" you're holding onto tight. " he said but she kept on Hugging him tightly. Not wanting to ever let go. She was too confused right now. Too many questions going around her head but she doesn't know the answer. For once in her life, she didn't know the answer. When people ask her a question, she answers it. But this time, she completely lost the game. 

" please don't hug me too tight. " L said and she slowly pulled away and bowed her head and apologized. He tried as hard as he could to avoid her teary eyes. The eyes that were so precious to him. 

" please don't look at me like that. " he said in a harsh tone and she just sat there looking at him 

" I remember... " she whispered and his eye just widened. What did she remember? He thought. 

" I didn't remember all but I feel like its important. " she said and he nodded

" I think..... I love you. " she whispered and he just sat there frozen 

" you don't love me. Trust me... " he old her. She never did love him yet. She might, but he won't be realizing it anytime soon

" I am certain that I like you. And that you.... " she couldn't say it. Because the truth was, she didn't know if he liked her back. She never knew and she will never remember something that never happened. 

" I never liked you. Hoya is the one that you should like. " he told her 

" why Hoya? " she asked him. The name Hoya does not ring a bell in her heart 

" because he loves you. A lot. You love him too. " L told her. 

" but... I - " 

" you're wrong. I like someone else. " he said and that was like a bullet to her confusing heart. She didn't felt pain, but she felt confused. Who does he like? She thought 

" who do you like? " she blurted out. 

" she's a girl that's not afraid to speak up to others. A girl that's so tough that never realizes she's weak like everyone else. She's a girl that's too nice to be forgotten. Too nice, that she would do anything to please the other person. She's very smart, by the truth is, she's such an idiot. " he smiled the ought the whole entire time he was describing Jiyeon. 

" You must like her a lot.  " she said. 

" yeah. " he mumbled. But the person he likes, should never like him. He will just keep hurting her. And even if she doesn't hate him, he will always live a life of regret. 

" but why Hoya? That's my last question. Then, I'll accept that I was wrong. " she asked and L couldn't have the heart to say it. Giving the person to like to someone else is something he will regret for his life. 

" He was the one that's been with you since the beginning. Ask him what happened the day you guys first met. Then.... You'll realized that he is the one to love. " L told her and she nodded. 

" why do I feel so unsure though? " she asked him 

" don't think too much. " he told her. 

Finally, the rain had stopped and the sun is out. Shinning bright and lively. Is this what she was feeling? Jiyeon thought. Why did she miss the hour before when she was in L's arms. Being protected... Like she use to be 

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