"I love you" just once... i want to hear you saying that to me. 

Wiping my tears as i looked into the mirror, i can't believe i cried again. I am crying because of that stupid idiot who doesn't love me back? Or.. because i am so pathetic that i can't hold him in my arms? These tears....where did it come from anyway?

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You were crying again weren't you? ... if you only know what i feel...  if you just only knew the truth! this wouldn't happen, but if i tell you the truth.. would you believe me? would you believe me if i say that i love you and not him? 

i tilted my head to the left and there i got a good view of you.. crying in the bathroom... Oh brother, you stupid. Why didn't you lock that door... it hurts to see you so much in pain.

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"You deserve me and not him"

am i a real selfish idiot? telling that to him...  I do anything to make you happy, i will give you anything just for you to be mine...  but why? why you can't see me? a real selfish idiot.. has finally win.. 

you are mine, but...  why are you like that? i look at you from the corner of the room, you were only looking for him.