you got surprised "Oh my god stop appearing in a snap" you said

he smiled "sorry" then sat beside you.

it was quiet for a while. all you can hear was the loud sound of the rain pouring.

"So answer my question seriously now... how are you doing?" Dongwoon asked

"Good" you said while looking at the rain.

it was quiet again

"What about you?" you asked

"Not Good" he said

you looked at him "huh? why?" 

"well.... it might be hard for you to believe but..... but... i missed you so much, my days are not complete when im not seeing you, today is the first time again that my day was completed" he said

you looked away and didn't speak.

"You cahnged a lot" Dongwoon said

"Huh?" you asked

 "Well i meant it in a positive way though, you're not fighting back anymore with your words, your aura became soft and calm." Dongwoon said

"Yeah right" you said

"Doojoon and junhyung hyung said so too" He said

"Whatever"

"So how is..... your mom" he asked

"Dunno, im living by myself, my father kept me away from her" you said

"Why?" he asked

"Will you just doojoon oppa and junhyung oppa" you said and stood up but he grabbed your wrist and pulled you beside him, then he hugged you.

"Dont leave." he said as he was hugging you.

you didnt move and didn't speak.

after a while he released you. "Please show how you truly feel." he said

you stood up "Im sorry but....i dont feel anything but pain" you said walked in.

he was left there looking at a space and he snapped out of it thens tood up and wlaked in too, he saw you getting your things already and was getting ready to leave.

"~~~~~~!!" dongwoon called

you didn't even looked at him.

"Bye doojoonie oppa, happy birthday again, ill see you tomorrow, oh wait, i made a promise to yoori and minha, well... i guess i wont see you tomorrow" you awkwardly smiled

"Alright alright, go home safe, okay?" Doojoon said

"Sure" you said and went out

"Hyung, you're just gonna let her walk home alone, its already dark" Dongwoon said and wanted to go out but doojoon grabbed the back of his shirt

"Dont. just let her be, she's probably having mixed emotions right now cause of you, and dont worry, she's living somewhere near here so dont follow her anymore" Doojoon said and looked at him, it looked like he was blaming dongwoon for you leaving early, but doojoon didn't want to blame dongwoon.

dongwoon felt guilty, it was doojoons birthday after all and you went away immediately, just because of dongwoon. just because of him.