It's a goodbye?

my tears...

Last time:


"Dongwoo, we have an urgent matter to discuss. Are you alright? do you want to rest first, we can tell you what happend , later on."Sunggyu said. I shook my head and stood up and breath in and out a few times.

 

"I'm okay. i think i can handle it" i said as we went to the dinning room.
As son as the others arrived Hoya stood up and took a deep breath. "I decided to leave the group. It's not that I don't like to be with you all, but I want to do something else with my life" he said as he looked at us.

 

' In the end I can't handle it.' suddenly my cheeks were wet from my tears and i started to hyperventilating. suddenly i felt a hand in front of my mouth and a voice whispered in my ear. "breath slowly, my love"

 


Who was it? Hoya? Someone else?

 

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No one's POV:
Dongwoo tried to call his breath as he opened his eyes. Hoya was looking at him in concern.


I slightly pushed him away as I stood up. “are you okay now?” He asked and Dongwoo nodded. “thanks” he said . Hoya looked at him with pain in the eyes.


“Dongwoo it’s not like I’m breaking up with you. It’s just I feel like the things I do right now is not fulfilling anymore. I want to be a man that can support you even better than I can right now.” Hoya said as he caressed his lover's cheek. Dongwoo nodded and hugged him tightly. “then remember to visit us and come to out concert. I'll be lonely without my ultimate dance partner" he nodded As he put a kiss on Dongwoo's forehead. “I will baby”


They had their last dinner together as a full team before hoya moved out.
A few years later we brought out a new song. 
“clock” 
In the same time, we passed each other by too quickly
As if we’re standing on top of the clock hands
Time flows too quickly
Having been together for a moment seems like a miracle
Each moment stacks up
And each page overlaps into several pages
It may seem like goodbye and hello
Same word but different meanings, so hard
Countless people passing by each day
But after it’s over, I draw you out again

You’re my only refuge
You’re my only refuge for my heart

It’s only you for me
How much more do I have to run to see you again?
Wait for me, don’t forget me
I’m gonna tell you I love you from by your side

I wanna feel your warmth
I won’t lose you again
I’m gonna embrace you
Warmer than anyone else

From the start of the day
Till the night with pretty stars
I want our story to fill it up
I want the moments we meet within the border of time to repeat

Our days are the same but different as it repeats
Our days can’t always be peaceful
Each of us goes through the wind in life
Swaying back and forth like reeds
I may be weak but I’m right here
Relying on the roots that is you

You’re my only refuge
You’re my only refuge for my heart

It’s only you for me
How much more do I have to run to see you again?
Wait for me, don’t forget me
I’m gonna tell you I love you from by your side

I’ll fill up the hidden emptiness
In your heart
Even after time, we’ll remain in each other’s memories

In our future
We will smile just like always
I won’t ever lose your passionate eyes that look at me
I’ll remember everything

Quickly, quickly, I’m running toward that day, D-Day
My throat is parched, my heart is burning
I hope this encounter remains as a memory
A story that will be recorded once again

It’s only you for me
How much more do I have to run to see you again?
Wait for me, don’t forget me
I’m gonna tell you I love you from by your side

I wanna feel your warmth
I won’t lose you again
I’m gonna embrace you
Warmer than anyone else

I Wanna be with you

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Dongwoo looked thru the crowd hoping to see his lover. But sadly he wasn’t there. Once backstage he tried to call Hoya but he didn’t answer and reply anything he have sent for so far. 


It was clear to Dongwoo that he won’t be seeing his lover ever again. Last time it was meant to be a clean break. He felt like an idiot for waiting for him this long.  If Hoya doesn’t love him anymore. Then it has to be this way.


*Goodbye Hoya. I loved you* he send before he closed his phone.


He took a deep breath as he went to see the others. 
Once he opened the door a bouquet full of colourful roses appeared in his face.
He looked up as he saw Hoya looking at me with a bright smile.


“Sorry it took me so long to message, I was at flowershop trying to figure out what kind of flower would male your beauty stand out more” he said. Dongwoo was still in shock. He didn’t expect hoya to be here. He really thought it was over.

He quickly hugged Hoya and cried. “I missed you so much. I thought I would never see you again" he cried even more as hoya patted his head.

"You did well Dongwoo. Im proud of you.

How can I leave the love of my life alone. You are the one that inspires me in my dances.” Hoya said as he kissed Dongwoo on top of his head.


“long time no see guys. Shall he go out and have dinner” he smiled as he took Dongwoo's hand and the others nodded before they left.

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I'm very sorry for not updated for this loooonnnnng😂

I hope you guys do well?

Have you seen Shinee's new song. "Don't call me" 

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Soneforever2
#1
Chapter 21: I am so happy that you are continuing your old stories. Jongkey needs more appreciation.
Also am rooting for other couples!
Hope you update soon!
gwiboonivy
#2
Chapter 2: Oh my god the story just started and it's already hitting hard...i like strong themes+ omg it seems like you've picked up on an older fic!! Im glad you did♡ ill read this right away eheh
AdrianaInspirit
#3
Chapter 11: Aww. Myung you troll!! XD I thought he was lying all this time. Thanks for this happy Myungjong ending :) Merry Christmas
AdrianaInspirit
#4
Chapter 7: Omg!!! I loved it!! My baby Jongie :(
OtakuPanda
#5
Chapter 17: Wooo This is getting exciting ^^.
fan1901
#6
Hahaha thanks for subscribing to my stories. Ill try updating soon i think ...maybe.... or not xD
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Chapter 16: Lazy bum author-nim when will you updating? Tsk..
You doesnt want me to die in curiousity,right? Then update...update!!
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Chapter 14: ??????????? I love the story but do I know you ?