Sorry, I don't care about you. Sorry because I've never been there for you. I'm sorry I was not there at all your day . No . Sorry will not be enough to get you back to me. Restore everything. You, your smile, laughter, affliction. All would not go back even if I had to say sorry to you thousands times

I wish I could repeat the time, I would not have wasted you . Why did you leave me ? Are you tired of me ?

Because I love him

 All I can do now is keep loving him . I'm sure, God will see it. God will open his eyes to me someday. Opening his heart to see that my heart has always loved him

I'm too stupid.  I wasted him

I didn’t treat him like he treated me. I'm so stupid. I just can hurt him, can’t show him that I love him

I never hated you. I love you. Well, I knew all was too late. But, it never hurts to try right? I never hate you even if you keep hurting me. I'm sure you'll realize one day, and I would be very happy if you realize it ,even though when you realize it ,I was not there in this world

Realized that I love You

 Every night, I saw Appa crying while looking at Eomma's photo. I know Appa missed Eomma. I missed Eomma too. Appa, I'm so sad to see Appa wake up in the morning with a slightly swollen eye