-WuFan ge~

WuFan looked up from the book he was reading, there was a little panda boy stood out side the door of the school's library. He smiled and waved his hand, mention the boy to come closer. Tao ran to where his older friend sat, flopped down next to him. WuFan gently his messy hair and asked.

-Finish your lesson already?

-Yeah. What're you doing?

-I'm reading, ZiZi. Do you want to read too? It's a nice book

Tao stared at the book on WuFan's hand - an old, thick book, full of letters. He winced and stuck his tougue out, the older knew that he absolutely doesn't like it.

-It looked really boring gege, let's go eat some ice cream!

WuFan chuckled, this boy was like a 5 year old kid. He ruffled ZiTao's hair and stood up, put the book back onto the shelf then dragged panda boy along

-You're 16 years old now and you still like ice cream?

-So what? Do you know that a half of ice cream all over the world was eaten by adults?

And Tao kept talking about everything that happened with him that day, while the other just listening quitely, sometime laughed at Tao foolishness. When they got to the ice cream shop, WuFan bought for ZiTao a chocolate ice cream cup. They sat on a small table in the corner of the shop. WuFan just quietly looked at ZiTao. He didn't want to do anything else at the moment because maybe, just maybe, this would be the last time he could sit and watch his panda eat ice cream like this

-You want some? It's really good

-No thanks, i don't feel like eating ice cream today

After finished the ice cream, they walked to Tao's home with the happy younger boy went ahead, followed by WuFan.

-Gege, why are you so quiet today? Is everything okay?

WuFan shrugged, he replied hesitantly

-I was just..... thinking about something really important

-Can you tell me?

The older stopped and sighed. ZiTao also stopped and turned around to face him. A panda boy felt worry because he has never seen WuFan seem so strange like that. He would usually smile warmly at Tao and told him some lame joke he has learned from LuHan when they walk back home.

-I'm going to study abroad with LuHan and YiXing.

-Ooh...really? When?

-Next week

ZiTao was really surprised because WuFan never said anything about studying abroad before even though they are pretty close, just like brothers. He felt really sad and disappointed but still forced himself to smile.

-Which school?

-Seoul university (This is not a real school, i just made it cause i don't know any Korean's university)

-Well , that's good for you. Beside, we still can talk with each other through skype right? I was just surprise that you have to leave so soon. i mean you've never mentioned this before. 

-Uh...yeah...I'm sorry

ZiTao suddenly speed up, he think he was about to cry and didn't want WuFan to see his teary eyes. The younger boy knows his gege always think carefully before decide something so he did not want to affect his decision. They finally reached his home. When Tao was about to open the front door, WuFan called him

-Before i leave, can i ask you something? And promise me you'll answer me honestly?

-What is it, gege?

He really wanted to know the younger boy's feeling toward him, he must get to know Tao's answer before he leave China. WuFan took a deep breath and looked into ZiTao eyes. 

It's now or never, WuFan. Just spit it out!

-Do you like me?

-Of course i like_

-I mean do you like me.... more than a brother?

ZiTao was shocked. He knew that WuFan would ask something seriously but this was totally unexpected 

-W...Why would you_

-Because i like you, no....i even love you

Then WuFan stepped up and kiss ZiTao on his lips. It wasn't a passionate kiss, it was just a peck.  Subconsciously, the younger boy pushed him away and slapped him. His cheeks wasn't hurt, but his heart was broken into pieces. WuFan stepped back, looked again into Tao's eyes but the only thing he saw was fear.

-I get it. I'm sorry ZiZi...

He said and walked away into the dark night, looked so lonely and pitiful.

ZiZi must hate me now , but at least i have said my feelings for him. Luckily after today, he doesn't have to see me anymore

WuFan smirked, mocked himself . He didn't know that ZiTao stood there - frozen and speechless looking at his back. A tear rolled down ZiTao's cheeks

What have i done???

This chapter is a flash back about KrisTao 3 years ago in China

Ara said that i should write something about KrisTao in the past so i wrote this!

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I love you guys!

-Chanie~