell. He puts his arm around her waist and pulled her tightly. “everyone knows that the new secretary is my girlfriend. So they will
be gossiping if we didn’t get inside like this” jae said, his lips are brushing dangerously on her ear. She bit her lips. “and why did you
tell them that?” shinhye wants to remove his hand on her side. “because I want us to be closer inside the office” he smirked and
winked at her. Shinhye rolled her eyes. “you sneaky erted beast” shinhye muttered. Jaejoong lean on her ear again. “you want
me to prove that to you baby?” he said teasingly and before shinhye could response, he her neck which made shinhye’s knees
wanton. Jaejoong felt it and grip tighter on her waist. “easy baby, it’s still early” he teased.
Shinhye wanted to be on the elevator with lots of people to avoid this situation but to her dismay, it much came as another
advantage to jaejoong. Jaejoong usually ride the elevator alone. Employees didn’t want to ride it with him because of his know
persona at their office but today, he insisted that they all ride together. Seeing the reflection of the annoyed shinhye jaejoong is
making a lot of effort to hide his amused smile. Shinhye pinched his side which made him flinched a little. “baby, I told you its too
early for that” he said loudly, “yah!” shinhye whispered out of embarrassment. She felt everyone is looking at her, she blushed, she
didn’t have a choice but to bury her head on his chest. Jaejoong chuckled and mouth “thank you” to the staff. When they reached
their floor the staff bowed and greeted jaejoong again. Once sure that they are the only ones left, she pushed jaejoong as hard as
she can. “you plan this didn’t you?” she asked. “bwo?” jaejoong asked laughing. “I hate you” she said crossing her arms over her
chest. Jaejoong step towards behind her “I want you” he whispered placing both hands on her waist. Shinhye stiffed. “y—yah! What
are you…” she can’t finish her sentence when jaejoong back hug her. “there are CCTVs installed here, I don’t want them thinking
that we are not okay” he whispered then plan a kiss on her head. Shinhye froze. The elevator door open on their floor. “baby, we’re
here” he uttered making shinhye woke from her thoughts. He pulled her out when she didn’t move an inch.
“so we will put your designs on the next fashion show, the set list for this month is full already. I was thinking to make a solo fashion
show for your collection. In that case they can concentrate on your designs.” Jaejoong said as they are inside his office. He is giving
a little briefing for shinhye. Jemin was there too just to relay to her the tasked she needs to finish. Jaejoong turn to face shinhye.
He saw her busy on her sketch book. He sighed and walk towards behind her. He peek on what’s keeping her busy. He cant help but
to let out a smile seeing she is so engross on her sketches. He notice something, when she is sketching, she tend to thumb . He
saw that at the airport too. Shinhye felt someone is behind her. She look up only to meet jaejoong’s eyes. “what?” she asked. Totally
oblivious that jaejoong spend 15 minutes talking to her. “what are you doing?” he asked instead. She beamed a smile. Which shocked
jaejoong. He saw that smile when she is talking to her dog at the park. She must be really happy he thought. “jemin eonnie’s
wedding gown” she said pouting. Jae fight the urge to crash his lips on her luscious y lips. Something he cant believe that she
grew up in one of the liberated countries in the world. She seem so innocent. But what she said in the hotel suite still rings inside
his head. “honestly, I know that it will be just a lustful relationship Mr. Kim, and believe me I know everything about it”. He walk
towards the chair across her and sat on it. “what do you think?” she asked again. “it’s classy, elegant and simple” jaejoong
commented. Shinhye smiled again and draw some finishing touches. “It suites her, It will look good on her, I can see it already”
shinhye uttered eyes glued on the sketch pad again. “shinhye-ah” she paused. It is not the first time someone called her that, but
hearing him, with his y, seductive intriguing low voice it made that name, her name super y, easy on the ear. “you didn’t
heard anything I just discuss earlier right?” he asked. Shinhye look up nervously, and bit her lips. “sorry” she mouthed, jaejoong
groaned and hurriedly crashed his lips on her.
Shinhye was stunned when she felt jaejoong’s lips crashed into hers. It was more like teasing rather than a want. She is not a
newbie with kissing. She had some lip locking moments back in france but the way jaejoong is kissing her send some waves inside
her body, he is grunting and nibbling on her lower lips. “I cant control myself seeing you biting your lips like that, pouting like that
and thumb like that” he uttered in between kisses. Shinhye slowly closed her eyes, she find herself totally captured by his
sweet teasing kisses. When he slip his tongue inside her, she can’t help but to let out a soft moan, both of them are fighting for
dominance, but at the end jaejoong won. They stop almost out of breathe, jaejoong didn’t want to stop but he didn’t want to
force shinhye either. He rested his forehead on hers. “your lips are delicious baby, I am fighting hard here” he chuckled. Shinhye
blushed. “right back at you, you’re not a bad kisser. One of the best I had to date” she said. She gave herself a pat in the back, that
sounded so confident. “well, I want to keep it like that, what place am I in baby?” he asked hesitantly moving away from her, he rest
his back on the chair. Shinhye smirked and crossed her legs putting the sketch book on his table. “well, at the moment, you are on
the first place” jaejoong smirked too. “good to know that baby” a knock interrupted their hot exchange. Jemin entered, shinhye
looked at her and jemin just gave her a knowing smirk, which made her blush. “sir, Mr. Park Moon Shik is here” shinhye stiffed.
Jaejoong furrowed his brows seeing the unusual reaction he seen from shinhye. “okay let him in.” he replied not removing his stare
at shinhye. Shinhye was nervously looking at her intertwine fingers, her hair is covering her face now. Jaejoong’s eyes widen. “On
second thought, reschedule his appointment to me. Tell him I’m busy” jaejoong said to jemin. “please lock the door jemin” he
added. Jemin nod and went out.
Jaejoong saw the nervousness in shinhye. She is biting her lips tightly which worried him. He step closer to her and kneeled infront
of her. He place his hand on her chin and trace her lips using his thumb. “you’ll hurt yourself baby” jaejoong whispered. That made
shinhye get back to her senses. She looked up to jaejoong. Jaejoong cant help but to feel remorse to the girl he is seeing now. The
strong, untouchable lady he saw was nowhere near him now. She is now the girl he saw 15 years ago, the scared, unwanted, and
fidgeting girl. She blinked her eyes to calm herself. “I’m disgusting” she muttered. Jaejoong sighed. “I’m a nobody” she said.
Jaejoong pulled her into a tight embrace. That when shinhye started crying. She cried harder with jaejoong her long hair.
“I’m not a jung, I’m a park but my father didn’t want me, I wanted to be someone, I want to be wanted.” She uttered. Jaejoong
finally get it why she wanted to hide using “shine”. With that name, she can say that she is wanted, loved, accepted. Though she is
loved by her mother and brother, using a different surname made her feel unwanted. An outsider. “ssshhh, its okay, you got me” he
said. Shinhye buried her face more to his chest. He sat her on his lap, slightly rocking her back and forth as like he is making a little
baby sleep. The irony of it, shinhye is like a fragile little baby right now, she may look strong outside, it is just a mask, to hide her
true feelings. “you got me, you may not be a jung, that park guy might not want you but I’ll gladly share my name to you” shinhye
froze, she look up to him “bwo?” “marry me shinhye, you’ll be a KIM start a new with my name” he said.
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