“How’s her?,” asked Himchan worriedly.

“Where’s Jiyeon’s mom?,” asked the doctor.

“She’s on the way here...,” reply Himchan.

“Well, actually Jiyeon...,”

“Jiyeon what?!,”

“She has a cancer .. Stomach cancer,”

Himchan shocked.

“But she seem fine,”

“She is but she come here daily..,”

“I see.. Thanks Doctor..,” he bow.

Himchan then rush to Jiyeon’s ward.

He look at her deeply .

Himchan POV

“How can she act so fine while she’s not? Why she never want to tell me ? Why Jiyeon?,” I whispered.

“uh?,” she woke.

“Jiyeon-ah .. Kwenchana?,” I ask.

She smile.

The sweetest smile ever.

“Gotjimal ..,” I said.

“wae?,” she ask.

“Why can’t you say you not alright?  Don’t lie to me Jiyeon-ah..,” I said.

She silent.

I know she know what I mean.

“I want to sleep,” she said.

I know she doesn’t want me to ask her futher.

I pat her head and hair.

“You know.. I’ll accept you for who you are... No matter what.. Nothing can change my love..,” I whispered.

I know she heard it and I know too that she saw it.

She’s the only one for me but my family is my first.

Now I’m dilemma who I gonna choose ? If my mom know this, she definitely reject Jiyeon.

No matter what, I promise to her. I’ll keep it to death.

Jiyeon POV

“You know.. I’ll accept you for who you are... No matter what.. Nothing can change my love..,” Himchan said.

My tears fall.

I don’t know if he know that I’m crying .

I don’t know if he meant it. But I know, nothing to change our fate.

Me and him never gonna be together. Only miracle does.

I cry hard. Then I heard vibration.

“Ney umma,” he reply the call.

“Jiyeon –ah ... I had to go.. mian..,” he kiss my forehead.

I can’t reach his hand. He too fast. I watch him go.

Then, Daehyun come.

“Yah ! Kwenchana? Mianhe ..,” he said. I smiled.

“I don’t know that you’ll be here.. If himchan doesn’t tell  me, I don’t think I’ll be here,” he said again.

“Himchan know?,”

I nod.

“I want to sleep,” I said.

He just let me. He pull the blanket over my body.

“You might catch a cold or freeze to death,” he nag.

“aigoo.. see your leg... It already cold.,” he then put a pair of sock on my feet.

“Why you so nice?,” I ask.

He stop.

“Because .. you .. you.. my friends.. yeah my friend..,” he replied.

But I know it more than that. Why can’t I love him back?

He’s nice, good-looking and know me more than I do.

But why can’t I love him ?

I touch his face. He slap my hand away.

"Yah!" he said as he slap my hand away.

I smiled.

"Weird ...," 

I saw his face turn red.

I put my head on his chest and heard his heart beat. 

It beat fast.

He push my head away.

"yah ! are you out of your mind?", he said with his blushed face.

I chuckled slightly.

"Why you never told Himchan that I have cancer?," I asked.

"Didn't you say you wanted to sleep?," he tries to avoid my question.

"araso ...," I replied.

"Why you never told Himchan the truth?," I asked.

He pretend not to hear.

"And why didn't you told me about your feeling?," I bravely asked.

Again, he didn't answer.

Maybe he has his own reason.

But, the curiosity killing me.

I wanted to know why.

Why he didn't told the truth?

Why didn't he told me his feeling?

While I know how he felt to me.

I'm not those girl who pretend not to know their partner feeling while they actually know.

I felt guilty for him.

No One POV

"Why you never told Himchan the truth?," Jiyeon asked.

Daehyun didn't answer.

"And why didn't you told me about your feeling?," Jiyeon bravely asked.

Daehyun still not answering the question.

He can't answer it because he doesn't want to be hurt.

Even if Daehyun confess to Jiyeon, she wouldn't accept him or love him back.

For him, it just useless.

It is better to just keep it inside.

He looked at Jiyeon who already slept.

He smiled.

He patted her hair.

"You know why I never told you my feeling? Because I know you won't love me back. Your heart and mind belong to Himchan. There's nowhere I could take it off from you. No way. It won't even has space for mine. Plus, I will be a burdened for you. A burdened that eventually hurt you. It rather me to be hurt than you...,"

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-01 Nov 2012 ; 8.06 p.m-