It's Christmas season and I'm so excited because it's my favorite season of the year. I already started my Christmas shopping weeks before the month of December. I hate last-minute Christmas shoppings.

So what's left on my list now were for those special ones- my parents, my siblings, my bestfriend and my... uhmm, well, this special guy.

Youngmin.

I don't know, well, it's not even appropriate to use the word 'my' for him at all.

Pabo! Why did I even think of that?

He's my classmate and we're almost always together in class. He's not supposed to sit beside me but no one can stop him from changing seats with my seatmate.

Sometimes, I pity my seatmate, he's the one that gets scolded by the teacher. But what can I do, I also want Youngmin to seat beside me.

He's also my night-in-shining-armor. I mean, not that I am bullied or anything but he keeps me from those bitter boys who I turned down before.

I always feel safe with him, with Youngmin.

He is also sensitive with what I feel, not that he knows what I REALLY FEEL FOR HIM, but in a sense that he doesn't want me to get hurt. And I really thank him for that- for being sensitive- though he doesn't know how thankful I am.

Sometimes, I think he knows me a little. A little because I kindly doubt the friendship we have. I doubt if he thinks of me as his friend or probably just another classmate.

I know, I'm so irrational for doubting our friendship. I mean, it's not like Youngmin doesn't care about me.

But that's really what I feel.

Youngmin is often misjudged by people but they don't have any right. They don't know a single piece about him. They don't know his story. They don't know what he has been through.

I could still remember when he told me a personal story of his, and from that day on, I decided to understand Youngmin more.

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*A/N So the first part is done. This will probably have 3 parts. Please do wait for parts 2 and 3. And again, it's about Youngmin. Haha :) Please support it though. Ppyong*