Chapter 3

Hold Back !

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Big bang: Annyeong haseyo were BIGBANG..

Members bowed 90 degrees as well as their road manager with them while jiyong was left there staring,

Authors POV

Jiyong’s heart starts to jump, feels like it left his body the moment He laid an eye on her,

He can feel that her angel is quite tense not her usual self, though as usual giving out her best smile for others.

He doesn’t know how to react,

Does she recognizes him ?  

Is it ok to approach her?

Is it okey to know her?

Finally,  he thought !

But when he stands & walks towards her that’s when the door opens revealing a good looking guy.

A familiar good looking guy .

Who immediately holds her,  thats when he thought that he’s not suppose to  go near her.

Afterall He’s a coward . He admitted it long time ago, since in Paris he can’t go near her

He needs to hold back.  

Held back all his feelings & suppress it .

its killing him right now knowing that She’s just a foot away from him

He can clearly hear her voice, clearly sees her smile .

He thought of it as the best chance to know her , but  then again as

G-dragon he has to control his emotion, don’t let himself look fragile.

Especially when it comes to girls it is a no no to become fragile.

Just Hold Back a little . Jiyong We’ll get there .

DAra’s POV

I don’t know what happen but his intense look on me made me tense,

How come the G-dragon superstar had this kind of effect on me,

Im not sure why? But i know its weird ,

they were just a look alike after all .

But . But  .....

These feelings are new for me since I grew up inside my comfort zone.

Dunno how to react with this kind of situation,

IDK how ?

then the i heard the sudden opening of the door,

thats when i thought that i have to stop spacing out , it’s my first job & i have to work hard on it.

All i need to do is like a mantra chant “ HE’s NOT HIM .HE’s NOT  HIM”

jae immediately held my hand ,

i have to hold back my thoughts of him first.

_ MEETING---

Jae: annyeong lets start

( walk towards the conference table & his chair while holding dara’s hand he took his chair& let dara sits beside him)

when everybody was settled.

Jae : Oh i have met only the four members. before right , ?

VI: neh , coz jiyong hyung spent 2 months abroad , for some work reasons.

dara stiffened hearing the word abroad & 2 months ,? where could it be? omo ?

Jae: oh i see but the other day you surely cause chaos among subway user huh (glance to jiyong who still not in his self up to now)

Jiyong still stares at  dara , he notice her stiffened when she heard abroad &  SUBWAY .

noticing that his hyung is spacing out seungri , tap his hyung under the table.

then answer jae for him ,

VI: that was for promotion you know

Jae: yeah i thought of that , its just that a lot of people was there , “he chuckled”

 Actually my fiancé & i was there.

hearing the word fiancé,  crashed Jiyong’s thought of  talking to her, 

Crashed the thought of approaching her,

the thought of talking with her.

he just look down, but he need to regain his composure so

like  a mantra chant : Jiyong Hold Back , Hold Back Hold Back .

but  he cant take it , so he was about to stand & ask to leave when his angel speaks .

Dara: You we’re a . . abroad ? 

thats when Gd reagain his composure & intensely look into her eyes , shes’s stammering .

but still she continues

Dara: W.. where?

jiyong still loking iinto her eyes answers

GD: France . &  he mouthed the word Subway ..

She stiffened as if rocks fall from the sky . But at the same time she’s happy,

 Very happy to be exact ,

She wanted to scream to release away all thoughts that coming

 all suppress feelings but  still jaejoong is holding her hands ..

Jae’s phone rings that was her chance to stand & leave

because she cant stand it , her situation. After all she’s a coward. & she cant be selfish right now.

Though

The connection they had in subway is still there.

but she has to Hold Back !

Does he know me or recognizes me after all?  

But we don’t even have a proper conversation ,

She does have lots of question running in her mind ..

 that  made her decide to

excuse herself for awhile taking  the chance while Jae is on the phone.

GD was supposed to follow her when Seungrat held him back.

VI: Hyung : Do you know her? 

seems like you two knows each other ?

his voice is low enough so  TOP & BAe leans forward so that they can hear

GD: Maybe yes , May be no! . but in his mind he wanted to answer that they don’t know each other personally , but by heart he believe they were.

Seungrat just scratch his head,

just in time that Jae’s phone call ended

they were about to proceed with the meeting but Dara left so they have to wait for her to comeback .

~ AN~  MIAN ! LAME LAME LAME ! tsk  Fail i deleted the teaser that i post & totally forgot about it . 

suden changge of plan . cant finish it , till im decided with the ending ..

tssk its all because of GD & who he follows ,. tsk it bothers me for  awhile .

but still thinking of it .. ^^ still dont like the idea .of him & #$#$%. . tssk