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Entry Zero:

Who the hell is Sumi?
And why does she hate SM idols?
IS SHE CRAZY?
(maybe) 
  

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Dad has given me a diary to vent. He also thinks that if I have a better way to vent, I’ll stop bothering his idols (mainly SHINee, I think SNSD and f(x), as people, are pretty okay) in a ninja way. (By ninja, I mean untraceable. Seriously, dad can't prove I've done anything legally speaking. I am so freaking awesome!).

Sorry, dad. This probably won’t work, but I’ll write in it anyway. Because I care about you.

Maybe.

Ha, ha, kidding. Now please stop reading over my shoulders. It's scaring me. Don't you have some sort of SM Town to think about or some new coed group to form?

Yeah, that's what I thought.  

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Yes, my page break is a walrus. Isn’t that cool? Anyway,  I think my dad might be the dumbest smart person in the world. Or, just in South Korea, but I think it’s the world.

See, my dad is that guy who’s the boss of the people been generating a lot of people’s oh-so loved artists. Like Super Junior, Girls Generation, f(x) and…ick….SHINee.

Yeah, so what? I’m not a huge K-pop fan. I prefer J-rock, some J-pop songs a few K-rockers and a crap load of American/Canadian Alternative bands. I’m not going to say K-pop is lame, I mean, I respect people’s tastes, but would I listen to K-pop? No.

Would I listen to SHINee? HELL, NAW.

I mean, it’s one thing that they…dress that way, but the fact that they sing about being in love without feeling the damn emotion first hand is rather sad, ain’t it? I’m aware all artists do this…but when they do it…it’s just….ugh.

I’m being ignorant, I know.

Bite me.

But it’s not my fault. You would be too if you had that damned genre is always shoved down your throat. ESPECIALLY SHINEE! I FREAKING KNOW THE LUCIFER DANCE AFTER BEING FORCED TO WATCH IT FOR FIVE HOURS STRAIGHT.

Seriously. I know ALL OF IT. I can do that stupid hand thing, that heart thing and that retarded robot move they do while Minho speed talks. Sorry, I mean 'raps'.

(DUDE, I CAN RAP FASTER THAN YOU! While under the influence of 5 cans of RedBull...but still...)  

My dad is all, “LEARN THE FAMILY BIZ, SUMI! WHEN I DIE, THIS,” he would then point at his office, “WILL BE ALL YOURS!”

Then he forced me to watch many, many, videos. From watching it, I found out SM's stragety for when the produce music videos:

Y VIDEO.

Y VIDEO.

Y VIDEO...wait, this is getting too y. THE FANS MIGHT QUESTION HOW NICE AND DOWN TO EARTH OUR IDOLS ARE, QUICK WRITE A CUTE-AS-HELL-THAT-WILL-MAKE-YOU-GO-'AW' VIDEO.

CUTE VIDEO...ah, there our fans are better. Business-highfives!

And yeah. That's what I got. My dad was so happy he said he'll tone down the whole 'forcing you to watch my lovely little idols videos' thing....yeah, because if you didn’t have that cancer that affects your reproductive system and had children who actually liked K-pop, you wouldn’t be doing this in the first place, dad.

This is pretty sick, you know that dad, right? I know you're still reading over my shoulders. By the way, while I have your attention, I hope you realize that you work your idols like dogs, right?

Okay, fine I'll stop writing to you and get back to what I was saying.

Me and the  family biz.

And, oh, do you know how I will be learning the damn family biz better? By basically being SHINee’s publicist. My dad is all for ‘starting small then working your up’.

And that, lady and gents, is how I ended up before the dudes themselves having them bow to me and shizz.

Yeah, sorry, after being obsessed with all things Canadian and American, you learn to forget you’re actually Korean and need to, like, bow to people and be all polite.

Especially if you’re someone important’s kid.

This means that, no, I did not bow to them. I did wave. That’s good, right?

RIGHT, DAD?

He just walked away from me with a 'oh, god' look. I think I did okay. I wasn't perfect, but okay is enough for today.

Anyway, I even prepared a little ‘intro’ to me to give them, but dad said it makes me look crazy and looks as though I didn’t try hard enough to get them to like me (even I DID WORK REALLY HARD ON IT) and  it also looks like I hate them, so I can’t give it to them.

WHICH . ‘Cause it’s pretty epic. You know what? I still gave this intro thing to them. IT, DADDY.  (Luckily, he didn't read that. I hope) 

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Sumi, your new publicist is …

• is not responsible for any damages inflicted.
• is not liable for anything that may happen to you if you decided to befriend her. If your toaster suddenly starts to set aflame, don’t email/call/text her. She won’t care. She’ll probably laugh.
• Will bribes an elf to stay off the naughty list.
• Will recite Green Eggs & Ham for a dollar.
• Knows you’re eating something that probably smells like dog-crap while reading this but is too polite to say anything.
• Will dish the dirt with you, but will be stingy with her snacks.
• Wishes she could use the words juxtaposition, conundrum, viscosity, and plethora daily
• Is often confused by geography.
• Amuses herself by the random as often as possible.
• Believes you all have vague gender distinctions.
• A follower of the belief that ‘bastard’ is the most useful word in any language. Especially English. And, yeah, Korean. Duh.
• Is the one who toilet papered your place last October.
• Should have her own radio show – or, at the very least a podcast.
• Likes Walruses. A lot.
• Is the one who told those foreign Cougars (you know, older women who prey on young guys) that you were ‘interested’ and have cash.
• Is the one who rearranged your files according to density.
• Is the one who switched your regular shampoo with blond dye therefore forcing you to get an entirely new hairstyle.
• Shaved your head, forcing you to pull that ’half set of hair’ look. You’re welcome.
• Is the one who stole Pikachu. Don't try to look for him.
• Oddly enough, she does have a life.
• Is the one who ate all the chicken.
• Is the one who stole all your clothes last November and dyed it all black when you found it.
• Does not care that Avatar will change the way movies are made FOREVER, she’s STILL not going to see it.
• Didn’t see Matrix, either.
• Let’s just pretty much agree that she hasn’t seen ANY movies. Because oddly enough, this comes up a lot.
• Can do the entire Lucifer dance, sadly. Blame her father.
• Oh, and she doesn’t hate you, but thinks she’ll never like you either. She does not care how cute or how ‘well’ you can sing and dance. She won’t like you.
• She won’t like Super Junior, either. Unless of course, you’re Shindong, because he is awesome and buys her chocolate. Which she likes.  A lot.

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Let the ‘publicizing’ begin. Oh. Wait. Dad just told me he found out what I did. I’m not getting dessert today. I really wanted some too. I’m surprised dad doesn’t like the fact that I’m being HONEST here.

Ha, ha.  

Well, I guess that's all for today. G'night, diary-thing. You're actually...okay.

Unlike SHINee. But Onew's pretty okay. I still think he's still pretty douchy after watching SHINee's Hello Baby that dad forced me to watch, but he's slowly getting there. I guess.

I'm not too sure.