Pathetic
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This is kind of my first fanfic, actually I've written many but not in English and I didnt post any of them on Asianfacfics
So, since this fic is my first step, I hope you guys will support and help me to improve what I'm bad at
And of course, If you wanna take this fiction out or translate it, please ask for my permission
The more supporters I have, the faster I update my fic cuz you guys are my inspirits
Thanks!
Foreword
“Luhan hyungggggg, come and see this”, said Sehun
Luhan went next to the computer where Sehun was sitting and pointing at the desktop excitedly.
“ What’s this?”, Luhan questioned while looking at the desktop that was full of letters
“ Fanfic!”, Sehun smiled
“ Fanfic? You mean this is a fiction that written by our fans?”, Luhan still didn’t completely get it
“ Yes, hyung. Ah, hyung, guess what! They write about us, they actually call us a couple, you and me!”, Sehun happily said
“ You and me? Couple?”, Luhan widened his eyes as biggest as possible, that fanfic thing was so weird to him. Actually, he knew about fanfics but the way they called him and Sehun a couple was kinda abnormal
“ Uhm! You want to hear? I’ll read it for you!”, looking at the desktop, Sehun smiled
“ Erhhh… Maybe next time, I think I should prepare for tomorrow flight back to Beijing! And it’s kinda late now, you should go to bed early or you will gain weight and have pimples like Jong In. Do you want to be fat and have pimples?”, Luhan smirked
Sehun didn’t answer. The word ‘Beijing’ just made him deaf right after it was spoken out by Luhan. It was only 2 days after EXO M came to Korean and now they were about to leave soon, Sehun didn’t want that to happen. He missed his hyungs, of course, but there was a bigger reason for him to wish them to stay longer, Luhan.
“ Sehun! Mark my words, go to bed early!”, Luhan’s voice pulled Sehun back to reality
“ Ah…. Yeah, I’ll, you too!”
“ Ok, I’ll sleep after helping Xiumin! Sweet dreams!”, Luhan said and headed to the guests’ rooms where Xiumin was preparing
Sehun just sat there, didn’t even say anything back
“ Xiumin hyung again…”, Sehun sighed and whispered
He didn’t understand, why couldn’t Luhan see that he was trying his best? Why couldn’t Luhan notice his love? Why couldn’t Luhan see anything but Xiumin?
Those thoughts made him upset, really upset, he turned off the computer and then lazily went back to his room.
“ Ahhhh~ Babo! Just go to bed and I’ll do it myself and no touching tonight, ok? Or I’ll bite your dirty hand!”, Sehun heard Xiumin’s voice and definitely he was talking to Luhan since they shared a room together.
“ Touching? Hand? They… they…. They do skinships while sleeping? Luhan alws said he was tired and wanted to sleep early but he ended up touching Xiumin hyung?”, Sehun could felt a pain inside him as he imagined what they did in their room.
Sehun felt extremely bad, he felt like he was a loser. “ Luhan hyung just made excuses to avoid me… He didn’t want to spend his time being with me… He never did…”, as Sehun started feeling hurt, his tears came out unexpectedly. He laid on bed, put on earphones and listened to music with his eyes closed and the blanket covered his face, in case anyone could notice that he was crying.
His iPod was shuffling, and the next song was ‘Angel’ sung by EXO M, Luhan’s angelic voice made Sehun even more depressed, he skipped that song and then slowly fell asleep.
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