The morning breeze coming from the open window. Myungsoo's lying at the bed, closing his eyes yet he doesn't sleep for the whole night. 
Last night, he was going to sleep but he heard someone entering the room; of course it's Sungyeol. Who else? 
He pretend to be asleep, but then he heard a sniff coming from the older guy. Sungyeol is crying soundelssly in the corner of the room, trying to hold back his sniff and crying sounds he could make. 
 

" Myungsoo, you're awake ? " asks Sungyeol

" O-uh.. " 

" I'll be back with your breakfast~ Stay hereee " Sungyeol sang, as he get out from the room

' Hyung, what happen? why did you cry? ' 

Sungyeol comes back with the food for both of them, and like usual the eat it silently. 

" Hyung . . . " Myungsoo decided to break the silence after he's done with the food

" Yes ? " said Sungyeol, who is currently cleaning the plastic plates and throw it away

" Hyung, can you do me a favor ? " asks Myungsoo

" Sure. What is it ? " Sungyeol smiles 

" Be mine" 

Myungsoo leans in, moving his heard forward and close the gp between his and Sungyeol's shaky lips

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" Myungsoo, why are you doing this to me ? " 

Sungyeol is swinging himself on a swing at the hospital's small park

**flashback** SUNGYEOL POV

" Be Mine " 

he leans closer and kiss my lips

The kiss is soft and gentle, yet I can feel pain and guilt

Myungsoo... what have gotten into you?

" M-myung.. Myungsoo.... this isn't right ! " I tried to denied the fact that my heart is about to burst

He then lean back to his orignial position with a blank expression

" Hyung. . . so you don't like it? " he asks, still I can't guess what's it inside his mind

" Myungsoo... why did you kiss me ? " 

" Why not? " 

" B-ut, I'm not Sungjong.. you must be mistaken me as Sungjong " I said those words which I hope wasn't true at all

His stares, it's cold yet I get a tint wramth from those sharp eyes

" No, you're not Sungjong ... You're my Hyung, Sungyeol " 

Silence

I can't help but to stand there with confuseness 

" Hyung you said you never fell in love " 

No, I fell in love once, and it hurts

" I.. i don't but.. "  I lied

" Hyung.... I love you " says Myungsoo, yet his eyes are still cold and loney 

" Please, don't play with me Myungsoo... " 

Can't hold the tears anymore, I ran out from the room, ignoring the calls come out from him

**flashback-ends** sungyeol pov end 

" Ugh... It's getting late ... Myungsoo is probably bored to death without me talking to him " 

Even though he's still a little bit shocked by Myungsoo's sudden action, he can't just abandon the gloomy Myungsoo

Sungyeol told himself that he'll act like there was nothing happen and he's perfectly fine

Walking to Myungsoo's room, he heard sounds of people arguing inside of the room

Worried, Sungyeol take a peek a bit

" Please eat, it almost pass your medicine time " said a nurse, who seem like holding back his anger

" Andwe " Myungso reply coldly

" Sir, at least eat the soup. The doctor said you should not missed any medicine until you are fully recover " now, the nurse's tone is getting higher

" I told you! I won't eat anything if my boyfriend is not here! " said Myungsoo annoyed, keep on looking way from the nurse

'Myung, why is it so hard for you to forget about that Sungjong guy? ' said Sungyeol inside his head, he feels like a knife has been stabbed right into his heart

" Myungsoo... please eat. You ear what the nurse said " Sungyeol finally steps into the room, with soft and sad tone. He has no other choice. It's eaither cry his heart outside and let Myungsoo arguing with the nurse, or go there and force Myungsoo to eat

" Ah, here he is !! Yeollie ~ the nurse is such a meanie !! I told her that I won't eat without you !! " said Myungsoo, pouting 

The nurse glares at Myungsoo, then rise her head and walk away 

" Sir, please look after your boyfriend. Excuse me " she bows and left the room

" Myungsoo. what are you talking about ? " 

" Huh? I'm starving yeollie ~ " said Myungsoo cutely

" Oh-uh.. okay " Shocked, Sungyeol jumps and within a second he started to feed Myungsoo

Myungsoo, in other hand just eat happily his food while stealing glances at Sungyeol

Done eating, Sungyeol cleans the plates and preparing to throw the plastic plates away

But Myungsoo hugs him, giving him warm back-hug

Sungyeol is now madly blushing

" M-myung... ? " 

Sungyeol stattered

" Myung? I like that ~ From now on, call me Myung ~ ok, yeollie ^^ ~ " said Myungsoo, resting his head on Sungyeol's shoulder, inhaling the sweet scent of the latter

They don't know for how long, but they keep on standing in that position. 

The wramth that Sungyeol can't resist, it just feels right, and he doesn't mind to stay like that forever

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Myungsoo POV

I back-hug Sungyeol, and I rest my head on his shoulder. It feels so warm and comfortable

" M-myung... ? " he sounds shock

" Myung? I like that ~ From now on, call me Myung ~ ok, Yeollie ^^ ~ " I said, smelling his sweet coffee scent

Yeol, I know you have a feeling for me... So I hope you won't reject my affection towards you

Even, I know someday I will say I'm Sorry to you 

Please, heal me from the pain