To Be, Or Not To Be

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Congrats. Jonghyun's getting married to Sekyung. He thought moving to Seoul would keep him out of trouble with his parents. He ran into another one, Key.

 

My first fanfic!!

Upon moving to Seoul, Jonghyun accidently meets a rather attractive blonde boy, Key, who became a friend, maybe something a little more than that. Seeing that Key was definately not straight, Jonghyun felt awkward at times for he, on the other hand is straight. In fact, he's getting married soon. What could he do when he starts developing feelings for Key?

Key works at a brothel place as his only source of income. work was just part of the job, no strings or feelings attached. Falling for one special guy is going to change everything for him. Key, was going to fall in love.

 

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Characters: 

 

KIM JONGHYUN

Son of a really rich hotel owner. He elopes to marry his father's business rival's daughter, to his father's objection. He takes his fiance, Sekyung, to Seoul to get married and live their life together. 

Jonghyun is going to get married with a woman. A woman that he's loved for the past 4 years. He may consider himself straight but he wasn't always. Jonghyun has never been involved in a relationship with a male before but has been attracted to one in the past. As it was just the past, he decides to brush it off as only a small phase he was experiencing. He wants to live a normal life as a straight man but still fails to stop feeling some attraction to other males, rather ONE other male.

 

 

KIM (KIBUM) KEY

 

Key is gay. He isn't rich. With more than only his mouth to feed, Key gets a job that pays really well. He's been involved with many men, but has only fell in love with one. One who broke his heart. From then on, he decides to never trust in guys anymore. But that was the problem, because it was going to happen all over again.

 

 

LEE TAEMIN

Key's precious friend, who loves to dance but his big obstacle is his asthma. Key was the caring family figure he never had. 

 

 

LEE (JINKI) ONEW

Jonghyun's best friend. He is the only one who knows about Jonghyun secret past, but even Jonghyun doesn't know that this hyung knows. He's not all that fond of Jonghyun's girlfriend/fiance but is very supportive of their marriage. 

 

 

CHOI MINHO

Jonghyun's other best friend. He is unaware of Jonghyun's past interest in men.

 

 

SHIN SEKYUNG

Her parents strongly object her marriage with the business rival's son but she is in love with him. She elopes to Seoul with Jonghyun and hopes to live the rest of her life with her supposedly loving husband. Knowing nothing of her fiance's past, she really hates it when Jonghyun begins hanging out/going out with a gay male. She may think she has Jonghyun tightly grasped in her palm but little does she know he will slowly slip from her grip.

 

 

Foreword

Chap 1 -- “You’re welcome” I said to myself after he had left. I had forgotten to ask for his name. --

Chap 2 -- The reflection grew larger. I felt a mysterious hand gently fall upon my right shoulder. --

Chap 3 -- He looked kind of scared by me. How cute. --

Chap 4 -- ...why did he kiss me like that? --

Chap 5 -- My heart stopped. --

Chap 6 -- Why was he so caring about me?  --

Chap 7  -- …my eyes met with his puppy eyes. --

Chap 8 -- I pulled the necklace out suddenly remembering about Key. --

Chap 9 -- …why did he call me? --

Chap 10  --  “Jonghyun is coming over” --

Chap 11 -- His right cheek pressed against my ear. My arms slowly found its way around Key’s back. --

Chap 12 -- “I want to have Key for my company.” --

Chap 13 -- He’s cute when he’s angry. --

Chap 14 -- …my hand was in his. His hands were so small and pale compared to mine. --

Chap 15 --  “…it’s worth it, you're worth it” --

Chap 16 -- “… I like him okay?! I like him!” --

Chap 17  -- I'm missing someone's company. --

Chap 18 -- He was worried about me. --

Chap 19   -- I suddenly felt uneasy… --

Chap 20 --  “…trust in your feelings and tell him the truth.” --

Chap 21 --  “…please don't do this to me. Please.” --

Chap 22 --  I was the only dummy. --

Chap 23 --  "...I've lost you." --

Chap 24 --  "How did I get so attached to Key in such a short amount of time?" --

Chap 25 --  I felt sadder and sadder the more I thought about him.  --

Chap 26 --  “Do you…love me?”  --

Chap 27 --  “We kissed didn't we?”  --

Chap 28 --  I wanted to stop thinking about Key.  --

Chap 29 --  "I missed you. I missed you a lot."  --

Chap 30--  I just don't feel the same anymore.  --

Chap 31 --  "...Good-bye, Jonghyun, it was nice getting to know you.”  --

Chap 32 --  Not for one second did he ever leave my mind. My heart remained in pain on my wedding day.

“Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today in the sight of God, and in the face of this company, to join together this Man and this Woman in holy Matrimony…” 

My shaking hands held the intricately embroidered white gloves of Sekyung’s hands. I looked up at her as she squeezed my hands a little. I stopped shaking and let out a silent breath of air as I gently laid my eyes back on our hands. I don’t know what I was so nervous and stressed about. I glanced back up at Sekyung to see her intently listening to the priest. Behind her lacey veil, her smiling eyes paid all attention to the priest’s words. The corners of her pink glossy lips curled with joy. Sekyung looked so happy and pretty today.  --

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skeletonfruitcake
#1
Chapter 47: Ahhhh, the emotional ups & downs you had me going through! Well done.
HildaZ
#2
Chapter 36: YaSSssSsSssSSssS
HildaZ
#3
Chapter 30: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
hehehe
HildaZ
#4
Chapter 25: hgnhhhhhhhhhhh this hurts T_T
Shawol365 #5
Chapter 47: This. Was. So. ing. Good*^*
KatyNeko #6
Chapter 3: Waa hi! I'm - new reader, also new in this page haha I love your history.
LocketyLover_Bunny
#7
Chapter 47: Awww how sweet! It's finally done ㅠㅠ I remember when I was giving you pointers and title suggestions on this like it was yesterday XD well done.
HildaZ
#8
Chapter 1: SO CUTE OMO~~~
rastnic #9
Chapter 45: Author please don't leave us waiting on this cliffhanger anymore!!!