“Yejin, I’m sorry” Onew said

“Sorry? That’s all you can say?!?”

“I didn’t mean to hurt you, I know I was wrong. I should have put you first”

“You know what, I’ve had enough, I’m so tired Onew..”

“Yejin please just listen”

“I’ve heard everything already and I think it’s enough”

“Let’s just stop arguing Yejin I’m begging you”

“you’re the one who started this onew”

“WHAT DO YOU TO HAPPEN NOW?!?”

“I don’t want to see you right now, I’m so tired in understanding you, I’m so tired of making this relationship to work”

“I Admit I was wrong Yejin that’s why I’m so sorry”

“a simple sorry cant change everything”

“What?!?”

“Just leave me alone, just leave us alone for now, Go to her, that’s what you want in the first place right?!? Now, I’m letting you do so”

Yejin turned her back wiping her tears but then a hand grabbed her and pulled her to him. It was a tight hug, she felt the warmth but she can’t forget the things he already did

Her tears burst out in just a hug. She misses him, he misses her so badly. She needed that hug but those stupid acts, those stupid words that came out from his mouth keeps replaying on her head.

She pushed him away from her

“LET GO OF ME! I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU RIGHT NOW! DON’T EVEN TRY TO BOTHER US ONEW. I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE, I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE! I HATE YOU!”

Then she ran outside the house leaving him once again. He’s hurt. He doesn’t know what to do anymore. He wants to fix this mess he made but he don’t know how to do so. It seems like a thousand rocks fell above him. Heaviness and pain is all he can feel right now. He made her treat him that way, he knows he deserve it. Right now, he feels so alone and empty.

She went outside and trapped herself in a bar. She ordered 6 bottles of suju even though she knows she can only handle 3 bottles. She wants to forget everything right now. She drowned herself in liquor in an early afternoon. She doesn’t know what to do anymore. She wants to fix it but she also wants Onew to realize what he had done to her and to their son. She said to herself before that she can handle all the pain the world will give her as long as Hyun ki is happy and safe

Her phone is ringing million tim