The pouring rain is how I feel inside
It's Fate
Jiyeon's POV
I woke up to my head hurting as usual. Ever since the so call accident, my heads been hurting lately. Even when I try to think of something, It sends a shock of pain to me. Only letting me remember what my brain wants me to remember. I feel like there's still something missing. Something that I just can't remember. Something that my head won't let me remember.
I walked out of the room to have a glance of Hoya cooking breakfast. Woohyun on the sofa watching T.V and That L guy sitting next to him. No sign of the other guys what so ever
'' Oh! Jiyeon. You're awake. '' Woohyun turned around and smiled at me
'' Yeeh.. '' I smiled and looked over at L, but he look at me like he use to.
'' Jiyeon? I need you to go grab me some salt. '' Hoya asked and I nodded
'' L, can you go with her? '' He asked
'' No I can! '' Woohyun offered but Hoya insisted I go with L. And by the looks of L's face, he sure didn't like it
No one's POV
Jiyeon and L had already left the house.
'' What a ing idiot! '' Hoya smacked Woohyun on the head with a ladle and he just glared at him
'' What did I do?! '' He shouted as he was rubbing his head. Oh the pain he must be suffering.
'' Let them be alone together. '' Hoya smiled and Woohyun just stared blankly at him
'' OHHHHHHH. '' He nodded and Hoya just sighed at how slow he was
'' So you gave up on her? '' Woohun asked him
'' Not completely. But I want her to be happy. '' Hoya said
'' But what if she's not happy. Why is it that she's comfortable around all of us, but not L? '' Woohyun asked
'' Because he made her suffer, and he's going to be the one to take responsibility for it. '' Hoya smiled and continued cooking. Leaving the clueless Woohyun in peace.
Woohyun's POV
'' But she's not happy. I'm not happy. '' I sighed and walked back to the sofa to continue watching my Running Man Marathon,
No one's POV
Jiyeon and L were strolling on the sidewalk road. Wearing a huge hoodie to cover their head, and big dark sunglasses to cover their eyes. Even though it's like 60 something degrees. It was gloomy and cold
It was silent.. Nothing they wanted to say to each other. L wanted to forget her, and he sure did an amazing job at showing it. And Jiyeon wants to remember, but is going no where.
She walked into 7-eleven while L stood outside waiting for her.
She walked around the place looking for Salt until she finally found it and Stood in the really long line.
'' Oww. '' Someone bumped into her and her glasses fell onto the ground
'' Oh I'm so Sorry..... Ji '' The guy picked up her glasses and dropped it right back down the ground once he saw her face
'' Oh! Jiyeon ssi! '' He shouted and all attention was drawn to her
'' It's the girl that lost her memory. ''
'' It is her. '' People were whispering in line
'' Jiyeon, can you please tell me what happened? '' A guy pulled out a notepad. Great.... A reporter in the flash
'' I- '' She didn't know what to saw
'' Jiyeon! What's your relationship with Yoona now!? ''
'' Are you ever going to forgive her?! ''
'' Do you know where that is? ''
'' Did you really slapped her accident? Or was it on purpose because you knew something was up? '' Everyone blasted her with questions that she had no way to answer. She didn't even know what the answers were. Starting with who is Yoona? Everyone around her wouldn't let her know about what happened before the accident. Or none of them would even mention the name Yoona in front of her
'' Why aren't you answering? Is it because you want to hide something? '' The Creepy stupid reporter asked her and he shoved his phone right in her face
'' I- I don't know. '' She whispered. And then felt a bit of pain in her head.
'' What do you mean you don't know? '' Then a group of reporters in disguise blasted her with microphone
Turns out they been following her the entire time
'' I-- I don't know! Please... I must go. '' She was about to turn around and leave when the reporters piled up around her. Pushing away the citizens in line
Everyone was so packed up that she couldn't breathe. It was hard enough that she lost her memory, but being bother by stupid reporters was even worst. And on top of that, her health has been going down the drain.
'' Stop. '' She whispered and her breathing became heavier. These people just won;t leave her alone. Even when she's in a life of death crisis
'' MOVE! '' An Angelic voice brought her back to reality and she slowly sat up from being pushed onto the ground. A hand reached in and grabbed her. They sprinted out of the Store and ran.. They were too busy running to even realize it was raining...hard. They both stopped by one of those cute bus stops that was in a small glass room. Closing the door, both of them sat in there, and waited for the rain to stop
'' Dam. It seems like the rain's just getting harder and harder. '' L said and looked at the scared girl beside him
'' Are you okay? '' He asked her
'' Please... Don't leave me alone again... Please! '' She pushed herself to him and hugged him tightly.. She was terrified.
He has never seen this side of Jiyeon before. She was always that tough girl that nobody could mess with. But ever since that accident, she's been a lifeless doll. She doesn't smile much anymore, and do much either.
Her singing and dancing has decrease. And her ability to talk to strangers and others have long gone faded away. She was like a 4 year old girl that didn't know much of the world anymore because she had nobody left. Was abandoned by people that she trusts and love....
L always figured that he abandoned this girl. He made her feel happy and loved again, then he threw it all away and made her hate him. He created something much more scarier than a monster, but he created the Park Jiyeon that was hidden inside of her. A girl that lost everything. Even though she tries her best to remember, she couldn't. There's was a reason why she couldn't. It wasn't because she couldn't to, but it was she was afraid to.
She was afraid to remember him because she didn't want to be hurt again. Either it was good memories, or painful ones. She chooses not to remember them at all. And it will just hurt her even more.
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