I am Kim Myungsoo, The One Week Casanova.
Time LimitI am Kim Myungsoo. 19. I may look like just an ordinary bad boy type of guy but I'm not. There's something about me that people know and a secret that I can't reveal just to anyone. My lovelife has a time limit. I have a time limit.
I was five when I was diagnosed with a heart failure. From then on, a time limit has been established for me. 20 years. 20 years of agony for me, and the people around me. It may seem harsh for a 5 year to know, but from I remember saying that I won't let this get in the way in live my life. Not ever. Not one minute spent crying.
And for that, i distanced myself from everyone. I didn't want anyone getting attached. I dont want to get attached. Cause then id wish for an miracle. For more time. Cause when I'm gone I don't want anyone to cry and break down. I want everyone to keep moving on. And if it's for the best, pretend I've never even existed.
At 19 while I'm writing this letter, I know I don't have much time. 14 years passed since that day. Here I am, this guy I never thought I would be. My life has been basically wasted. I blew off my studies, rebelled against my parents and the society, broke many hearts, threw away everything for the only thing I've ever loved dearly. Music.
Music is something that has never failed me. But then I met you.
If you're reading this then you must be my soulmate.
Before I end this first letter, I just want you to know,
That I'm glad that I met you.
That even though our time was cut short in this time.....
To me, our love doesn't have a time limit.
And I have to give it a time..
It'll be forever. Infinite.
I closed my notebook after writing the letter.
"Myungsoo, we're up." Dabin, our bass guitarist came to warn me.
I got up, fixing my hair before heading out.
"Large crowd today bro, especially those girls." Jinon told me as we made our way to the stage.
Spotlights on. Girls scream. I take my guitar and started to play.
Tonight and like any other night, I am Kim Myungsoo, The One Week Cassanova.
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