In My Heart Is You

My Only Wish

 

it was past 7am and jaejoong knew that hed be late for school so grabbing a piece of bread he rushed to the door and was startled to see a man in red

“e-excuse me, mister. But do you need anything?” jaejoong politely asked

“it’s a delivery for you” the guy said referring to the box

“buti don’t remember ordering something and im already late so I don’t have much time left” jaejoong mumbled not knowing what to do about the unexpected present

“oh! I PICKED YOUR FAVORITE DELICACY.  Vanilla pie. You can never say no to it ya know” removing his cap the delivery boy turned out to be jung yunho himself

“aishhh!!! Jung yunho stop kidding around. We are definitely late” jaejoong yelled in frustration

“come on and ride with me baby” jung yunho teased and earned a smack from jaejoong “im not joking. Well be there in 15 minutes so hop on” he added referring to his big bike

“isn’t that dangerous? And do you even know how to ride that thing?” jaejoong exclaimed

“take it or leave it” yunho rode his motorcycle and looked at jaejoong “no? okay” he then switch the engine on and was about to leave when jaejoong stopped him

“okay… okay… I’ll do it!” jaejoong took a deep breath before he hopped on

“hold me tight, baby” yunho said and jaejoong could only nod. Yunho suddenly sped up and jaejoong’s grip tighthened

 

During pe class, they must perform gymnastic activities so they don’t have any choice but to wear effin skinny shorts

“yah! Joongie-ah, why wear such mini shorts?” yunho asked in an annoyed tone

“its because he is a ad he wants to show off so the guys could him over” Yoochun interfered and threw a disgusted look towards jaejoong

“you! Do you want me to add more bruise to that demonic face of yours?” yunho growled

“why? So possessive of you toy? Tsk, fags!” Yoochun mumbled and walked away

“yah! Come back here! You, bast---“ yunho was about to start a fight when jaejoong stopped him “jae, its too much… he is too much” yunho said pleadingly

“i--- I know… just please don’t start another fight” jaejoong said in a low tone and yunho could clearly see how much the fragile boy was shuddering over yoochuns words

“hush, its okay now… no need to think much about it” yunho muttered more comforting words to calm jaejoong

 

After the pe class, yunho accompanied jaejoong to return the equipments. It was getting late already so panic surge on their body when they heard a clicking sound from the outside

“w-what was that?” jaejoong worriedly asked as he turned to yunho

“I hate to say this but I think were locked” yunho said as he continuously try to open the door “shoot! Is there any other way out?” he looked at any possible exit but he found none

“I’ll try calling somebody” jaejoong fished out his phone “try calling someone too” he added

“okay…” yunho tried on calling but always receive a dead tone

“please not now!” jaejoong suddenly exclaimed

“what is it? Are you hurt?” yunho asked and jaejoong shook his head

“my phone’s battery is already empty” jaejoong showed him the phone “how about yours?” he asked

“mine’s useless. It doesn’t have any signal” yunho replied sadly

“what to do now?” yunho slumped over the available chair

“guess we need to wait till a good Samaritan comes over” yunho then sat at the opposite chair

 

 

It was almost night time and the temperature decreased creating a chilly air inside the room

“jae, wear this” yunho put on his polo at jaejoong “hope that will lessen the cold” he then hugged jaejong to offer his body warmth

“t-thankyou” jaejoong timidly answered not having any more energy to argue

“you sound sleepy… would you like me to sing a song for you to keep you awake?” jaejoong suddenly turned to him

“you will? But you don’t sing… you never did” jaejoong exclaimed and yunho just smiled

“well then listen carefully, mr. kim jaejoong. You are the first one to hear me do so” with that he started singing DBSK’s STAND BY YOU

JJ: Kimi ga sayonara wo tsugezuni dete itta ano hi kara
Kono machi no keshiki ya midori ga kawatta ki ga suru yo
YH: Kimi no subete ni naritai to kawaa yakusoku mo
Hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau

CM: Hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki
Sugu ni tonde ikeba ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta
YC: Dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta daisuki tte
Kimi he no omoi wo afure daa kotoba wa mou ima wa todokana

JJ: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku o kite? Nani e waratterun darou?
JS: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotte iru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

YH: Musun da kami no ushirosugata ni kimi o kasanete furikaeru […] dare ka ni […] a
CM: Chakushin ga atta kimi no namae kitai ari
Kakkowarui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo

JJ: Wasurerarenai […] Hontou wa wasuretakunai dake […] nai
JS: Kimi ga inakya nani ni mo kanjinai shiawase tte
Dou ganbatte mite mo koboreochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai

YC: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku wo kite? Nani e waratterun darou?
JJ: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: [...] Ima koue boku wa mata hitori kiri de [...] n deru
CM: Kore ijou setsunasa wo dakishimete ikeru wake nado nai yo
Demo sore shika nai n dayo

JJ: Kimi ga iru dake de kagayaite mieta ano koro wa nido to modotte wa konai kedo
JS: Nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushinatte mo kimi wo aia koto kese wasuretakunai

YC: Kimi ga doko ni ite, dare to doko ni ite, donna yume wo mite, nani e waratteite mo
JJ: Zutto koko ni ite, ima mo koko ni ite, kimi to itsu no hi ni ka aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
JS: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
JJ: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

Translation:
Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

“the song’s message… was it dedicated to someone special?” jaejoong asked curiously

“yes… for someone that I’ve loved eversince” yunho replied happily

“is that so? You must have loved her that much…” yunho then nodded

“I do… but that person left before i---“ yunho was cut off when the door suddenly opened

 

KRISTALESA’S NOTEU~

            So here it is… won’t be revealing Yunho’s secret love til the next chappie. How was that? Do you like it? I kinda think that I at writing that fluffy part. Anyway, I’m very very sorry if I used Yoochun as a villain again. I don’t have anything against him though. I just thought that he fits the role very well. This chapter was supposed to be posted together with chap 1 but due to certain things, I didn’t make it into the deadline so I hope that you would spare me the complaints. This story may run up to 10 or more chappies base on my mood, inspiration and ideas so please leave a comment as such to inspire me. I’m also open for some suggestions as to what should I add in order to further beautify the story. ~^.^~

 

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