There's a million guys but i see no one but you, you're the one for me, my everything, but what did you do? You just left me there at the corridor that i am like nothing to am i just a nobody? You said you'll never let go but you did.

Its a rainy morning i was still on the bed i can't imagine the guy i love finally left me, i fell in love with his words but not to his actions, i trust him i give him everything that he wants. I hold him close but still it doesn't work

I'm Jessica Jung fall in love with a guy named Kim Jong In member of exo 17 years old 1st year college. A straight a student and still -F in love i fall in love with that guy he catch me but still he throw me on the floor. I can't imagine that this will happen to me. Does forever still exists? 

Its obvious i won't go in the school i don't want to see him happy, i don't want to see the guy that i love is already having a new girlfriend. I go downstairs to see what will be the breakfast. So its bacon and eggs i just ate them

"Jessica honey your late already its 7:45 am are you going to school?" my mother asked me, i shook my head who will be obviously go to school when you're heart is broken. I know theres nothing to do in the house i'm bored at this time, i checked my facebook account and still nothing to do. I listen to my favorite song so my mood will be happy but still nobody can make smile like kai did.

From now on i will change, i won't be so caring and i'll be colder than 0 degrees. I can live without him starting tomorrow i will just focus on my studies and nothing else and also my pet and my family also friends. There will be no more cry baby jessie my phone vibrate and i immediately check it.

From: Taeyeon

Jessie you're not going to school? How are you? Are you okay?

Were worried about you. ;___________;

I smiled i can't imagine having a friend like them. And then my phone vibrated again

From: Sooyoung

If you're going to school, please bring some food i love you jess! Be strong. <3

I laughed at sooyoung text, i won't go to school today i need to get over fo what happened yestrday. His the guy i loved, but now i will forget about him so i clean up my room i throw away all the things that he gave me, i look to our picture "how sweet but i'm sorry i need to forget you" i said. But when i get the bracelet that he gave me. The memories damn it hurts i won't throw away this bracelet.

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Its raining sunshine i took a deep breathe and smile i immediately go downstairs to eat my breakfast and then took a shower and wear my uniform put some powder and perfume i smile at the mirror and still there's something missing but i need to get rid of this.

As i go to the school i dump somebody "Sorry" i said and he pick up my things and guess what its my ex boyfriend suho "nah its okay" he said with a smile and i just nod. I was about to walk but he hold my hand "Can we talk for awhile?" he said and i nod at him with a little smile. we go to the quadrangle i sigh and look at him "So how are you?" he ask

"I'm fine" i said coldly i guess he knows what happened to me and kai "I told you that kai isn't good for you" he said with a angry tone, he looked at me but i just rolled my eyes. He also hurt me i saw him kissing suzy and his enjoying it i know he kinda like suzy when were together. "Can i finally explain to you?!" he said i know his mad

"Yeah sure go on" i said with a cold voice. 

"Jess, Its just an accident when i kissed suzy i know this is the same reason what i told you before but please believe me" he said i look into his eyes i know his telling the truth but how he do that? "I was drunk jess, when i saw you when your with jay." 

"Up to until now jess, i still love you" he said, my heart beats faster "will you give me a chance?" He kneel down the people were looking at us i was blushing this can't be happening again. "Stand up" i said coldly

"I will give you a chance but don't expect " i said and he nods. Once again suho is going to court me he gets my books its a little effort then, the rang and we go to our classroom i saw kai still chitchatting with girls he look back i rolled my eyes. The teacher finally enter the room we greet good morning and siwon lead the prayer.

Our teacher finally started the lesson "So class lets talk about love since our topic will be also about that" my classmates were finally squealing well my teacher looked at me well i just rolled my eyes and look at the window "Ms.Jung what is love for you?" Ms.Kwon said

"Love can't be always expected but its up to you for what the hell the meaning of love i just know that love is forever." i said with a bad tone, this is not a morning that i want. "Okay Mr.Joon Myun" 

"Love is a feeling ma'am" he said and he looked at me and we both laugh, its the same answer that he answer me when i ask him what is love, also my classmates laugh i saw kai is looking at me.

But i just noticed that suho made me laugh today. So he got 1 point for today as soon the discussion go on, i got bored even though its all about love i looked at suho i'm waiting for him to stare at me "Jess, what is it?" he said, i yawned "Oppa i'm sleepy" i said with a cute voice 

"What time did you sleep?" he said and also yawn "1:30" i answer him he just nodded at me. 

"Jess want to cut class?" he asked i nod he just smiled at me but then taeyeon hit my back "Don't you dare jung sooyeon!" she said with a loud voice and i just laugh at her. She's being a mother to us girls she's always concern to me.

As the subject ended me and suho cut classes but first we go to the library to take a nap i fall asleep while holding his hand, my heart beats faster this is not the same like to kai.

"You could crash me, but please don't crash me.

'Cause baby i'm a dreamer, for sure and i won't let you down

I swear this time i mean it.

So i'll sing a melody and hope to god she's listening. Sleeping softly while i sing and i'll be your memories

Your lullaby for all the times hoping that my voice could get it right." we sand together its our favorite song he messed up my hair i am smiling on the inside maybe his that something that is missing.

Since that its 12:00 noon suho decided to go out the school already we we're holding hands when we're going in somewhere but obviously its our favorite place where to eat street foods.

"Omo, thank you oppa! I haven''t eat this since we broke up" i said to him and finally eat my bbq and i didn't notice that his taking some picture of me while eating "Look jess nothing change" he told me and show me some picture of me.

After eating we go to our favorite fountain we both throw a coin and wish i close my eyes "I wish that suho will stay with me forever" i said quietly and suho is taking some of my picture and i looked at him "YAAHH!" i shout and he runs and i run. We run around the fountain this is the happiness what i have been looking for a long time

"Gotcha!" I said as i hug him "Oppa may i see?" i told him and he let me saw it, i look like an angel.

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Its been 6 months that suho is courting me but this time August 21, 2013 will be such a special day for us yes US, i should put a little effort though after suho send me a lot of letter everyday. And his the guy who i really want

As i enter the classroom nobody was there well except for kai so i just decided to go on my seat "Are you sure to suho?" kai said and he looked at me i nod at him "I'm sure abou him he was there whenever i need him" i told kai

He goes closer to me "Jess i'm sorry i know i'm too late for this but please don't choose him over me" kai said he almost cry "Sorry i can't" i look on the window when i stood up he kissed me "I'm sorry jess" kai said. I didn't knew that suho was there "Comeback to me" kai said and hug me and i finally saw suho. 

He grab kai and throw a punch and fall down "Don't you ever do it again to her kai!" he said as he punching over and over on kai's face "Oh my please stop you two" i said i was already crying i was trying to stop suho but i can't

"YAH KIM JOON MYUN I LOVE YOU AND NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU ON MY HEART" I shout he looks at me and then stop punching kai "Oppa will you still be my boyfriend?" i said to him i was crying i hate seeing this guys like this 

Suho stands up and hug me "Jess, will you still be my girlfriend?" Suho said. I nod we're finally together

"I'm happy for you two then best wishes! Nice lips jess" kai said he stands up and goes to one of his girls and i finally kissed suho.

Kai's P.O.V

     So they thought that i will support the both of them? Nah of course i won't jessica is mine, i might hurt her but its for the best i am just trying to protect her though she don't even know why did i do that? Well heres the story i joined another gang and the leader likes jessica so i just obey him and i pretend that i don't like jessica anymore.

She thought that i played her because i am a playboy? No i am not she is the most caring girlfriend that i have but now its time to let go.

Sooo yeah i edited this hihi