On my first day as Super Junior's girlfriend Leeteuk drove me to uni. It was sheer luck that no one recognized him. When I came home an other surprise awaited me.

After entering the dorm with my new keys I took my shoes off and walked directly to the living room. It was dark as all the lights were off. “Anybody home?” I didn't really know where the light switches were so I started to check the walls for one. That's when I heard a giggle not far from where I was standing. The giggle was followed by a “shh!”. I pretended not to have heard anything and continued searching until I finally found it. As the light switched on they all jumped out from their hiding places and screamed “SURPRISE!” “Wow, you guys really surprised me!” I tried not to sound sarcastic. “Yeah, that idiot Sungmin almost blew us off.” Heechul gave the cute bunny oppa the evil eye. “Hey, you take that back.” the maknae said as he grabbed Heechul by the collar of his shirt. “Hyung, there's no need for that.” Hangeng carfully put his arms around Kyhyun and pulled him away from Heechul. He then smiled at the maknae making Heechul tremble with anger. “Uhm...” I was feeling a bit tense seeing this. Were they always fighting like that? “Look, we made you a cake!” Ryeowook told me. “Well.. I did, but the other members helped me decorate it. The cake was absolutely beautiful. It was a chocolate cake, it had two layers and was decorated with pink marzipan roses. “Oh thank you! It's gorgeous!” I hugged him. I could feel myself blush as all of the other Super Junior members also joined in on the hug. I looked up at them, they were all smiling, even Heechul. “I...” the living room had also been decorated in pink roses. “I am so happy.” Siwon took my hand. It made me feel out of breath, dizzy. Then suddenly I was startled by a loud sound. It was Kyuhyun who had popped a bottle champagne. He poured it into 12 glasses, and handed me one. When everyone had gotten their glasses leader made a toast. “To our girlfriend,” a thousand butterflies were going crazy in my stomach “Our one and only.” “To Serena” Siwon said and we all toasted. After the toast we all sat down in the long couch. “So... what are we going to do tonight?” Yesung asked and gave me a wink. Some of my drink got caught up in my throat and I started coughing until my eyes got teary. Filthy mind. “Are you asking me?” I finally managed to say. “Well yeah, we should go out or something. Do you have any favorite club?” Shindong explained. My mind was kinda blank at that point. I could tell that they all had their eyes on me, waiting for a reply. “I'm not old enough.” I said. “What?” Kyuhyun almost spat at me. My cheeks were now burning. “For clubbing. I'm only nineteen.” They all started laughing. Eunhyuk who was sitting beside me put his arm around me. “Do you know who we are?” he said with a cocky grin. “Well..” Okay, they were Super Junior. I'm pretty sure they could get me in to any club in South-Korea, even any club in Asia if they wanted. “Okay, but you choose where we're going.” They all cheered. “I don't know anything about clubbing anyways.” I mumbled to myself. “You need to get into a dress” Sungmin said to me. “And take a shower!” Ryeowook, the usually “friendly” kind of type graced my neck with his hand, which totally made me shiver. “Okay, I'll go, I'll go.” He laughed at my reaction. “Hurry! We don't wanna leave without you” Hangeng teased.

I'm really lucky. That was all I could think of as I stepped into the shower. I'm Super Junior's “One and only”. I sighed. This is totally not fair. What about the other ELF? All of their dreams crushed. Well except one. The dream that Super Junior will be happy. However something made me a bit unsure about that. They were 11 and I am only one. What I had seen today of fighting between the different members made me feel, somehow, insecure. It was so much more powerful than the occasional argue on tv-shows etc.

A dark matter was starting to build up inside me, something the hot water couldn't wash away. I fell to my knees. What could I do, my life was nothing without them. I only had them now. “There's nothing I can do.”

A/N: So! I'm back with a new, hopefully entertaining, chapter of "All of Them" Serena is really in a kind of deep conflict with herself. Will it be resolved? Who knows? Wait and see- lol no, I'm just trollin! Next chapter will be up just a few minutes after I've posted this, as I wrote chapter 7 and 8 the same night.

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