Now I realize who I really am

I was a dreamer

A fool who expected too much from this life

Who being so naive all along

Now I realize I have to go

Leave all the sadness and pain behind

Goodbye.....

I wish I never born

Words can't express all the suffer I've been through

It hurts a lot

I can't remember when the last time I felt happy

But I can't cry either, my tears already dried 

Because no one care about me

But now I can let it go

Goodbye.....

That time I was ready to jump from the school rooftop, but a warm yet beautiful hand won't let me

"What are you doing?" 

"Isn't obvious?"

"You're umm-mm, enjoying the view?"

"Of course not, dammit! I will jump from this building!"

"Can you fly?"

"Umm, no."

"Oh my god, then you are going to suicide?"

"Yes."

"Do you know it will hurt so much?"

"But here is hurts me so much more." I pointed at my chest.

"No matter how hurt it was, I will cured it for you." he smiled.

"His smile is still the same." I though.

"Channie, why do you keep staring at me?"

"Nothing, Baekhyunnie. Nothing."

"Really?"

"Umm, I just thinking I will learn how to fly."

"Huh?"

I smiled at him, the one who makes me able to smile again.

He smiled too, it cured my heart.

Because he's care, that's the matter.