“ We condole ",

“ He'll be happy there, pray for him",

“ Thank you ", Yunho greeted every person who said to him

“ Yunho hyung ~! "

He turned

“ How can this be ? I still can't understand it. You didn't explain to me about all this ! Please tell me ! " Changmin shook Yunho’s shoulder. Yunho was silent, looking towards Changmin. Increasingly heavy rain, made all felt more cold.

I do not know Min, why did he left me

“Changmin ~ a ! Go home. I'll catch up with you soon “

“ But,,,,,, "

“ I'll explain it to you when I'm ready. I'm not ready to explain the current ", he said sadly. Changmin sighed and hurried away
Rain falling incessantly, wetting the entire area of the cemetery. Slowly deserted cemetery, abandoned by people who drove away

You go

Under the black umbrella, Yunho squat. Touching the gravestone in front of him.  The gravestone wet with rain water. He continued to touched it, touched name engraved on the tombstone

Kim Jaejoong

A single tear fell down, wet Yunho’s cheeks.

Sorry, I don’t care about you. Sorry because I've never been there for you. I'm sorry I was not there at all your day . No . Sorry will not be enough to get you back to me. Restore everything. You, your smile, laughter, affliction. All would not go back even if I had to say sorry to you thousands times

I wish I could repeat the time, I would not have wasted you, Jae. Why did you leave me ? Are you tired of me ?

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Yoochun silent in the room. Looked rain falling through the window room. His eyes were swollen. Don’t know how long he was crying.

Flashback:

“ What? You ,,,, How could ? "

“ Hmmm, I don’t know too '”

“ Then what? "

“ Yeah, the last few weeks I felt sick, and crave weird every day. And is not that experienced by women who are pregnant ? I also tested it through pregnancy tools. And positive “

“ Indeed yes, but you're not the woman Jae “

“ Hahaha, I know ! So I think there may be abnormalities in the body “

“ Have you checked it to a doctor ? "

“ Not yet “

“ Did he know ? "

“ No “

“ Why ? "

“ He would never want to know what I'm going through . He’ll never care about me “

“ He is your husband, you know it right ? "

“ You know Yoochun, Our wedding was limited to marriage. I really liked him. But he didn’t. He married me because his parents. Not because of me. He never loved me. Moreover, this marriage also has the added intent “

“ What do you mean ? "

“ Unification of the two firms. That is the essence of our wedding “

“ You,,, why are you just now telling me ? Why didn’t you tell me from the start ,,,, "

“ Because I love him “

“ What ? "

“ I'm happy if I am by his side even though he never loved me ",

“ But Jae, he always hurt you instead ? "

“ Yes “

“ Then why ? "

“ All I can do now is keep loving him . I'm sure, God will see it. God will open his eyes to me someday. Opening his heart to see

that my heart has always loved him “

“ Jae “

“ Yoochun, He will realize it someday. And I would be happy if that happened. I'd also be happy, although, he knew it when I've gone “

“ Jae, he must know you are pregnant “

“ No “

“ He should know that Jae. You are now pregnant with his child “

“ Yoochun ~ a ! I want you to remain silent. Even if I had given birth to it later, I want you to keep secret. You promise ? "

“ But ,,,, "

“ Jebal ? "

“ Ok. I promise “

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“ Yoboseoyeo ? "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! Do you have time to spare ? "

“ Yes, indeed why ? "

“ Accompany me ! "

“ Huh ? "

“ I want to go shop ",

“ Well, I'll pick you up ! Where are you now ? "

 

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“ You ,,,,,,,, "

“ Why ? "

“ You say you want to shop ? "

“ What do you think we're doing ? "

“ Why do we go to a baby store like this? "

“ For my baby “

“ What ? "

“ I've been checked by a doctor. I am really pregnant. I'm so glad it was “

“ That's good news Jae. How old is your baby ? "

“ It turns 5 months. I'm late to know. My stomach has also been a great “

“  A girl ? "

“ No. A boy “

“ I'm pleased. I'm going to be an uncle for him “

"You! Come help me find the items for him. Ka “

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” Jae ! "

“ Ah, yes ? What is it? "

“ You're daydreaming ? "

“ Hahahaha “

“ What do you think ? "

“ There is nothing “

“ You lied “

“ You're smart Yoochun ~ a “

“ What do you think ? "

“ I ,,,, just imagine if he was with me shopping for this little Jung “

 “ You have not told him? "

“ Yes “

“ Hhhfffftttt, you're stubborn. You have to ,,,,,,, "

“ Yoochun, please. Do not discuss this case first. You don’t want to make me sad right? I'm happy today, and please don’t spoil it with a topic like this. Better we eat. My little Jung had little hungry “

“ Well, what do you want to eat little Jung? "

“ I think Pizza “

“ Hey, that I asked is little Jung not a big Jung “

“ YA! How can you hear him speak ? Come on come on, My Jung was raging ! "

 

End of Flashback
 

Jae, how long I should keep that secret ?

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Yunho sat on the edge of the mattress. The smell of vanilla in the room. Yes, full of Jaejoong’s scent.

I always insult you here. No matter what you think Jae. I don’t know what happened to me. I didn’t know what happened with me. I didn’t know what I was doing. I'm guilty. Yes, you left because you're tired. You're tired to contemptible by me. You're tired to hurt by me.

Flashback:

“ Yunho ~ ah ! Wake up you will ,,,,,, AAAAKKKKKKHHHHHH !!!!!!!“

“ Ya ! NEON JEONGMAL SHIKEURO! DON’T YOU KNOW I WAS SLEEPING HAH ? "

"Geundae,,,,"

"MWO?! Who told you to wake me up ?! '

“ You're going to be late”

“ DO YOU THINK BECAUSE WE MARRIED, YOU’RE ELIGIBLE FOR WAKE ME UP ?! ! "

“Yunho ~ a ! "

“ GET OFF FROM MY FACE ! I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE! YOU BETTER SERVE A BREAKFAST FROM ME ! GET

OUT ! "

“ Yunho ~ a ,, "

“ I SAID GET OUT ?! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HUH?! SHOULD I DRAG YOU OUT, UNTIL YOU UNDERSTAND ? "

“ Yunho ~ a ! Stop, Don’t drag me ! "

“ I TOLD YOU TO GET OUT ! BUT YOU DO NOT GET OUT ! I HAVE TO DRAG YOU! "

“  Please refrain from ! "

“ YA ! ONCE AGAIN YOU DARE TO ENTER MY ROOM, I  KILL YOU ! YOU UNDERSTAND THAT ?! START NOW, YOU SLEEP IN THE GUEST ROOM ! I DON’T WANT A LIKE YOU IN ONE ROOM WITH ME !!!! ARRAYO ?! " Yunho walked back to his room .

“ Little Jung ! Neon gwaenchana ? " Jae whispered with tears as he rubbed his stomach

Flashback End

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Yoochun opened the door of the small room. A figure little baby was sleeping in a baby mattress. Yoochun walked slowly toward the baby's mattress. Baby boy was sleeping soundly. Yoochun smiled sore

Flashback :
 

“ Yoochun ~ a ! It's almost 9 months. I'm going to give birth soon my little Jung ",

“ Are you ready ? "

“ Of course I'm ready ! How could I not ready . "

“ What's wrong with your face ? Why bruise like that ? "

“ Ah, this ,,,,, "

“ He was hurt you again ? "

“ Ehmm “

“ Jae ! Until when do you want  continue to be hurts ?! Until you die ?! Jae, YA ! He was not a man ! He was the devil ! "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! Don’t say that “

“ WHAT ?! YOU STILL DEFEND HIM ?! YOU’RE TOO KIND JAE! “

“ Yoochun ~ a !

“YOU KEEPING YOUR MARRIED JUST FOR HURT ?! WHERE’S YOUR BRAIN JAE ?! YOU WERE INSANE,HUH?! "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! Enough ! Please, Don’t continue it “

“ You still have not told him ? "

“ He went three months ago, and will return 2 months “

“ What kind of man he is ? Leaving your own, are about to give birth ?! Huh ? "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! Do you remember your promise to me right ? "

“ Yes ! You don’t have to worry about it ! Take it easy ! “

“ Thank you ! "

“ Jae , "

“  Hm ? "

“ Hold on “

" Ne ,! Gomawo Yoochun ~ a !”

 

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“ Yeoboseoyo ? "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! "

“ Ne, waeyo ? "

“ Can you come to my home now? Please, akhhhhh I need your help ! "

“ Jae, what's up ?! What happened ? "

“ Quick akhhhhhh, hahhhh, hahhhh, My home ?!!!!! ",

“ Jae ! "

 

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“ Time to give birth ! "

“ What ?! "

“ Where is his husband? "

“ Ah,, He was out of town “

“ We need a quick decision “

“ Akhhhhhhhhh ",

“ Jae ! What decision ? "

“ Which is more prioritized ? "

“ What do you mean Doctor ? "

“ Yoochuunnnnnn !!!!!

“ Jae, Hold on ! Tell me now ! "

“ This is critical condition ! He was a man ! His body was not designed to give a birth ! There is only one that can be saved ! He or his baby ! "

“ WHAT ?! "

“ Save him or his baby ? "

“ Save him ! "

“ No ! "

“ Jae ? "

“ SAVE AAAKKKKKHHHH my baby ! "

“ Jae, no! You have to be saved ! "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! He is more meaningful than me ! "

“ Please, Jae ! Think again ! "

“ Yoochun ~ a ! I'm very fond of Jung ! Please, akkkhhh save him! "

“ But ,,, "

“ We don’t much have time anymore ! If we are late to decide, both of them will die ! "

“ Save the baby ! "

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“ Jae ! "

“ He ran a lot of blood ! We need to be able to save a lot of blood. If not, he would not have survived '

“ Leave me here “

“ OK ! "

"Jae? Do you hear me? "

“ Hmm ? "

“ Jae ? Why are you doing this ? "

“ You know, this is my happiest thing. I could have borne him safely “

“ Yes, but now you're critical Jae ! You're dying ! "

“ I'm happy Chun “

“ I should have picked you to be saved, not that little Jung “

“ Yoochun ~ a, there is a reason why I chose to saved Jung “

“ What ? "

“ He is the only way “

“ Huh ? "

“ He can explain to Yunho about me. He could make Yunho realize, Chun “

“ Jae “

“ You remember what I said ? I'm still happy, although, he knew it when I've gone ",

“ You, you shouldn’t get someone like that Jae. You're an angel while he is a devil “

“ That's what the angel task. To realize a Devil about the meaning of Love  “

“ But, not in the way like this “

“ Chun “

“ Ne ? "

"I have a request ! Can you grant it ? For me ? "

“ What is it ? "

“ Take care for Jung ”

“ What ? "

“ Take care my Jung "

“ Are you crazy ? I'm not his father “

" I'm afraid Yunho would treat him like he treated me “

“ Jae, one day he will know it. Better tell him now “

“ No. Not now ! Please Yoochun “

“ hhhffffftttt, Ok . Just for you "

“ Yoochun ~ a “

“ Hm ? "

“ Gomawoyo. Jeongmal Geomapseumnida ! "

“ You always say that Jae  “

“ Yoochuun ~ "

“ What ? "

“ Give it to him when Jung was grow to be a little boy “

Flashback END

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1 Month later

“ Ya! Little Jung. Are you ready for ride today ? I know, Jae will kill me if he knows I teach you to be a bastard like me, Hahaha "
Yoochun raised Jung small mattress. Hug him and shook him gently. He rubbed the head of 1 month old baby gently. He exhaled slowly

 

Jae, It's time the truth was revealed

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