after 3 days later without that brats , i can't forget the 'kawaii'  thing yet . i have to meet jiyong oppa and ask him immedietly . i run as fast as i could along the corridor , guess what ? i hit the brat once again , but this time , just him alone , with a bleeding nose and mouth .

" seunghyun-ssi , what happened to you ? do you injured badly ? " automatically my mouth just let out that words . he sit down like a very frustrated person , and just sit quietly , " oh gosh , are you going to die ? do i have to tell your mom ? principal ? jiyong oppa ? or .... " before i finish my words , he grabs my right hand and hold it " just stay here , stay with me , don't go anywhere , just stayy ...... " he doesn't finished his words .

" i can't . i've to call jiyong oppa . do you have his number ? " i asked him eagerly .

" don't you UNDERSTAND ?!! just sit down quietly ! let me just take a break here , PLEASE ! " seunghyun-ssi really mad at me . i don't know why , but yeah , i'm scared when being scolded , so i just sat down quietly for 10 minutes - okay , 4 minutes . i sat down quietly for 4 minutes . then , i started a conversation back , " do you want me to wipe that blood ? i have some tissues , if you want too - " seunghyun hyung just stared at me with that innocent wolf eyes , and say " if you willing to do so , you can do it . i don't care as long as it doesn't hurts me "

so , i wiped the blood from his nose to his mouth . he has such a great lips . i wiped his lips slowly just in case don't want to hurt it . and suddenly , jiyong oppa came . he pushes me away from seunghyun hyung , and start to have that weird angry face . i don't know why but , i don't want any trouble . i run to my classroom without any goodbye . all i heard when i'm going to run is jiyong oppa yelled " HYUNGG !!  - "

i can't tell anybody bout that . but my hearts keep beating faster and faster when i remembered his charming face , and lips , of course the eyes of seunghyun hyung . luckily , i had an exam , so i don'yt have to think of what had happened . i spared for two months for this exam . so , 2 months i haven't see both of that brats . but the rumors keep spreading , i heard that both of them just get in a fight . then , oneof them want to leave this school , and many more .

i can't be bothered by that until that brat , seunghyun hyung come to my class and started yelling my name just to meet him at outside of my class . i really annoyed of that brat , he's always being too cold at everybody . person with no heart ! bah !

" what do you want ? if only you just come back here because to get in trouble with me , just get lost , i have exam . " i put lot of effort for this exam , and he can't just spoiled it . but , what a weird reaction he'd give to me , he grabs my waist and hugs me like i'm his girl . i'd try to push him , but what can i do , i just melt in his hug . he whispered " i'm going to leave you here , alone , without me , bullying you , staring at you , and lov- ...."

what a complicated situation now !

" jiyong oppaa ! " i yelled as i opened my eyes in sunghyun's hug and see jiyong oppa stared at me with that unknown emotion eyes . slowly , seunghyun hyung let me go , quickly without any turning back , i ran to jiyong . " jiyong-ssi , what is that "kawaii" thing ? i can't even forget that words . please, tell me . " i'm begging for the answer as i really can't take it longer .

he just take a glance at seunghyun-ssi and put his both hands on my cheeks , and say slowly , " kawaii means beautiful , beautiful means you " . i just get really shock as jiyong-ssi finished his words . i want to turn back to see what is jiyong-ssi had glanced , and what a shock , seunghyun-ssi just not at there . i can't take it anymore , why this is so complicated than mathematics ? gosh , like always , i run from the situation .

for 9 months without seunghyun-ssi , i don't know how to contact him . i don't know what is this feeling , it's kind of hurting my heart . i always remembered seunghyun-ssi but in that same time , i felt annoyed with him . also , worried about him , where did he goes ? when did he will come back ? or is he coming back ?

*on my bed*

" ringg ringg ringg ringg ..... " my phone's ringing . ahh , who could possibly be that ? i want to have a private time alone , gosh , stops ringing .

" PICK UP THAT SILLY PHONE , UGLY ! " my brother yelled at me .

i picked that up just in case my brother wouldn't throw me down the stairs again . " Hello ? anyyeonghaseyo ? who do you want to speak to ? i speak politely . " hey , ahjumma . do you still recognise this voice ? " it's kind of puzzled , but all i've think is ..... SEUNGHYUN-SSI !

" hyung ? seunghyun hyung ? " i tried to solve the puzzle out .

" woaaah , 100% marks for you , my little lovely lady . " he starts to laugh . "how are you ? do you still mad of me ? i heard jiyong oppa cried for me all the time i'd never be with him . he's so childish . " he keeps laughing .

i get up from my bed and started to question him .

" hyung , where are you .... ? " i don't know where i got that courages to ask him like that . i just feel that i ... kind of ... sort of .... miss him ... so badly .

" you miss me huh ? i knew you will miss me , because i'm always miss you " he giggle slowly .

" hyung , i haven't seen jiyong oppa for 9 months , where'd he goes ? i asked randomly .

" let see , i am seunghyun not jiyong . why do you keep asking me about him ? i'm getting jealous , you know ? " he did make me scare sometime , but this time , it's much creepier .

" kawaii .. " a little voice i heard in the phone .

" jiyong oppa ? " i yelled . my brother always like to knock my head after i'm yelling , and there's ... ouch ! he did that on his purpose to tease me .

" did jiyong oppa surprised you ? a voice that makes me feel so relieved . i don't even know why .

" baby , i'm going to marry &%%&*^$# as soon as i'd finished thisss ... wor.. #%$%^%#$#% " the coverage is not clear . i hang up the phone .

what did he say ? he's going to marry ? with who ? what a lucky lady .... ehhhhhhh ? what the hell happened to me ?

actually , this is the last year i'm studying at that school . i'm going to graduate this year . at last , my hardship isn't too long to think about .

my eyes keep begging to sleep , so i have a sound sleep on my comfy bed .