Kim Key is best friends with Lee Onew. 

Lee Onew is best friends with Key. 

Lee Onew likes Jung Jessica.

Jessica Loves Onew. 

Onew and Jessica falls in love. 

Here's the start of everything. 

"You should totally dye your hair brown." 

"Should I?" Onew looked at his best friend, me.

I shrugged. I loved his hair though. Jet black, striking and so soft. 

"You should." His girlfriend butted in. 

The next day, Onew had flaming auburn hair. 

"Oppa~ start wearing blue contacts!" 

"Should I?" Was the question I got again. 

Shrugging, my heart dropped. His eyes were perfect. So brown and gentle. 

But the next day, Onew had edgy blue orbs. 

Jung Jessica literally controlled Onew's life. If she tells him to do something, Onew would do it. In a split second. Even if it was a command that was humanly impossible, Onew would still try to attempt on doing it. 

This made my heart ache. 

Seeing my hyung like this. Like a servant. Being thrown around here and there. It made me sad. Because I loved him. 

But I knew that there was a low, a very low chance that Onew would love me back. Not as a friend, but as a lover. 

"I think Oppa should wear some tight y jeans." Jessica felt Onew up and smiled. 

Uncomfortably, I watched Onew shift. He glanced at me. His eyes showed fear and nervousness. He was simply lost. 

I waited for the same question to hit me again. Should I? Should I? Should I? 

But it didn't come. Not this time. I faintly heard Onew say "Sure. Anything for my Jessica." Flinging his brown hair and putting one spray-tanned arm over Jessica's shoulder, he smiled at me. He smiled at me as if he did the correct thing. 

I shook my head. 

Onew was changing. I was scared. I was scared of losing him. 

But without a thought, Onew came to school with tight jeans. 

So tight, I heard him wince and groan. So tight I could clearly see his thigh muscles ripple. So tight, it did look y on him. 

"Hyung, you okay?" I asked him. His blue eyes pericing back at me. 

"Key! I'm okay!" He laughed weakly and hobbled off. 

My hyung was changing. He's being in to the B!ue world. 

The only reason I was scared of loosing Onew was because he liked me. He liked me as Key. He liked me as diva Key, he liked me as motherly Key, but most of all, he didn't mind that I was gay. 

That I wasn't a B!ue boy. I was more on the side of P!nk. 

//flashback//

"Hey Key!" I could still see the old Onew, the black hair, brown gentle eyed Onew, flinging his chubby arms around me. 

My heart pounded. It skipped. I felt like I was in hevean. 

"Hi, Hyung." I smiled the best I could with butterflies bursting all over. 

He smiled back, his jattered teeth showing. 

I had to tell him. 

"Hyung, I need to tell you something." I tapped Onew who was drooling at Jessica fling her blonde hair. 

"Huh? Oh. Okay." Onew and I walked over to the school garden. 

I gulped. 

"I'm gay Hyung." The words came out so smoothly. 

I expected an outrage. A scream. A burst of angery grunts from Onew. 

"That's fine Key." Was all I got. 

Slowly, he placed his hands on top of mine and smiled. My teeth chattered. 

"I'll accept you for whoever you are." Smiling again, he stood up and we walked back.

//end flashbak//

"Key?" A face loomed up to mine as I blushed. 

Onew. 

As my eyes ajusted, I saw Jessica impatiently waiting. 

"Oppa, let's go." She muttered and threw a look at me. 

My heart staggered as I saw Onew smile at her. 

"Alright Jessica." He took her hand and left me. 

He had left me. 

The first time in seven years, Lee Onew has left me. 

Alone.