“What are you doing here?” She pointed at me, getting Sehun's attention. He turned around, surprised at me glancing in the room. I tried to avoid his eye contact but he caught up with me and gripped me by the collar. I stared back at him but I knew I couldn't run from it this time...

“I just came to get some fresh air from the practice room and happened to pass by” I pushed him, making him lose grip and walked away.

“Why did you hang up all of a sudden? Afraid?” Sehun asked and held me by my wrist. He squeezed it harder each time I tried to break loose.

“LET GO OF ME!!” I screamed into his face, struggling out from his grasp but it still remained as firm as before. Ye Rin then pushed me to the ground, making my elbow bruise and my wrist twist.

“Ouch!” I yelled. It hurt so much that it went numb but it didn't hurt as much as the pain Sehun had given me. He then raised his arm and swung it towards my face. Sehun... Why... Are those moments we spent together nothing but merely memories? A tear ran down my cheeks. I swear that the tears gathered over these few days were more than those gathered over the last 5 years. A hand suddenly held onto Sehun's, making him retreat in shock.

“What do you think you're doing?!” Min Seok's voice rang through my head.

“You okay?” He asked me with a smile. I nodded, trying to stand up. It was difficult to rely on only 1 good and working hand to just get up. There was a little sympathy in Sehun as he reached out to me, only to be stopped by Min Seok's who forcefully pushed him away. I really wanted to grab onto Sehun's hand but my soul and heart wouldn't let me. I lifted myself up from the ground, almost falling over. I flashed an assuring smile in Sehun's direction but I didn't think he saw it as he was too busy caring about Ye Rin.

“YAH!! Oh Sehun. Who do you think you are? Luhan is your hyung and you tried to push him down? Who would you rather have by your side? Luhan, who has been there for more than 2 years or a girl you barely even knew for 1?” Min Seok reprimanded him. I tugged at him, asking him to stop it, it was not only heart-wrenching for Sehun but me, having to watch my loved one getting scolded because of this. Sehun didn't want to respond and even turned his back on Min Seok.

“I don't care anymore. Luhan is leaving after the filming tomorrow and you only have that much time to make your choice. If you...”

“哥，我们走了吧。我不想再看到他了。。。 (Hyung, let's leave. I don't want to see him anymore)” I told Min Seok. Even with his limited knowledge of Mandarin, he knew exactly what I wanted to say. I held onto his hand, linking fingers as we left. I could hear Ye Rin yelling at Sehun for being weak and wanted to barge in there but as the saying goes “The mind was willing but the heart was weak”, I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

When we reached the practice room, I pushed away my sleeping bag, telling Min Seok that I'd rather practice for tomorrow instead. He reminded me to take care of my arm and went to bed in the corner, leaving me alone to gather myself. After about an hour of practice, I just stopped and prepared to go to bed. Then, from the corner of my eyes, I could see Sehun staring in sheepishly. Xi Luhan... Don't let him fool you again. Remember what happened last time? I stared down at my injured wrist, tears welling up in my eyes. I knew I just couldn't forget...

“Wake up, Luhan!!” I felt someone tugging on my shoulder as I rubbed my eyes. They were a little wet, I guess I cried myself to sleep again...

“Y-YiXing?” I exclaimed. Then, I remembered they were going to use the practice studio for some rehearsals. How could I forget?! Stupid me... I looked up at YiXing, apologising profusely as I walked towards the bathroom to wash up. Damn Luhan... How could that 1 small incident affect you so much?! Sehun isn't mine anymore, I don't see any reason to care for him. Even if I do, it's as a groupmate, not a friend. Now all I have to focus on is practice and the filming, then I'll go back to China, it's all going to be over soon... Actually, instead of feeling heartbroken or depressed that we were going to get separated, I was kinda glad we won't see each other again. Before I knew it, I was grinning like an idiot. If I leave, that means no more looking at Ye Rin's stupid face and no more heart-breaks from Sehun.

“Oops!! I'm so sorr-” I bumped into someone while lost in my thoughts. Sehun... Out of everyone, why him?! Gulping my breath down my throat, I calmly brushed past him and entered the bathroom. YES!!! I can finally get over him now~ At least I knew we were on better terms than before since he smiled at me for a while. I wanted to take him into my embrace but I couldn't. I pushed him away and walked in. Sehun glared at me, paused for a moment, then forcefully dragged me to the side of the sinks. What have I done now?! Can't I at least stay 3 hours without him?! I sighed, surrendering to my fate.