“Oh really? I didn’t know sorry.” He apologized as he talked on the phone.

 

You sat there on the bench beside him.

 

You were supposed to be on a date right now.

 

And he was there sitting beside you..

 

Talking on the phone ...

 

Clearly not paying attention to you...

 

His girlfriend.

 

 

You’ve been dating for two years now.

 

Sometimes you even wonder if you really were.

 

Not because he was an unbelievable angel sent from above but..

 

Every time you were together he was always pre-occupied with something else.

 

Looking distant..

 

Sometimes even practicing right before your eyes...

 

Coming with s and conversing with them..

 

You don’t even understand if you two really were on a date.

 

You’ve told your friends about it but all they ever said was:

 

‘You’re so lucky dating him!’

 

‘Can you set me up with his friend?’

 

‘Stop complaining! At least you got to date him!’

 

Obviously they weren’t much of help.

 

“No, It’s ok, I’m not doing anything right now.” You heard him say, laughing a bit on the phone.

 

You glanced at him then looked down at your hands on your lap.

 

You started to recall the two years you’ve been together.

 

Trying to remember if there was ever a time you felt that you really were his girlfriend.

 

What happened during your first date?

 

He took you in an amusement park ..

 

With Se Hun.

 

 

When was your first kiss?

 

After a week seeing each other....

 

In front of s.

 

 

What happened to your first anniversary?

 

He forgot ..

 

and practiced all day with EXO.

 

 

What happened during your birthdays?

 

You received flowers and birthday cards..

 

From your relatives and never from him.

 

 

What happened during his birthdays?

 

You always prepared a candle light dinner at your house for him...

 

But he always celebrated it with EXO..

 

 

When you need a shoulder to cry on?

 

He was always ...

 

 

Busy.

 

 

You were surprised as you felt tears fall from your eyes and moistened your hands on your lap.

 

Was it finally too much?

 

Are you not able to take it anymore?

 

 You sniffed and sobbed.

 

“O-Ok, talk to you later.” You heard him say and finally put away his phone.

 

“Is something wrong?” he asked you.

 

Are you going to tell him?

 

You slowly looked up at him.

 

“Why are you crying?” he looked at you with those tantalizing brown orbs.

 

Realized that he never really knew how you really felt throughout those years of dating him?

 

“Lu Han-oppa ..” you sobbed out.

 

“Yes?” he asked you, still staring.

 

“When are you going to realize that I’m here?” you hiccupped.

 

“What do you mean? I know you’re here.” He said with his perfect eyebrows knit together.

 

“Whenever we’re together you’re always----” you were cut off when his phone rang again.

 

“Yeobosaeyo?” he answered his phone again.

 

You stared at him as fresh tears were threatening to fall.

 

He glanced at you for a second and whispered to you, “I gotta take this call.” And started to talk on the phone again.

 

“Se Hun-ah~ Why’d you call me again?” he asked with a smile.

 

Was this worth being his ‘girlfriend’ for?

 

Your tears cascaded down your face as you abruptly stood up, startling him.

 

I wonder if he is blind?

 

“I can’t take this anymore, I’m sorry.” You managed to sob.

 

Does he even deserve your sorry?

 

You turned your heel and walked away from him.

 

Are you anticipating him to run after you and hold your wrist to stop you?

 

Just like those dramas you’ve seen?

 

Him apologizing for his mistakes and flaws?

 

Begging you to stay?

 

Saying he’ll change for you?

 

 

Well wake up.

 

Because he isn’t going to.