Thoughts

Pathetic

 

While sitting in the van, Kris texted Luhan, secretly

‘Tell me what happened, hyung!’

*Beep*

Luhan looked at his phone, he read the text without letting everyone know. He texted back, secretly

‘Like I said, we just talked about stuffs’

‘What kind of stuffs?’

Luhan sighed, he turned his head back, looked at Kris, who was texting him but didn’t seem like that, and shooked. Kris didn’t react, he just patiently waited for Luhan to reply honestly. But Luhan didn’t reply that text, he looked outside the window quietly.

 

“Sehuna~ Open the door please!” – Kai said while knocking the door

Sehun opened the door, he looked really upset, that made Kai hurt inside. Sehun came back to his bed, didn’t say a word.

“So…. Feel better now?” – Kai smiled

“Uhm…” – Sehun lazily answered

Kai wasn’t pleased with that answer, he sat on Sehun’s bed, stared at Sehun’s tired eyes. Kai just stared at Sehun like that, for a long time and Sehun couldn’t handle his death glare, he mumbled

“Your glare is about to burn my face, Jong In!”

“I don’t care!”

Kai’s careless respond choked Sehun, he didn’t know what to say next so he just looked at a different point in the room. Minutes later, Kai stood up, sighed and started saying

“You know Sehun, you can lie to anybody but me!”

Sehun jumped a little, but he still tried to act normal with a question on his face

Kai put his hands in his pocket and walked around the room.

“Your eyes have said everything Sehuna~ You are such a bad actor! How long are you gonna keep your secret love with Luhan hyung?”

Sehun suddenly sat up, he couldn’t believed in what he had just listened from Kai. He couldn’t know why Kai knew about that thing, but he was sure he had better not being panic or he would get caught.

“What are you saying about?” – Sehun tried his best to act normal

“You know what exactly what I’m saying, chingu! So answer me, how long?” – Kai smirked.

Kai was 100% sure that he had caught Sehun, everything had been written on Sehun face, the problem was just to be sensitive enough to notice it. And yes, Kai was sensitive.

Sehun didn’t answer, he seemed to be damn confused. Kai bruskly asked about his feelings made him dumbfounded. He couldn’t answer Kai because he couldn’t find out any wise one. He had 2 choices, 1 was to tell Kai the truth, 2 was to hide everything from Kai. But Kai had known all about it, he just needed Sehun to confirm.

“I need to get some sleep, I’m tired” – Sehun coldly said then he laid on bed, pretended to be asleep

‘I got ya, chingu~’ Kai thought. He completely believed that he was right, Sehun’s ignorance had confirmed what he was unsure about. Kai smirked again and left the room. He felt satisfied

“The twinkle, twinkle, the twinkle, twinkle” – Kai sang stupidly

 

In the room, Sehun had sat up.

“I have to do anything to make Luhan hyung fall in love with me. Anything!”

Sehun surely whispered

Before he knew Luhan, he had never been in any relationship, he just didn’t think he need to. But everything changed right when he first saw Luhan, an angel. His angelic voice, his kind attitude, his beautiful face, his slightly perfume smell and even his weirdness totally attracted Sehun. Being with Luhan, Sehun felt special, warm and even beyond the happiness. But then, there were EXO M and EXO K, Luhan and him had to separate. Although they still met each other sometimes, but never lasted long, their busy schedule didn’t allow them to spend time together shopping like they used to do when they were trainees. And worse, there was Xiumin, who was extremely adorable and soft, even Sehun considered him as an angel. Sehun loved Xiumin, of course, they are brothers. But whenever Sehun saw Luhan and Xiumin together, he was pissed off, he didn’t mean to be mean but he couldn’t fight himself. There were many times that Sehun almost had a silly argument with Xiumin because of tiny things, but thanks God, he was able to control his temper. Every time he was about to be angry with Xiumin, just looking at his hyung’s baby face could make him feel better. He hated that. He hated the fact that he couldn’t even have antipathy for Xiumin for more than 1 minute.

 

“What the heck can I do?” – Sehun messed up his hair. He couldn’t do anything hurt his hyungs, he couldn’t be mean, but he needed Luhan to live.

Sehun hit his head into his pillow, mumbled

“Luhan hyung, you will fall for me. I swear… The only problem is time!”

Maknae sighed, he felt so helpless.

 

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taes-elephant
#1
Chapter 4: Oh god I can't believe I found this awesome story just now! I would have commented on this so much earlier oh goshhh~ But the story is really interesting! I'm dying to know what'll happen next >< Sehun being adorable and Luhan is so cute and Xiuminnieeee gaaah so squishy and thoughtful~~| please continue this story, I really find it interesting and catchy~
zikyu45
#2
can you continue this story?? i really love it
hanahlee #3
Chapter 4: I love your fic so much.so please go on and don't stop.i always support you.5ting.pls~update soon
1004Protect1116 #4
aigoo im so not good at commenting ff so plz forgive me if i say st stupid :(
idky but im really excited xD the lol it doesnt sound sad at the first place, fluffy instead ;)
Xiumin is a real umma!! *spazzing* i love how he didnt want to wake K up xD
back to our Hunhan, wae was Lulu so straight? T^T it hurt Hunnie a lot :( will Hun and Xiu become enemy after all? O_O
im really really looking forward for what'll happen next so plz update soon hon~ <3

and babe authornim, if u hv been planning to pair Xiuhan, would u mind giving me some KaiHun? *puppy face* lol
1004Protect1116 #5
hi it's me ^^
nice foreword ;) i dont read sad fic really often, tbh i dont like it but since Xiuhanhun is my fav triangel then i'll read ur fic carefully :D

i think Luhan loves Xiumin and Xiumin loves him back, but Sehun's just one-side love right?? poor Sehun...

there're not many things to comment so i'll wait for ur chap 1 ^^ hope Xiuhan will hv a happy ending lolol

update soon honey <3

*sr for my broken eng lol*