Being the maknae of a KPOP group is a hard thing. You get picked on a lot, and you get asked a lot of things that you barely even know. But I like being the maknae. I eat a lot, sleep longer, and all my hyungs like to spoil me. It was my dream. To be part of such a wonderful group like this. To be a singer with friends. To make more friends. And to live like nothing is wrong. That is what I loved the most. The Love.

But maybe loving someone is wrong. Maybe loving that person was wrong. I don't know. I wasn't told it was. But I know a lot of people scolded it. Especially Yunho-hyung. Maybe he could forgive it?

I hope so..