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17 January 2011

This diary was given by my mother, who had passed on last year. My father, who left me because I was without my mother, disowned me and I was placed in an adoption. Thank God for me, I was adopted on the day I was registered there. They lived in a nice house and they didn't have any children. I could see they wished to get a son like me because they always pamper me but, I knew they were not my biological parents and it hurts to say that they are better than my mother and father. Although they would always remain in my heart. I have been keeping this diary a few months ago but I decided to write down an entry when my best friend, Hoon came to celebrate with Soohyun, Eli, Kevin and Dongho for a graduation party. They were all full of smiles and laughters. Except me. After they left, I found big boxes of present on my table. I blinked in confusion because I didn't know how it got there. After unwrapping the present without excitement, I kept all the items in the box carefully because some of the boxes contained fragile object. This was what they gave me:

Kevin gave me a plush toy cat, with a note stuck, saying "Always stay awesome!"

Eli gave me a hand-written card, hoping I would find a guy perfect for me.. Well, that's my wish, alright.

Soohyun and Dongho gave me a laptop, with a note saying "Use this laptop to find a date and date him! friend whom you can talk to."..I could see Dongho's little mistake there. Eli and Dongho wants me to find a date but how? It's not like Eli has any best friend, right?.....

...Does he have a guy friend?

I was at the dorm, trying to get Eli to talk to me but somehow, I just couldn't. If he really wants me to date someone, why don't he suggest someone, instead of letting me find one? Which I at choosing suitable guys for myself. I was just there sitting on the couch, lazing around lazily. When the doorbell rung, I thought it was the pizza man, since we had just ordered pizza but, no. It was a guy. A good-looking guy, who was Eli's best friend. When the others crowded around him, I hid right at the back.

"Kiseop, that is Soohyun."

"Hi." He blinked at Soohyun.

"That's Hoon."

"Hello!" Ouch, Hoon was a little too loud.

"That's Kevin."

"Nice to meet you." Very formal.

"That's Dongho."

"What's up?" Too informal. The total opposite of Kevin.

"And that is Jaeseop."

"..." Of course I didn't say anything. All I did was just stare into his eyes and that was pretty much of my kind of greeting. But, when I stared into his eyes, I felt something different than the other times I stare into people's eyes. The question I kept asking myself after I met Kiseop was...

How can I get closer to him?

- Kim Jaeseop

So we have two diaries now! One from Kiseop and the other from Jaeseop! They hardly talk in real life but they do write a lot on a book. Interesting 2seop. I don't think you all agree though. This story is an epic fail XD