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From that very moment no one dares to ask what happened, that is also the start of Jessica giving up loving a man who doesn’t love her back, graduation was about to come so all of them are quite busy doing requirements and fixing some school related matters, Jessica become busy, NO! she intended to make herself busy to forget the pain, she is smiling in front of her friends but when she is alone, she cried like there is no tomorrow, when GDragon will arrived Jessica will be the one excuse herself and leave the group, she doesn’t like the fact that they will pretend that both of them are civil, she also doesn’t want to breathe same air with him, and because of that she made a decision that no one expected, it was hard for her but she thinks that it was for the best. It’s the best for her to leave as soon as possible

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The day before the graduation, only school stuffs and faculty are there, so it was safe for her to get her documents and diploma before she leave tomorrow, she decided to leave the day of their graduation because she knows that it will be harder for her and her friends to be apart if her friends bid goodbye to her, and she wanted to buried the painful memories and start a new life, after the president of the school handed her a brown envelope containing her documents. She decided to go to her locker to clean and get her things.

she was shock to see HIM there, the busy guy was disturb when he sensed that someone is looking at him

He turned his head and saw HER, but Jessica looked away and went to her locker and immediately got all her things and put it in a box and immediately exited

She immediately went to her car and throw the box at the compartment, she was about to enter her car when a pair of strong arms stopped her

“can we talk?” GDragon asked her permission still holding her

“araso…” she said as she slowly pulled her arms back

They went to the football field and sat at the bleachers; inches apart, cold blow of breeze was just heard when him decided to start

“about what happened…. I wanted to apolo….” He said in a apologetic tone but was cut off by SooYeon

“if you say that you are sorry… GDragon, just save it to yourself… “she said while looking at the ground

Silence occurred to them while He looked at her intensely

“you know what? I hope I just followed what my friends had told me not to court you, because in the end I will just lose, but I still insisted to pursue you because I believe in you, I believe that the right man for me is you but I was wrong, I just made myself look like a fool and desperate, every time that I plan to do something to prove that my love for you is sincere, I never felt tired, I never felt giving up but when I saw you and Yoona kissed and shooing me away at the same time, that’s the time I felt I’m not worthy, that’s the time I felt very exhausted loving you all the time without you giving me even a little importance” Jessica blurted out

before she raised her head showing her tears to him

GDragonwas just silent, this is the first time that he felt this kind of guilt and pain seeing her hurt, both of them didn’t speak for while but When GDragon decided to talk, Jessica stood up

“I’ll leave now… kashamnida for letting me show my love for you, don’t feel burdened, you had your freedom to love someone else…” she said before she bowed and walked away

He just looked at her leave like that, he was a coward

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