Kim Jaejoong wasn’t exactly a beautiful man as you see him now. When he was younger, well believe it or not, he used to be ugly, that everyone will wince whenever they saw him. He had a normal life, a family of four consisting of a mother, father and a brother named junsu.

They were very alike in their characters, so gentle so charming, the only difference is that they were beautiful and he was not. Well it is human nature to take things for granted. Instead of appreciating that he have a normal body and a loving family, he hated god for making him so ugly.

All his life he was drowned in self-pity thinking he was pathetic, that no one loved him.He barely had friends and only one was faithful to him, yoochun .He always begged god to make him beautiful like his family members so that people would actually notice him and love him.

He watched as everyone had a lover in their teenage lives and while they’re having fun, he would be alone at home, listening to music and drowning in sadness. “You’re not ugly, people are just too shallow” Sure, Yoochun, his best friend, always said that to him but he knew it was a lie to get his self-esteem up.