My friends said i should tell her my feeling

But can't cause

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I’m dying.

I have heart problem

That’s why my parents decided to bring me to America, maybe hoping theirs a cure to my heart.

Maybe a heart transplant, or anything that can make me stay alive, more years maybe.

That’s the Doctor recommend to my parents when they bring me to hospital, after our graduation.

I didn’t Congratulate my friends after graduation, cause we need to go to hospital.

There’s more reason to not tell her my feelings.

What if the transplant won't be succeed.

What if broke her heart to.

What will she feel?

I don't want her to feel petty about me, or feel sorry.

I’m fine now, its okay that only my parents know about my sickness.

I hope my friends won't know to.

That’s why I decided to go to America.

I hope and wish that she be well even if I'm not with her anymore.

Sorry Krys, if I broke my promise to you, even if not a promise.

Be Happy with him.

Sorry if I'm not always with you.

You're always be my Princess

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Note: It's been long time I never continues my story ^_^' 

I will try to finnish it. 

just wait patiantly, okey :D