I Beg Your Pardon?

A Moment With Big Bang

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THAT MOMENT DURING A HEATED ARGUMENT WHEN SOMETHING COMPLETELY HURTFUL IS SAID...

 

TOP: Nothing heats you up more than when he plays it too cool- Mr. Drama Free. His circumventing any and all confrontation inevitably makes you appear to be 'the bad guy' again. His darting eyes and his instinct to step back when you approach him is the slap in the face that forces you to spew out, "I don't know why I even bother with you. You're mean and selfish." He gives you a wounded and incredulous look. Before you can end this uneven exchange with an apology, he brushes by wordlessly and dismisses you with a slam of his bedroom door. While standing alone in the expanse of his living room, you realize that prying him open is impossible. The point that you were trying to make, a plea for him to be a little more transparent with his thoughts and feelings, is lost somewhere between your need for reassurance and his inability to express himself emotionally.

G-DRAGON: In hindsight, his transformation wasn't a sudden one. He told you once, in the beginning when he was courting you with gifts and frequent phone calls, that he was terrible at breaking up. He hadn't the heart, or the balls rather, to let a girl down and would most likely make it so she leaves him. It was odd dinner conversation but you didn't mind much, his delectable smile had you agreeing with nearly anything falling from his lips. It shouldn't be so surprising when he snaps back at your question, Why have you been so difficult to get a hold of lately?, with one of his own, How did you become so needy? His warning doesn't make it any easier to swallow. How a man so overwhelmingly sweet could become so sour. You don't give into what he ultimately wants, but you leave before he can push you any further away.

TAEYANG: Despite appearances, he's quite traditional. He rarely complains but 'advises' you often. You shouldn't be out so late during the week, dressing so lightly, or so affectionate in public. You're sure that he means well because there are times when you do or say things that make it undoubtedly clear that you're a transplant from elsewhere. But you're just in a bit of culture shock- you're not a child nor an idiot. And his 'good intentions' have been grating on your nerves as of late. So when he fixes his mouth to make an issue of you having another drink, you demand that he backs off. "Really, are you my boyfriend or my abeoji?" You don't slur your words, pronouncing the Korean he'd taught you perfectly, offending him all the more.

DAESUNG: He's naturally kind and pious so all of your faults and shortcomings are always forgiven. Still, there are the times when you're particularly petty and combative that make you feel not good enough for him. Like now- you're goading him because you want to get into something for the night. His patience with you is stretched ever so thinly. His smile is pulled across his face high and wide but his eyes are tired and dim. Your homebody boyfriend says, "Maybe another night, jagiya. I'm not quite in the mood to go out." Attribute it to having heard that excuse one too many times because you can't conceal the uncharacteristic growl in your response. "Unless it's something to do with work or church, you're never in the mood for anything anymore." The punishing silence that follows your ugly outburst forces you to regret it immediately. He uproots from his seat beside you on the couch and looks down at you, a little more exhausted and sad. With a mumbled 'goodnight', he stalks to his bedroom and unsurprisingly leaves the door open. You're still welcomed to join him as soon as you're finished with feeling pitiful and behaving childishly. After all, he's earnestly good-hearted and you're already forgiven.

SEUNGRI: He doesn't mean to be difficult- you know this. It's never his intention to make you feel bad- you believe him. At this point in the relationship, you understand Lee Seunghyun pretty well- who and how he is. You've come to expect the mild petulance, the childish behavior that he believes is part of his charm. And it was cute in the beginning, appealing to the nurturer in you. You are his attentive Noona, showering him with affection and cooing compliments at his seemingly harmless ego. Or at least you were. According to him, you've become distant. You're too busy nowadays and he feels neglected, left out. Maybe he's right but you have your reasons and obligations outside of this union that also require your dedication. And maybe today was just not the day for him to unleash the nagging and the whining because instead of humoring him, you brush him off yet again. Rather coldly- short on tolerance and b with irritation. "Please grow up, Seungri."

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rockmochi #1
Noooo... Daesungie.... Don't be sad >~<
jess-for-you
#2
omg its bigbang!!<br />
this is soo good :D<br />
check my story out too?<br />
Kay_tea114
#3
You once again captured the members well. :) Keep updating! I barely see this story. D;
Kay_tea114
#4
Nooo Taeyang-oppa~! :(<br />
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I can see Bae as that oddly. He's so polite that it kinda irritates me a bit. :/
Terralein
#5
Uhhh<br />
Waiting for you to continue<br />
I just love this 'moments'
Kay_tea114
#6
Nooooo~ Jiyong-ie! <br />
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I think you got him down. Not only is he a sweetheart but he can say things that will hurt you (like the time when he said bluntly to this chubby girl that it's hard to draw her pretty). He has admitted in the past that he can be the heartbreaker too but he rather be the romantic guy instead. ^^<br />
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I can't wait for the other ones! *subbed*
Comatose-Bunny #7
Awwww~! ;-; Why GD gotta sabotage our relationship like this?! I mean ... > >
lilsmilez217 #8
Top: I think you're definitely an expert on Top. I can definitely see him as being like that. He doesn't try to deal with drama. He kind of just subconsciously avoids it whatever way he can. His emotions is definitely the one thing that gives him away. Even though he can be expressionless, when you say something that's obviously going to wound him. He shows it. He is human after all. And you definitely show that he might not be as perfect as we want to think he is. Communication man.. Oh Top. Playing cool is like your best ability.<br />
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GD: Woah. That was insane. I mean, they were having an okay dinner. Awkward, but it was not so bad. But then out of nowhere the questions came and the feelings were hurt. I just feel bad though since GD can be sweet, it just takes you by surprise when something changes. Break-ups and I think they'll always be horrible no matter how many times we try to make it happen nicely, which I think can never happen. <br />
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Can't wait for the other three's part! :D
Emberlyn
#9
Ouch is right :( but so on point .. and pain is just as poignant as pleasure ya? Brilliant as always.
Chocolato #10
ouch! at the 2nd ones.