Final Message

Our Love

"Jinki, Jinki ssi." I heard someone say my name.

I turned around and I saw Minhee holding an envelope.

"Here, It's for you. It's the last one you'll ever get." She says while smiling.

I take it and everyone crowds around me.

"Another letter and another song~" Taemin said in a sing-song voice.

I opened it, and inside there were two peices of paper.

"I translated it for you. I felt that I wouldn't be a good messenger if I didn't translate it for you." She answered without me even asking.

"It's from Miyoung." I murmured to myself and I looked at the korean characters.

'Only One' was the name this time.

I was like You & I, beautiful but painful lyrics.

It had another note at the bottom again.

"Hi, It's me again. I know, I said goodbye in the first one. But I wrote another because there was lots more I had to write down. I want to let you know that I wasn't lying at all that I loved you. Not at all. It's sad that we're acting like strangers now, but maybe it might be better now. We can finally be happy somehow. This is the final song and message you'll get from me. No more will come again in the future. I'll cut it off starting today, because the sooner I stop, the easier it'll be for us. But I'll really miss talking to you, seeing you smile, writing notes to you, I'll miss everything. To me Jinki, You are my only one. I'll never find someone fit for me like you. So, I guess it's goodbye though my reason for breaking off our friendship is foolish and childish. I'll say it one last time to you, I love you Lee Jinki. Never forget that. Goodbye. Yours truly, Kwon Miyoung."

"Aish, Why does she always say goodbye?" I ask.

"Because, you messed it up big time and you know it." Minhee muttered.

"Minhee, Don't make him more upset." Minho scolded.

"No really, It's alright. She's right. I messed it up. Now she's probably crying in her room because of me." I told them.

" 'To me Jinki, You are my only one. I'll never find someone fit for me like you.' Miyoung is really good with her words, and her feelings are very pure." Kibum pointed out.

"Yeah. She really love Jinki hyung, you shouldn't have given her up. You need to chase her until you get her back. You might never have a chance. Think about it." Jonghyun said.

"So, are you going to stand there like a peice of useless , or are you going to take action?" Minhee asked me, clearly sounding annoyed that I didn't do anything amazing or smart yet.

I slumped down on the couch.

"I really don't know." I replied.


I sighed.

Mission complete I told myself as soon as I got a text from Minhee that she delivered it.

I remembered my situation.

Though I would be able to easily avoid him, what will happen when I would have to perform at the Valentine's Dance?

I'd have to sing again at slow dance time.

I hate you Class Prez.

Soon the news will spread like wildfire and he'll know where to find me.

I don't want him to see me.

"What are you thinking about sweetie? You haven't touched your meat." Umma asks me.

"Nothing. Jus thinking about the Valentine's Day Dance." I told her.

"Do you have Jinki as your date?" She asks me.

"No, and I'm completely fine with it."

I lied.

I would be even more sad if he was dancing with another girl while I stand right in front of him and sing my feelings.

It would completely break my heart.

But I can't think of that stuff at all.

I need to keep my mind off of him.

I told him I'd never talk to him again, so I can't have thoughts of even speaking to him.

I just can't.

For the sake of my heart condition.

He's the only one who I really felt something really special with.

A spark.

Though he doesn't see it.

Love is that one moment where sparks fly, and one kiss, one touch, it all becomes something more than what is just is.

It's special.

Soon, he's your whole world and you definetly cannot let go.

And when he lets go of your trembling hand, it's as if your whole world had broken apart.

One moment he was your whole world, the next he'd be the one to rip that apart right in front of your eyes.

But despite that, I don't hate him.

I still love him.

Loving is harder than letting go.

Definetly.

 

Okay, just another short chapter before the weekend. She sent Jinki another song. And you can see Minhee's y side a bit. But she showed a bit of kindness for translating for him^^Okay, hope you enjoyed! See you guys on Monday!

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LovingKPop4Lyfe #1
THIS IS SOOO CUTE!!!! I'm not Onew biased but I love the story veryy much!!!
rollingbuffalos #2
Awww, so cute ^_^ <3 haha, i just realised how similar 'Miyoung' and 'Youngmin' sound~
kcmusicfan
#3
Beautiful ending!! I can't wait to read little miss sunshine!! :)
madgirl1117 #4
all this teen angst <3
madgirl1117 #5
this is really cute :) good luck to miyoung
Clau_Evil #6
hi! I'm new! my name is Claudia c: ... actually I don't speak or write well english I speak spanish but I've to tell you that I really like your fic and it's really really beautiful, I should be sleeping because here are 2 in the morning and I've to wake up early but I finally finished reading and I love it you're a great writer! Well I have to go but update soon please bye :D
kcmusicfan
#7
Noo!!! :( poor miyoung!!
kcmusicfan
#8
Omo thank you!! XD this means so much to me!!! <3
kcmusicfan
#9
I can't for the second part! :)
doongdoongie
#10
Awwwww this is so romantic poor Minyoungie!!! ~.~
Tsk tsk that ignorant Onew!!
Please update soon author-nim!