[ CHUNJI'S POV ] 

Quite corny to say, but I woke up in a really good way, although it surprisingly was only from my phone's single vibration, signaling a text just arrived. Yup, what made me smile like a fool happened to be a text from the-guy-who-I-don’t-know-anything-but-the-name.

[ from: ljoe ]
g'morning, chunji! believe it or not... i barely managed to sleep thinking abt you :/ 

Before I could think of a reply, or even process what I just read — ignoring the heat that crawled up my features, I got another text.

[ from: ljoe ]
damn that was probably creepy, ignore me please. bet you're still sleeping so.. hope you're having sweet dreams, heh

[ from: ljoe ]
wait- i hope i didn't wake you up with all these texts? i should just stop now... sorry

Even though he did woke me up, I still had that stupid smile plastered on my face, and couldn't help but to read over these texts a few more times, only realizing a moment after that this time around the five minutes I chose to wait to reply... so he won't think I'm way too eager, even though I am, passed by quickly. With a slight giggle to myself, I started to type my reply.

[ to: ljoe ]
you didn’t wake me up, no worries.. i was getting ready for school. kinda cute that you thought about me, see you later :*

Trying to keep my cool, I let out the fact that I also kept on thinking about him and his texts early in the morning made me way too happy. I have so many questions to ask... even to me it is quite hard to figure out what I'm feeling, I feel like I really need to get to know him better, like I want to know EVERYTHING about him. Is this normal?

I quickly got ready and left to school, as soon as I walked down the hall I saw Hayoung walking in my direction, but much to my surprise she just walked past me, barely sparing me a glance. I couldn't help but to let out a sigh of relief, I think she finally understood that I'm not into her at all. That was another good thing to start the day, except that after that the hours seemed to go by so slow, I was a little too anxious for the classes to end and when they finally did, I disappeared into the empty restroom, the mirror there big enough to allow me to freshen up, just as I got a much awaited text.

[ from: ljoe ]
outside waiting for you :*

This time, I didn’t bother replying quick with a simple ‘almost there’. I looked again in the mirror, trying to give myself a little confidence boost and calm down my heart before leaving the school. There he was, waiting while leaning against the wall with a breathtaking bad boy vibes, although the smile on his lips when he saw me proved the complete opposite, he looks so sweet too. The twirl in my stomach and the increase inmy heartbeat easily answered one of my questions, I like this guy.

‘Hi, how was your day?’ His smile grew a little wider, making me feel quite dizzy and wobbly, but I still tried to keep it cool.

‘Was good, way too slow... but good.’ I said with a sly frown, to which he laughed a little. I regretted a bit adding the slow there, not wanting him to think that I was anticipating our meeting.. even though I very much am.

‘I can relate... oh, also, has that girl left you alone?’ He asked in a sweet tone, but even so my face twisted a little. Why did he have to bring her up just when we met again? Hopefully, I won't ever have to worry about here again, except to be quite thankful for meeting LJoe.

‘Yes, didn't even look at me today. I'm so relieved... but enough about that, where are you taking me? Unless, you wanna stand here and talk more about her?’ I threw him a playful cheeky smile and he way too quickly denied my last question, leading the way as he spoke.

‘It’s right there, we can have boba and talk.’ I followed him, specially at the mention of bubble tea that I happen to love, we walked in silence and once at the store, he led us to a more hidden table, which I was silently thankful for, because I knew that at least I wouldn't have to worry about curious eyes when I ask him all the questions I have in mind. After ordering our bobas and two slices of cake, I took a seat, biting back a smile as I looked at him.

[ LJOE'S POV ]

Finally, here we are and this is the perfect time to do this. I thought to myself as I took a seat across Chunji, resting my hands on the table. I need to know if he likes me back, even if a little, and I don't want to waste any time.

‘I... I'm really glad you agreed to meet me here, to be honest I thought you weren't very fond of me, I wasn't even expecting you to reply my text last night but when you did... I was left staring at my phone with the silliest smile ever- it might sound too rushed but I think I like you, Chunji.’ 

My words came out a little too fast, but even so, I smiled softly as if trying to show how honest I am being, while Chunji just looked completely shocked. Our eyes met for a good moment, he didn't say anything and I could clearly see confusion in his orbs, but his lips twitched a little upwards, in almost a smile as well... that showed somehow that my words made him happy, could he perhaps like me back? 

No words left him as he reached out over the table to gently cup my cheek, allowing his thumb to caress over it. It seemed as if the wolrd had stopped for a moment as I leaned into his touch, but remembered shortly after that he still hasn't answered me, with a somewhat nervous chuckle, I tilt my head slightly.

‘Hm.. i-is this your answer...?’ I mentally facepalmed for stuttering, but Chunji didn't seem to notice, thank God. He chuckled instead, almost a giggle, although to me it honestly just sounded like angels singing. His smiled disappeared a little, though, as he seemed to think hard about his next words.

‘Not.. exactly... I... yesterday when I got your text, I was really happy and couldn't stop smiling too, so... I do think I like you, but you're right- this all is moving way too fast and we should be sure of our feelings first. I... I never even liked anyone before.’ This time around, I was the one with all the mixed emotions. I don’t understand, does he doubt my feelings for him? I am sure of what I feel! I wanted to yell at him, I didn't need any more time, love at first sight does exist and this could be the only explanation. He spoked again though, before I could voice out my thoughts.

‘What I mean is... we should get to know more about each other and all that. Don't think that I don't like you, because I do... but, yes...’ I couldn’t help the grin spreading on my lips, so wide that made my eyes turn into little crescents. He likes me. He likes me. HE LIKES ME! Chunji's face turned a little red, making me bite back a coo in order to not make him feel even more flustered, even though the sight happens to be very cute.

‘Cute...’ the words left my lips before I noticed, but I quickly cleared my throat and went on, ‘I mean, to know that makes me really happy, the happiest I've ever been. I like the idea of getting to know each other better, go on and ask away, I'll be honest!’ Thankfully, I've always been a chill guy and have absolutely no reason to lie, so I leaned a bit over the table, urging him to go on. Chunji seemed to ponder for a few seconds.

‘Hm… where do you study?’ That's actually a good question, should I tell him now? I did say I'd be honest but it could sound a little creepy now, even though I had no idead I'd meet him.

‘Actually... I moved to your school just yesterday, that's why I was there. I’ll start tomorrow, my last year.’ I shot him a sheepishly smile, but much to my surprise he gave me a big bright one. I'm starting to think that everything about this guy is perfect...

‘Woah- really?! That's quite funny but... can’t wait for this! I'm on my last year too, maybe we will even be classmates? This will be awesome!’ I didn’t think until now about being in his class. I really would like that to happen, imagine spending the whole morning with him? 

We kept on talking and talking, Chunji seemed to be that bright and friendly guy that honestly, anyone would fall for. I can totally understand that girl now. After a lot of questions, though, he started to hesitate on one. I had to beg him to ask it and say one million of times that I would not hate him or anything of the sort... to the point that even I got a little uneasy, until I heard it aloud.

‘Do you already have a girlfriend.. or boyfriend?’ I stared at him for a good ten seconds before I laughed out loud, not even bothering the few stares that my loud laugh got me.

‘Did you really do this little drama only to ask this?’ His face turned serious and I could see in his eyes that he didn’t see anything funny about this, wipping the smile from my face almost instantly. With an apologetic clear of my throat, I proceeded to answer his question.

‘Ok, sorry. I did have a girlfriend before, about six months ago? But I broke up with her because... well, I noticed that I'm not really into girls when she kept on trying to do things with me.’ It's not a pleasant memory to me. When we started do date she didn't look like a addict and the way she kept on trying to push it on me... yikes, definitely not my cup of tea.

‘And what about you, though?’ I asked quickly, trying to move on from that topic. Chunji took a deep breath, making me a tad bit anxious.

‘I never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, I never felt anything about anyone, so...’ He looked away, and I really wish I could see his face right now, to maybe try to figure what he is thinking of.

‘Would you like to have a boyfriend? Me, it is.’ My question came a little out of nowhere, but we like each other, I like him even more now so, without any regrets, I managed my best and biggest smile in hopes to hear a 'yes'.

 [ CHUNJI'S POV ] 

‘I never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, I never felt anything about anyone, so...’ I felt my face burn again, making me look away to try to hide its redness. Am I a little disappointed to hear that he had a girlfriend before? Maybe, but at least he never dated a guy. I felt my cheeks cooling down, only to snap a brighter shade of read when I heard his sudden question.

‘Would you like to have a boyfriend? Me, it is.’ Oh... my... God. Is he really asking me that?

Of course I want to try out the dating thing, and after this afternoon that we spent together, I came to like him even more... so it would be a huge yes! But before I could answer, my phone rang. It was my mother... sh*t. I forgot I told her I'd be home by eight.. and much to my surprise it's already past eight, I didn't even notice night falling.

I felt my whole being trembling, because even though my mom is lovely, she isn't the type to accept lies, not even these small ones. I quickly got up and LJoe got up too, giving me a confused looked as he briefly glanced at my phone and then back at me. 

I grabbed my stuff and hurried out, barely managing to explain to him what just happened because well, I was trembling and nervous and already thinking about the million bows I'll give my mom in order for he to forgive me. She once said that if I ever got home past the time, I'd never hang out with my friends again.

I got home bowing 90º degrees, telling her how sorry I was because I didn't even see time going by, and that it'd never happen again. She had a stern look on her face, but she soon gave me a small smile and accepted my apology, as long as this happened to be the last time.

I quickly agreed and left to my room, the very next thought in mind being: LJoe. I should I tell him even? I guess more apologies on the way.

[ to: ljoe ]
im really really sorry that i left u without a proper explanation.. i really got scared when i saw that it was past eight pm. so sorry, really :(

[ to: ljoe ]
abt ur question.. i'll properly answer to it when i see u tomorrow at school, gnight and sweet dreams :*

Now that my chest felt a little less heavy, I went to shower and get ready to bed, though a new message on my phone did a good job distracting me.

[ from: ljoe ]
did u just say that so i can't sleep tonight? now when i see you tomorrow i'll have horrible dark circles under my eyes :/ but have a good night and hope you sleep better than i will :*

I giggled to myself and closed my eyes, but as soon as I did so, my heartbeat increased as I recalled today's events. I rolled from one side to another, groaning in my pillow when sleep just wouldn't take me.

Taking my phone again, I was a little shocked to see that again time went by fast, it was already past two am and I need to wake up at six... I guess I won't be able to sleep unless I tell him what I want. Time to see if he is still awake.

[ to: ljoe ]
ok, i guess i can't sleep either because i'm really excited for tomorrow so... yes, i do want to have a boyfriend and of course i want to be you. it's crazy because i never liked someone before and i've only known you for what? two days? yet i am really sure that i like you, i really do. see you tomorrow <3

Done, I felt my heart relaxing a little more now and I suppose... I officially have a boyfriend? Did it shock me a little? For sure, but remembering LJoe's smile just made me feel so happy that I couldn't care about anything else.

[ from: ljoe ]
seriously?! do you really like me? hahaha you have no idea of how happy i am, now we're dating, hm? heh. i need to keep calm or i'll just embarrass myself... i wanna run to you and hug you tight! good thing i don't know where you live

[ from: ljoe ]
and again me being creepy, forget that last part, i will just hug you tomorrow! I AM SO HAPPY, :*

I couldn't help but to laugh a little louder than I should this late at night, but he just made me so happy, even with his silly cute texts and all. I was in such a bliss, I didn't even realize that I fell asleep after reading his messages.

[ LJOE'S POV ]

[ from: chunji <3 ]
im really really sorry that i left u without a proper explanation.. i really got scared when i saw that it was past eight pm. so sorry, really :(

[ from: chunji <3 ]
abt ur question.. i'll properly answer to it when i see u tomorrow at school, gnight and sweet dreams :*

A soft sigh of relief left me when I saw his message, all sort of thoughts were running through my mind and I was already calling myself an idiot for ruining everything, but now I couldn't help but to smile as I got in bed.

[ to: chunji <3 ]
did u just say that so i can't sleep tonight? now when i see you tomorrow i'll have horrible dark circles under my eyes :/ but have a good night and hope you sleep better than i will :*

Only now I realized the little heart that I put at the end of his name... I wonder if he did the same? Probably not, I’m so silly.

I tried to sleep, although I already knew that it would be impossible. I wonder what he will tell me, I have a good feeling but honestly... he could just turn me down. I would have insisted for him to tell me now if it wasn't quite late already and we didn't have school tomorrow. 

Maybe I should try to have a cup for warm milk? Something that would calm down my heart? I don't know for how long I kept shifting in bed, but I briefly glanced at my phone just as it shone, signaling a new message. I could hear my loud heartbeat now when I saw Chunji's name.

[ from: chunji <3 ]
ok, i guess i can't sleep either because i'm really excited for tomorrow so... yes, i do want to have a boyfriend and of course i want to be you. it's crazy because i never liked someone before and i've only known you for what? two days? yet i am really sure that i like you, i really do. see you tomorrow <3

Am I.. dreaming? I got up from my bed in a jump and started to basically run around as I read his text over and over, he said yes, he accepted to be mine! I quickly started to type away, smiling from ear to ear to my phone screen.

[ to: chunji <3 ]
seriously?! do you really like me? hahaha you have no idea of how happy i am, now we're dating, hm? heh. i need to keep calm or i'll just embarrass myself... i wanna run to you and hug you tight! good thing i don't know where you live

... why am I like this? That probably scared him off a bit, specially considering the time now, that sounded so creepy, aaaa.

[ to: chunji <3 ]
and again me being creepy, forget that last part, i will just hug you tomorrow! I AM SO HAPPY, :*

Ok beauty sleep, please take over me so I can look perfect! Perfect to see my boyfriend. That word ran through my mind until I fell asleep.

A/N: Revised on 10.01.2022!
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