You dried up and left the room. Just then kris came out.

"We need to talk.." kris said and you followed him you his room. Lay wasnt around

"er... yes" You said

"Look, We just debuted. i can't have any of my members getting into a relationship or being distracted. I cant let his personal feelings affect everyone. Hyeriah? that's your name right? You're a wonderful girl. You really are. the reason why i helped you yesterday because i felt that i should be trying to protect all of us... Do you get it Hyeriah? and since you aren't really a big fan .. it should be easier to break free from Luhan's feeling right? about the incident earlier, i stopped Luhan from going... do you understand why i had to do it? im sorry..." Kris said while looking at the window

You were shocked, you didnt know Kris was like this, you actually thought he cared. you actually though idols weren't like this. but then you knew it was an leader's responsibility

"I understand.... ill leave first..." you said.

"i dont get it... why is it so hard to break free from Luhan oppa when i said im not a fan.. looks like love is blind" You thought and sighed.

You left the room and saw Xiumin coming out.

"oh? Your're Hyeriah right? Luhan got backstage passes for you and your friends." xiumin passed you the tickets and said enjoyed, xiumin smiled

You didnt know what to do with the passes, you thought about Kris words. You decided to give the tickets to your friends

"BACKSTAGE PASSES?!?!?!?!? OMG NOW I LOVE LUHAN OPPA! HE's SO NICE!!!!!" minae said while grabbing a pass

"you should apologise..." you said

"I will!" Minae beamed

"So who's at KMW?!?!?" Minae said

"Infinite, B1A4, Boyfriend, 2PM, 2AM, MYNAME, Block B, B.A.P, Dalmation, SNSD, TVXQ, SHINee, f(x) K.will Miss A , Wonder Girls, SISTAR! Secret!!! Kyaaaa!!!!"jihye said

'and EXO-M ' Minae said smirking to you

You couldnt smiled you just couldnt

three of you went to the stadium and you went to the area where the artist enter..

"this is it! every fangirl's dream! " Miane said

As in you were walking in, some idols were ahead of you and fans were screaming!

You stopped in your tracks because you were reminded of Kris's words.. "Look, you girls go.. im not." you said

"NO!!! " Jihae and Minae shouted in unison

"what about gongchan what about minwoo?!?!?! how can you do this to them! they waited all their life to see you " Minae said

"hahhas minae, real funny" you replied

Just then, a whole lot of idols started coming in and you were forced into backstage somehow.

"Destiny allows you!" jihye said

Somehow you ended up backstage .. you didnt know what to do.

"Let's say hi to EXO-M first! we have to be grateful!" Minae said

You stopped. you didnt move

then suddenly you thought of a wonderful idea

*Oh god! my tummy!! it hurts!!!! ahhh" you said

Jihe and Minae panicked, "are you okay?!?!"

"im fine, i just need the toilet..you guys go ahead and thank EXO-M! got to run!" you left *close shave

You ran to the toilet and hide in a cubicle. Just then you heard an irritating voice.

"Eonnie~ I think i saw Hyeriah coming in?" saemi "follower" said

"what? there's no way she's here~ my dad's the sponser and i see the list of who comes in and she isnt on the list!" saemi hissed

"whatever~ She isnt going anywhere near any idols~ i'll tell daddy about it~" Saemi said and left

you came out of the cubicle and mimicked her "I'll tell daddy about it ~ " and then you rolled your eyes and left

you bumped into someone on the way out. *why am i always bumping into something?" You thought

'"sorry~" you said. You looked up to see gongchan. Your heart raced but then almost instantly it stopped. You thought about the incident in the morning and how hideous you looked. 

"hey~ arent you the girl who fell at the buffet ? he asked 

"yea.. you noticed uh?" you replied

"that girl was so mean! she purposely threw the food on you" gongchan said

your ears felt like it was listening to music. "gongchan is siding me....... omg!!!he noticed me!!!" you screamed in your head and slowly started to smile .

"eh? why are you smiling? :0 " gongchan gave you that smile which he always show on television

"huh? nothing..." you started to blush

"By the way , whats your name? you look pretty~ " gongchan commented

"OMG DID HE JUST CALL ME PRETTY dlfdsfjldfjdskfjlskf Can't believe im being called pretty by my bias lfdslffjdslfjljfd!!!" you thought

"er.... nae....hey ri.... ani ani Hyeriah ~ " you stuttered.

"well~ nice to meet you hyeriah! ^^" gongchan said "got to go~ see you around~ "

You stood rooted to the ground mentally screaming and smiling to yourself. people around you thought you were insane but you were just having a fangirl moment ~

You were interupted by that stupid irritaing voice. 

"mymy... hyeriah .. what are you doing here? do you know tresspasing is also an illegal act in thailand? and sneaking pass so many securities ~ my my ~ arent you bold....." Saemi was there with 2 security guys

"look, the backstage doesnt belong to you. so does the idols so me being backstage hasnt got anything to do with you daddy's girl" you rebutted her

"i can kick your sorry out of here so show me some respect as she approached you and pulled your hair dragging you along the corridor

You were screaming and many idols came out and started mummuring

*omg this is so embarassing!!!* you thought while trying to break away from her as she strut down the corridor

suddenly you felt the release of her grip you fumbled to the floor and looked at the twins

'Jo twins?" you choked *this must be the best day of my life!!!! and then maybe not"

the starship planet came out. Kwill held Saemi's hand

"Miss, this isnt right ~ you shouldnt be doing this" K.will said and released his grip on her wrist.

Boyfriend helped you up and sistar helped you to their room.

sistar helped you with your hair and boyfriend gave you hot coffee

Minwoo served you hot coffee and soyu helped you with your hair

"aish ... that girl..." dasom said but was cut off by her members

"why didnt you retailate? Bora asked

"ye? ... ah... erm cause im not her match.. and you mimcked her " im daddy's girl" causing the starship family to laugh

then suddenly the room door burst opened "HYERIAH!!!!!" Jihye and Minae screamed 

"are you okay?!?!? Omg that saemi kfjkldfjldsjsjfj i wish i can rip her head off " minae said

Behind them was Luhan, you could see regretfulness in his eyes.

"im okay~ starship saved me ~ they are so nice!!! ^O^ " you said. Luhan left the room but you couldnt do anything

You thanked Starship for saving you and you even got to chat with your Boyfriend bias, Minwoo!!!!! you were giggling and then you thought about Luhan ~

"i go to go... thank you for everything ~ " you said and left the room. Jihye and minae left with you.

"you know, Luhan felt bad? he was reherasing and when he came back he couldnt save you, he felt bad" minae said

"i know.. thats why im gonna look for him....and clear up everything" you said and left to look for him

*luhan oppa where are you ~!