Dara’s POV

Im a bit nervous ,? nah  confused? AAGGGHHH

after seeing the real G-dragon at subway ,

 everytime i get to see his face on TV CFS or even when someone mention his name

my heart automatically flutters ..  !

WAE? WHY ?

Im a fan i know but .

 Is my heart mistaking this G-dragon look alike to the superstar “sigh”

FLASHBACK

(on the phone)

Jae: dara Why do you ask me to meet you there at the subway

Dara: (unconsciously) Portals , is it possible I want one ..

Jae: Neh? Dara-ssi  , ? Dara-ssi ?

(jae’s

Dara: Ah ! Ani don’t mind me ! where are you im already here

Jae: almost there

Dara : Neh .  ( she didn’t wait for him to say goodbye & tap the end button)

I was standing there reminiscing that unexplainable feeling ive felt during those days ..

how i wish he was here ..

how i wish I can give my best smile for him ..

but i know its delusional of me thinking that he’ll be here ..

is it possible?

Im starting to lose my hope but ..

when i turn round

and

there he is ~

 standing .

I blink my eyes then my lips form into upward curve automatically my best smile for that only man..

Then i notice everyone staring at him .. then each of one held their phones ..

thats when i realize that

it cant be him ..

Heis the SUPERSTAR ..

thats when jae arrive & grab me for the crowd started to go crazy because the Great G-dragon is there ..

i don’t know why but i have that feeling that he looks at me ,.  thinking of it made my heart jump ..

I was spacing out the whole day thinking of Him look alike & the SUPERSTAR .

END OF FLASHBACK

Before that incident i got this phonecall , from Jae’s mother she’s asking me to work with Jae ,,

since i have this knowledge well i graduated with flying colors  from Fashion schools in France .

but i haven’t designed professionally , i don’t have working experience yet ,

well my parents says that i don’t need to work

its just that i need to have a degree

fortunately they didn’t force me to have a business course

for they have already planned my life & that is marrying  Jaejoong .

I was so glad that Jae’s mom trusted me . She wants me to design for their upcoming  NEW Mens Clothing line , its not my forte though but i accepted it , coz i really wanted to try it

, to earn money on my own,

to work , to have colleagues t

o have this chit chat with your officemate ..

Too bad its not REALITY , they think of me as the Fiance of the CEO &

still Im not HAPPY .

Im not contended .

I still think of HIM .  

When they saw my Design they immediately tought

 G-dragon as the perfect Model for almost of my Designs .

I didn’t know that subconsciously his my inspiration for every design that i made.

To think that I didn’t know that Bigbang had already signed a contract with the company .

Im confused , why this G-dragon superstar had this effect on me !?

then the Meeting Day arrived . I have to meet them . Him !

My look alike inspiration ..

~

As i walked to the office . I heard fangirls chit chatting spazzing over the arrival of BIGBANG .

Who wouldn’t their the king of KPOP ,

 the EPITOME of GOOD FASHION SENSE with SWAG .

..

as i walk feels like my heart tumbles & move to different parts of my body .

tss . Relax SANDARA PARK .

i took a deep breath as i hold the door knob , i can hear some bickering inside ,

“CLICK”  DOOR OPENS

 and

 My Eyes immediately look  for someones look alike .

Dara: ehem . (to get his attention whos busy scanning a fashion magazine she thought)

 Annyeong Haseyo Im Dara , Sandara Park ^^ (gave her best smile)

then the members gathered in front of her leaving the leader ,

sitting & staring at her , the one that changes everything with a smile ^^

Bigbang: Annyeong haseyo were BIGBANG ^^ 

/AN/  mian took me awhile to update .. tss