“Yoon Mi-ah, it’s from manager onnie. I think it’s for you,” Chae Ri onnie smiles, reaching out the phone to me.
Still in my pajamas, I walk slowly towards her while rubbing my swollen eyes. As usual, I wake up crying, making Yunppa, Changmin Oppa and onniedeul worried. I don’t mean to make them worried, but ottoke? Since they leave, I always dreamt about them. And when I wake up, finding out that they’re not here… Something feels so empty; something’s missing, deep inside my heart. I guess all Etude members felt the same too, since the dorm become quieter lately…

“Yoboseyo?”
“Ah, Yoon Mi?”
“Nae, onnie.”
“Do you and Eun Hee happen to know Super Junior’s song entitled In My Dream?”

I gulped. ‘Know’? It’s not just ‘know’! That song… Represents my current feelings…

“Yoon Mi?”
“Ah, please wait… Eun Hee onnie, do you know Super Junior’s In My Dream?”

Eun Hee onnie, who is walking out of her room, glances at me and nods.
“I love that song…” She says softly.

I turn back to the phone. “Nae onnie. Waeyo?”
“Good! You two will do a cover of that song for Heaven’s Postman’s OST! There’ll be a meeting for the actors and OST singer for that drama tonight…”
Why is that the drama title sounds so familiar?
“…Yoon Mi, are you listening to me?”
“Ah, nae, nae.”
“Good! See you at V-Café at 7 p.m tonight!”

[That night, on the way to the meeting]

I don’t know why, but I had an uneasy feeling since Yoon Mi said that we’ll sing for a drama OST. Actually I want to tell Yoon Mi about this, but she has that sad aura lately, and somehow I get a feeling that the song is related to Yoon Mi… Ah, pabo Eun Hee! What do I know about Yoon Mi’s feelings? Am I a bad onnie? Oh, ottokeyo, ottokeyo?

“Eun Hee onnie.” Suddenly I hear Yoon Mi’s voice, calling out my name. But when I turn to her, all I see is our cheerful Yoon Mi, but she’s not cheerful anymore, her head down and she looked really sad.
Somehow I feel really angry and sad about her condition. How can they do this to her? To us?
“It’s not really their fault, onnie,” Yoon Mi says while opening the Café door, as if she could read my mind.

We enter the Café, but we can’t see manager onnie anywhere. Yoon Mi seems to look for her when Heaven’s Postman’s producer, Kim Min Ra onnie appears behind us.

“Annyeong onnie,” we bow to her.
She replies with a nod and then she brings us to a table…
“Isn’t that…?” Yoon Mi says, her eyes open widely in shock.
“Oh, yes! They are Kim Jae Joong, who will be this Drama’s main character, and also will sing the OST with you girls, and Kim Junsu, who will sing with you too!” Kim Min Ra onnie cheerfully answers.

I nervously squeeze the edge of my baby blue skirt and bite my lips. I really don’t know what to do know.
“Pink butter… Inimical…” My mouth mumbles strange words. I can’t control my mouth! Quickly, I cover my mouth with my hands so that it will stop mumbling strange words.
“Omona. This is quite wrong, onnie.” I hear Yoon Mi’s firm voice.
“What’s wrong? I think you are good friends to another. And since your manager said that it’s ok for you to sing with them, let’s just talk then!” Min Ra onnie pulls us to their table and pushes us to sit.

Eun Hee onnie’s glance suddenly wakes me up. Ok Yoon Mi miinah, all you have to do is sing, record the song and ta-da! It’s over. But if you do nothing, time will pass and Min Ra onnie will get skeptical and everything will turn out even worse.

“Annyeonghaseyo sunbae. Nice to see you two again. How are you, sunbae?” I bow, trying to be as polite as I can. I bite my lips until I can taste blood inside my mouth... But it doesn't even feel painful. It's nothing compared to the pain in my heart right now.
Please, pretend that you don’t see me, Jae Joong. Please don’t even give me a glance, like it’s the first time we’ve ever meet, like we’re strangers… Please, let me forget you, forget our love...

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Finnaly, the first chappy! Sorry for the long waiting, I've been busy lately. But now I finally get my supa-long holiday yay!
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