Yunho looked out of his balcony and was greeted with the night view of Seoul. He looked around him. Seoul was the prettiest city to Yunho.

The beautiful city lights...

Jaejoongs eyes...

The beautiful buildings that stand so tall and gracefully...

Jaejoong's smile...

The wind that always smell so fresh...

Jaejoong's laugh...

Yunho slammed both his hands onto the rail of his balcony.

He had to forget Jaejoong or Yunho would go insane.

Yunho looked at the building across him and starred at that balcony which ad its doors closed and the beautiful satin white curtains pulled together, not letting anyone see inside it. Yunho strained his neck and squinted his eyes but he didn't see it. He didn't see the shadow of Jaejoong. Yunho shivered as the cilly wind blew through him mimicking his heart and his thoughts. Yunho sighed and stepped into his apartment.

He walked slowly towards the stereo that was sitting neatly next to his plasma tv. He pressed the on button and flipped it to his favourite radio station: 106.5. Yunho looked at the time. It was 10 past 8 so it would have already started...

Soon, a vice began to drift towards Yunho,

"The song that we have decided to dedicate to Joanne is So Sick by Ne-Yo. Joanne, if you are listening, please, have another look at Chris...He deserved you're love and you deserve his. Is there anything else that you would like to say Chris?"

Yunho heard someone cough slightly in the radio and then, heard a different voice.

"Joanne...I'm sorry for hurting you and I hope that you will forgive me. Please, give me another chance....I love you..."

 

Mmmm mmm yeah

Do do do do do do do-do

Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cause right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cause you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

Yunho slumped forward on his black leather couch. His legs wide apart, one elbow on each knee. He put his hands together and sat there, silently, listening to the song that played out from his stereo. Yunho put his head gently against the his hands.

 

Gotta fix that calendar I have

That's marked July 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Don't make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

I'm letting go

 

Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)


Yunho's shoulder began to shake and tears began to fall down onto the carpet.

 

The tears that fell onto the carpet left it's mark there.

It's memories forever haunting it's owner.

It's emotions overwelming a heart of a person.

A single tear...

A single feeling...

 

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin' you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Why can't I turn off the radio?