Joon's POV

*beep* *beep* *beep* The machine wouldn't stop. 

Honestly, I don't remember how it all happened. It was such a blur of time that I got lost in my own head. Maybe this is all just a dream? Maybe I will wake up and I'll be back in bed with... with.. Mirue. 

Mirue.

What happened to you? Where are you?

It's all my fault I'm sorry.

Images started to flash through my mind and I remembered what happened that one fateful night.

"MIR!!!! Want to go for a ride?!" I shouted as I stepped into my biker boots. For some stupid reason I though it would be a good idea to take my bike out for a ride. While it was raining. 

"Pabo, its raining outside." Mir said as he stepped out the kitchen. "Are you trying to kill yourself?" He gave me the look. The look that tells me that my idea is stupid without having to say so. At the same time, any look the angel gives me melts my heart.

"Oh c'mon, have some fun. Live a little!" I laughed while i grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the door. Mir couldn't resist my charms for long.

"Oh alright. But i need to get dressed first" He smiled as he walked towards the bedroom. After a few minutes he came out with his full bike gear. "Safety first" He laughed.

"Well helmet and boots are enough for me!" I unlocked the door but before I could open it he stopped me.

"Joonie, put your whole gear on now." He had a serious look on his face, telling me he wasn't playing around.

"I don't want to Mir, stop being my mom." I gently pushed him aside and walked out. I heard him grunt in annoyance but he followed me anyway. I love you.

I got on my bike and waited for Mirue, who slowly left the house and locked the doors. Once he finally got on I drove off into the night.

We didn't even get far from the house when it hit us.

Mirue, my angel, I'm so sorry. Was my last thought that night,

That is all I remember and it was enough. I didn't want to wake up anymore. What if something happened to Mirue? The guilt it already eating me up.

I cant. I just can't bare the pain anymore.

Why cant I open my eyes? 

I heard; a door opening and closing, footsteps coming closer to the bed and someone sitting down beside me. A hand touched my forehead as it moved my hair away from my face. I'll always recognize his touch.

"Joonie, please wake up." His hoarse voice rang through my ears as happiness filled me. He was alive. My Mirue was safe. "I miss you so much." He hugged me tightly and I wished i could hug him back but I couldn't move. 

Mirue, why cant I move?

"Please, please wake up." He tugged on my shoulders trying to get some sort of reaction from me. Why was your voice so hoarse Mir? Have you got a cold? Are you okay?

Why cant you hear me?