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I have a Secret

 

Loooong Chapter here xD anyways Enjoy it <3

 

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SaeRa  was with TOP having lunch together at Miran’s house

SaeRa: Gooosh I miss eating with u Oppa !

While eating SaeRa was taking the beans of her rice and giving them to TOP , she hated them so much but TOP loved them so they used to exchange food while eating everytime, he gave her what she likes and she did the same, it was a little cute thing they used to do only with each other

SaeRa: so Tell me Oppa! How is you love life ?! *she said while drawing a big curious smile at her face*

TOP: you know I never actually loved anyone after her

SaeRa: do you still even think of her after all those years ?!

TOP: I always though that I was too young to experience love, but one day after I debuted I met her my heart started beating so fast, but I just couldn’t go talk to her!

SaeRa : Waaaaaaaaaaae !  now you don’t even get in touch with her, oppa you are stupid why don’t u just look for her u know what university she attended just look for her

TOP: I think I’ll do that, but would she accept me if I crash into her life just like that ?

Miran: what are you talking about without me ?!

Miran joined the conversation from nowhere

SaeRa: Oppa was tell..

TOP: I was just telling her the news about the Audition made public

He stopped her and gave her a strange look, she didn’t know why didn’t he just lie about what where they talking about it was Miran not a stranger !

Miran: ah I forgot to tell u, the audition was made public, it’s now a competition sponsored  with media and stuffs

SaeRa: Waaaae ?!

TOP: they said that the winner will not only join the YG family but also debut right after the competition!

Miran: anyways don’t worry since you got selected as one of the top 20

SaeRa had succeded in the seconde round of the audition with 19 other people 9 girls including Hara and 10 boys,  since then SaeRa started taking the audition seriously, well she has to since she’s gonna be forced to practice everyday as a YG trainee.

TOP: so don’t forget your first class with me today at 3PM

Miran: TOPshii as a teacher, who though that can be true *ironicly*

TOP didn’t even smile at her and continued eating

3PM SaeRa was running late for her first practice, she started running at the hallways

…: Shasuhanmidaaaa I’m late

TOP: nice first impression, this is serious if you are not interested more people would be !

SaeRa *miming*: Chuguleee ?!

He smiled at her with an evil face, he just loved to and see her getting angry about it, she noticed that he wasn’t alone some other boy was behind him typing something on his computer, he suddenly turned and faced the 6 people standing behind him including SaeRa who opened her eyes widly not believing them, her mind stopped and her heart started racing he was the guy from the accident the one who saved her, she can know that face even if he was wearing a burka, that guy was actually BigBang’s Gdragon … Kwon Jiyoung, but she didn’t even notice back then, he smiled at her ... he remembered her !

Jiyoung *walking toward SaeRa*: hope you are doing fine now ?

SaeRa: Nae Thank you ! I forgot to say thank you rushed back in the building I didn’t  had the chance to say thank you

He smiled again and started explaining thing about Rap

The class ended, and all the trainees went out exept for SaeRa who was talking to TOP

TOP: how as I ?

SaeRa *thumb up* : Oppa Jaaaaaaaaaaaaang

Jiyoung: why is the company making us do this and give class ? *looking at SaeRa side* not that I complain about it *smirking*

TOP: Appa said that it would be better that trainee get to learn thing from idols themselves 

SaeRa started smiling inside but couldn’t show it, she was just too happy that she was going to have class with him

TOP: what’s next in your schedule ?

SaeRa: 4 … 4 hours ? 4 hours of dancing ?! WAE ? WAE ? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAE?

Jiyoung started smiling at the way she was complaining he found it so cute

Jiyoung: ah Kyawa!

His words made her turn tomato red, but TOP said a word who made her turn her shy mood into an angry one

TOP: dancing class ? hmm … the first hours I think is with Taeyang

SaeRa: Tae .. whaaaaaaaaaat ?!

Jiyoung: nae !

She walked in the dancing studio, everyone was already there including Taeyang who was looking for CDs in the corner next to the mirror,  the studio had more girls than guys all of them were trying to act y and smirking at him but he didn’t seem to care he was used to this kind of looks from the opposite , one of them started approaching him and saying ! “ oppa you are the most handsome man I’ve ever seen” SaeRa slightly laughed at what she said

Taeyang: well thank you ! I see that u have a great taste in men

He said that while looking right at SaeRa with a y attractive smile on his face who made her feel incomfortable

*Music starts*

Taeyang beggan to walk around the studio analyzing everyones move, he had a serious face on, he never joked about his work.

SaeRa in the other hand was looking around with a lost mind her ears were getting used to the beat of the music, but her body was shutten down she just couldn't get to step one foot and change position taeyang stopped eyeing her waiting for her to make a move but she didn’t ... the whole 10 minutes, it made him angry he just couldn’t bear with people not talking their jobs seriously while tones of other ones would have died for this opportunity but he kinda didn’t want to scoled her in front of all those girls who seemed like they wanted to outcast her.

The class was dismissed but she was still standing there, same position, that intrigued him, he wanted to ask her what was wrong with her but he didn’t dare she didn’t seem to be the kind of person that can open up and tell him easly, he knew that, he coughed, which made her out or her thoughts wondering where everyone was, she noticed that it was midday at the clock hanged right beside the stereos

Taeyang: you should make more efforts! You didn’t even move the whole class

she bowed her head not answering and pleding guilty with her eyes, he was choqued, she didn’t reply to him? , didn’t  complain? didn’t even stand for herself? , as he started looking at her with conserned eyes she immediately walked out of the room excusing herself.

Taeyang was left there by himself wondering why was he even conserned about it, but that didn’t stop him from being worried,

SaeRa walked down the empty hallways everyone was having  lunch so no one was around, she felt a bump in her heart, “why did I do that?” she asked herself, she always loved dancing the most, she started dancing as  she started walking, her mother made her took Ballet class at an early age, not that she complains about it, but she just loved dancing it made her fell fearless and secure, she remembered that day she cried her eyes off, the day her ballet shoes changed to Economic and politic book, she had to study it that seemed more importante in her family’s eyes more than dancing, that same mother who encouraged her, yelled at her when she started crying asking her to start taking her life seriously, she had to be up to her last name, real last name “Grimaldi”, her phone started ringing taking her out of her thoughts it was TOP, that reminded her that her dancing class didn’t end, she had 4 hours unlike others because she choosed it.

SaeRa: Oppaa …!

TOP: where are u ? come have lunch with me

SaeRa: I can’t I still have practice

TOP: Taeyang said that u left the studio

SaeRa: Nae, I’m coming back right now I just had to deal with something !

Top sounded disappointed throught the phone and just hang up after telling that it was okay, she fixed her hair and hurried back to her practise

Bigbang Recording studio,

Seungri  oppens the door and spotted Jiyong ad SaeRa, he started smirking !

Seungri : what are you guys doing here ? … Alone ?!

Jiyoung smiled while SaeRa just bowed her head while turning red, she wasn’t used to being teased by anyone,

Jiyoung:  she needed help with rap practise so I’m helping

Seungri: I thought you were busy with your new album ? *said while looking at both of them with a big wide smile*

That moment Daesung and Taeyang walked in

Seungri: Daesungnaaaa * he hurried and hugged him*

(Bromance) Seungri and daesung were so close since training days,

Taeyang : what are u guys doing ?!

Taeyang questionned in a calm intrigued way, he was looking at SaeRa but her eyes were still on the paper in GD’s hand, she didn’t even bother to answer him, both of them seem like they didn’t like each other they spent 90% of their time together fighting

Jiyoung: she needed help with something !

Taeyang nooded an “aaaah!” rolling his eyes, he just didn’t like seeing them together specialy when he caught a conversation between her and TOP while she was confessing that she liked GD. At that moment Daesung walked toward Saera and bowed sneaking a pee on that paper his hairr was touching her shoulder while she was mimicing the lyrics calmly she was too focused for someone having his crush in the same room. ! 

*door slightely opening*

Dara : Jiyoungnaaaaa !

GD’s jumped from his place and started smiling

Jiyoung: oh noona

Dara: I’m going to buy some ice cream wanna come with me ?!

SaeRa’s eyes were still on the paper she wasn’t moving, in fact her tears were practly falling

(earlier conversation “ Saera ?!” … “ Nae sunbae ?!” … “ what do you think of me ?!” those words made her heart beat realy fast she wasn’t believing what he was saying … “ I don’t understand ?!” … he just smiled and started looking away … “ Saerayaaa Oppa is going to tell u a secret !” he said while putting his arm on her shoulders, she just nodded waiting for him to talk … “ Oppaaa … likes Sandara Noona” he was too shy that he couldn’t even say her name properly, that moment SaeRa felt like her heart was falling appart it was her first time liking someone, liking someone who just confessed to her  that he likes someone else )

Jiyoung whispered at SaeRa’s ear “ I’ll be right back wish me luck !” , she knew he was going to confess but just couldn’t stop him, Taeyang was watching the whole scene while focusing on SaeRa’s expression, his heart was aching seeing her like that, but wooorst seeing her like that over someone else, he knew that Jiyoung liked Sandara but never told him that he noticed.

Daesung: SaeRayaaa what’s wrong ?!

Daesung questionned feeling her unease, he barely finished his words that Taeyang rushed and pulled her out of the room, and started making her walk/run to a calm place, her tears started falling

SaeRa: Yaaaah LET GO OF ME !

She truggled trying to free the arm that he was dragging her from, but he was too strong, arrived at an empty old room who barely had any lights in it taeyang stopped back facing her, her tears started falling putting her hand in her month to stop herself from crying out loud, his hearts was aching, one of her tears hitted his arms it tortured him, he turned suddenly but she mannaged to turn back at the same time, her voice was shaking asking him

SaeRa: please … I don’t want anyone to see me like that, please turn !

She was practicly begging, but he wasn’t planning to listen anyways, he turned her , she was facing him his hands on her arm with a swallow red eyes, he wiped her tears gently, he had a heartbreaking expression on his face he couldn’t hide his sorrow, he leaned forward slowly she was even feeling his breath on her neck and he whispered to her  “ it’s gonna be alright” his words …. Were gentle and caring, he hugged her, a warm hug, she could feel all his manly well built body touching hers warmly, she was confused but her mind didn’t leave her time to think as her hands huged him back.

He pulled over and faced her again, he smiled as he tucked one side of my hair behind her ear, but at that moment his smile faded away taeyang was feeling lost, lost in her eyes, and she was remaining still barely breathing she couldn’t believe what was happening at that moment she even forgot why was she crying he made her forget what just happened she was conscious of everything maybe even knew what was in his head but yet didn’t do anything to stop him, they were fighting every day how could thing turn like this ?!

he leaned forward and captured her lips with his. It was just a soft peck. He pulled back to see her reaction, SaeRa was blushing, he liked that fact that he was making her blush.he leaned in once again. The kiss deepened quickly as he pushed her back making him go on top of her. her legs was going around his torso comfortably, locking them together as she pulled him closer, not leaving any gap between their bodies, he kissed her once again while his fingers ran through her long dark hair as his tongue roamed freely in . His hand slipped through her tank top and she shivered slightly feeling his warm hand on her bare skin.

 

At that moment; both heard a noise coming from the door and immediatly pulled off eachother realy quickly

MiRan side :

YG asked her to go look for SaeRa saying he has something importante to ask her, she hated the fact that she had to serve SaeRa one way or another, she was the one making her a YG trainee it was all thanks to her, she thought that by making her join YG she would notice that she was a succesful dancer making her envious of her but things turned out against her, she hated the fact that she was so close to the idols in less than a month, and now even YG appa want’s to see her on his Desk he never called any trainnee and asked him or her to come to his desk in was official members privilege, she swallowed her anger and started walking at the hallways, something was shinning in the floor http://lh5.ggpht.com/_8NxsIfNSkmA/TPZL7ZaJ9pI/AAAAAAAAAK4/gvgvDQGcWwQ/image%5B44%5D.png she picked it and realise it was SaeRa’s, she was sure that it was hers, it was limited edition bracelet and SaeRa wanted to buy it so badly and she did, hearing some voices in the old practise room she walked ad slightly opened the door, her eyes opened widly at the sight of taeyang and saeRa getting so close « what the hell does she think she is ?! that’s Taeyang ! » Miran had a crush on Taeyang since she first saw him but he was too out of reach, he never gave her the chance to approach him so she decided to leave that one sided crush to herself but that was INNACCEPTABLE for her, se felt irritated mad and furious, the hate was taking all over her, maybe SaeRa was her friend but she was also her secret ennemie making her feel less confident about her self when all people were bragging about how talented and beautiful she was, she was even royal, no one knew that but it made her  feel angry, she always thought that she had the perfect life why would she have why not me ?! jealousy was filling her from head to toe. Her hand was blocking the door,  when she saw the whole scene, she was so choqued, she couldn’t bare with what she was seeing so she cosed the door harshly enough to make a sound and runed away angrily

End of Miran’s side part.

She was still undershock of what just happened, she couldn’t believe it, was she dreaming ? is it her subconscient playing sticks on her ? but that sure felt real,

After what happened not even leaving him the time to say anything she walked out of the room quickly.Taeyang was left there questionning himself why did he do that, but yet not regretting anything, his his scratched his head from confusion and walked out of the room.

 

 

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i'm updating quickly cause i have to go and i promised you guys that i will so there might be some mistakes just excuse me they didn't let m finish reading it carefully ._. since it's ftour time 

<3 <3 Have a nice Evenning <3

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amel27 #1
Chapter 12: yaaaaaaa have mercy i still have a heart
catze86
#2
Chapter 12: Please,i hope saera will find out that Bae never cheat her
WarriorBunny #3
Chapter 12: @miso26 I KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW ._.
miso26 #4
finalyyyyyyyyy i loke it and you just found your crazy friend update soon
sangelam
#5
3LAAA SLAAAMTEK <3
Addicz #6
Miran is traitor
Addicz #7
Owww,TaeSae they love each other
miso26 #8
THIS IS GET MORE AND MORE INTERESTING CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE
sangelam
#9
*w* ME GUSTA~~

OMG a new character!!!!!hahha i see what u did there!!!
<3 love it
miso26 #10
LOVE IT SORRY DAE DAE MAKANCH RESEAU HHHHHH AND YOU ARE HELLA YYYYY GIRL WAIT FOR THE NEXT