Chapter 12

Something Wonderful

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In full-dress uniform, Captain Farraday and his first mate stood at military attention on the deserted deck of the impounded Fair Winds, watching the black traveling chaise draw to a stop directly in front of their gangplank. "That's her?" the first mate said in disbelief, staring at the slender, ramrod-straight figure who was walking slowly up the gangplank, her hand on the arm of Sir George Bradburn, one of the most influential men in the city. "You mean to tell me that white-haired old woman has enough influence to make the Minister impound our ship and have both of us quarantined on it? Just so she can get here and listen to what we have to say?"

 

Dara jumped up at the sound of the knock upon her cabin door, her heart hammering with fear and hope as it had for the last five days, whenever there was a sound outside, but it was not Jiyong who stood in her doorway; it was his grandmother whom she hadn't seen since her wedding day. "Has there been any word?" Dara whispered desperately, too distraught to greet the woman.

 

"The captain and first mate know nothing," Yejin said shortly. "Come with me."

 

"No!" Teetering on the brink of hysteria, where she had hovered for more than two days and nights, Dara shook her head wildly and backed away. "He'd want me to stay" Yejin drew herself up and regarded the pale, stricken girl down the full length of her aristocratic nose. "My grandson," she said in her coldest voice, "would expect you to behave with the dignity and self-control that befits his wife.

The words hit Dara like a slap in the face and with the same result bringing her back to her senses. Her husband would expect that of her. Fighting for control of her Wild panic, Dara picked up the puppy, straightened her spine, and walked woodenly beside the Yejin and Sir George Bradburn to the car, but when the driver took her elbow to help her inside, Dara drew back sharply, her eyes making one last, frantic search of the fronts of the taverns and warehouses lining the bustling wharf. Her husband was here somewhere. Sick or hurt. He had to be, her mind refused to consider any possibility beyond that.

 

Hours later, the car slowed, making its decorous way through the Seoul streets, and Dara shifted her bleak gaze from the window to theYejin, who was seated across from, her back rigidly erect, her face so cold and emotionless that Dara wondered if the woman was capable of feeling anything. In the tomblike silence of the coach, Dara's hoarse whisper sounded like a shout. "Where are we going?"

 

After a deliberate, prolonged pause that made it eloquently clear the dowager resented having to explain her intentions to Dara, she said coldly, "To my town house. Ramsey will have already arrived there with a small staff who will keep the shades drawn and inform any callers that we are at Rosemeade. News of my grandson's disappearance is all over the papers, and I have no wish to be badgered by callers and media curiosity."

 

The Yejin tone evidently evoked a pang of sympathy in the Minister, Bradburn, because he broke his own silence for the first time and tried to reassure her: "We are moving heaven and earth to discover what has happened to Kwon," he said gently. "Seoul has a hundred men scouring the wharves, making official inquiries, and the Kwon’s family solicitors have employed another hundred investigators with instructions to use any means whatsoever to obtain information on their own. No demand for ransom has been received, so we do not think he was abducted for that purpose."

 

Stifling the tears that she knew the Yejin would despise, Dara made herself ask a question she feared to have answered: "What are the chances of finding him”? Her voice trailed off. She could not say the word "alive."

 

"I" He hesitated. "I don't know." His tone implied the chances were not extremely good, and Dara’s eyes blurred with scalding tears that she concealed by laying her cheek against Gaho's soft fur while she swallowed against the painful knot of misery congealing in .

 

For four endless days Dara existed in the same house with the Yejin, who persistently treated her as if she were invisible, neither speaking to her nor looking at her. On the fifth day Dara was standing at the window of her bedchamber when she saw Sir George leaving the house. Too agitated to wait for a summons, she raced downstairs to the salon and burst in on Yejin. "I saw the Minister leaving. What did he say?"

 

Yejin glared her displeasure at Dara's peremptory entrance into the room. "Sir George's visits are of no concern to you," she coldly replied and turned her head away in rude dismissal. Her words snapped the slender thread of control Dara had managed to keep on her emotions. Clenching her hands at her sides, she said in a voice shaking with frustration and fury, "Despite what you think, I am not a witless child, ma'am, and my husband is the most important person in the world to me now. You cannot, must not, keep information from me!"

 

When Yejin merely continued to regard her in stony silence, Dara switched to pleading. "It is so much kinder to tell me the truth than to hide it from me. I cannot bear not knowing, please don't do this to me. I won't embarrass you with hysterics. When my father died and my mother could not resume her life, I took over the running of our household at the age of eighteen. And when my grandfather died, I"

 

"There is no news!" her Yejin snapped. "When news comes, I will see that you hear it." "But it's been so long!" Dara burst out

Yejin raked over her, blazing with contempt. "You're quite a little actress, aren't you? However, you can stop worrying about your welfare. A marriage settlement was made between that mother of yours and my grandson, providing her with enough money to live in splendor for the rest of her days. She has more than enough to share with you."

 

Dara's mouth dropped open as she realized Yejin actually believed her concern was for her own future, instead of for her husband, who might even now be lying at the bottom of the Korean Channel.

 

Speechless with fury, Dara listened Yejin scathingly finished: "Get out of my sight. I cannot abide your feigned concern over my grandson's well-being, not for another moment. You scarcely knew him, he was nothing to you."

 

"How dare you!" Dara cried. "How dare you sit there and say those things to me. You you wouldn't understand how I feel about him, because you don't have any feelings! Even if you did, you're too too old to remember what love is like!"

Yejin slowly arose, seeming to tower over Dara, but Dara was too hysterical, too enraged, to stop her mindless tirade: "You can't imagine what it was like for me to see him smile at me or to have him laugh with me. You can't know how it felt to look into his eyes" A sob rose in Dara's throat and tears began pouring down her pale cheeks. "I don't want his money”I just want to be able to look into his eyes and to see him smile." To her horror, Dara's knees buckled and she sank to the floor, at Yejin's feet weeping. "I just want to see his beautiful eyes," she sobbed brokenly.

 

Yejin seemed to hesitate, then she her heel and left the room, leaving Dara to weep out her grief and misery in lonely solitude. Ten minutes later, Ramsey entered the room bearing an ornate silver tea service. "Her grace said you were 'weak from hunger' and wishful of refreshment," he said.

 

Still on the floor with her arms on the settee and her face buried in them, Dara slowly raised her head and self-consciously brushed her tears away. "Please take that away. I can't bear the sight of food."

 

Following Yejin’s orders and ignoring Dara's request, Ramsey placed the unwanted tray on the table, then he straightened and, for the first time since Dara had met him, the servant looked uncertain and uneasy. "It is not my intent to gossip," he began stiffly after a pause, "but I am informed by Craddock, Yejin’s assistant, that shes has scarcely eaten a meal in five days. A tray has just been brought to her in the small drawing room. Perhaps if you were to offer to dine with her, you could persuade her to eat."

 

"That woman doesn't need food," Dara gulped, listlessly getting up. "She isn't like mortal people." Ramsey's chilly demeanor became positively glacial at the indirect criticism of his employer. "I have been with the Yejin for forty years. My deep concern for her led me to presume incorrectly that you might also feel some concern for her, since you are now part of the family. I apologize for my error in judgment."

 

He bowed stiffly out of the room, leaving Dara feeling thoroughly obnoxious and completely bewildered. Ramsey was apparently devoted toYejin, yet Dara well knew the Yejin’s attitude toward her servants: Twice at Rosemeade, she had sternly reprimanded Dara for "gossiping with the servants," when all Dara had done was ask Ramsey if he was married and a parlor maid if she had children. From Yejin’s lofty view, talking to a servant consistituted gossiping with them, which in turn constituted treating them as equals and that, Dara remembered from Yejin's blistering remarks, was not done. Despite all that, Ramsey was apparently devoted to her. Which meant there had to be more to the elderly woman than pride, Dara decided.

 

That possibility led to another, and Dara gazed at the tea tray in blank confusion, wondering if the Yejin could possibly have meant it as a "peace offering." Until five minutes ago, Yejin had never shown the slightest interest in whether Dara ate or not. On the other hand, the tray could just as easily have been intended as a sharp reminder to Dara to get control of herself.

 

Dara bit her lip as Ramsey's words rang ominously through her mind: Five days that Yejin had not eaten. Dara had scarcely done so either, but she was young and healthy and strong. Dara's attitude softened yet more as it occurred to her that if Yejin had been unable to eat, she must be a great deal more distressed over her grandson's disappearance than she was letting on.

 

With a sigh of determination, Dara raked her hair back off her forehead and decided the tea tray had been intended as a peace offering. She did so because she could not endure the thought of a seventy-year-old woman wasting away.

 

Through the partially open door of the blue salon, Dara saw the duchess sitting in a high-backed chair, staring into the fire. Even in repose, the old woman presented a forbidding figure, yet there was something about her stiff, withdrawn features that reminded Dara poignantly of her own mother during the early days after her father's death, before the arrival of his other wife turned Mrs. Park's grief to hatred.

 

She stepped softly into the room, throwing a shadow across Yejin’s line of vision, and the old woman's head snapped up. Just as swiftly, she looked away but not before Dara had glimpsed the suspicious sheen of tears in the Yejin pale eyes.

 

"Mam Yejin?" Dara said softly as she stepped forward.

 

"I did not give you leave to interrupt me here," the woman snapped, but for once Dara was unfooled by that harsh voice. In the same soothing tone she'd used with her mother, Dara said, "No, ma'am, you did not." "Go away."

 

Deflated but determined, Dara said, "I shan't stay long, but I must apologize for the things I said to you a few minutes ago. They were unforgivable."

 

"I accept your apology. Now go away."

 

Ignoring the Yejin's scathing glower, Dara walked forward. "I thought, since we both have to eat, it might be more tolerable if we shared a meal together. We we could bear each other company." Anger flared in the woman whose wishes were being ignored. "If. you want company, you should go home to your mother, as I suggested to you not fifteen minutes past!" "I can't."

 

"Why not?" the old woman snapped.

 

"Because," Dara said in a suffocated whisper, "I need to be near someone else who loves him."

 

, uncontrollable pain slashed across the Yejin’s features before she brought herself under control, but in that instant, Dara saw the torment that lay beneath her facade of stiff dignity. Aching with pity, yet careful not to show it, Dara hastily sat down in the chair across from Yejin and uncovered one of the trays. Her stomach churned at the sight of food, but she smiled brightly. "Would you like a slice of this nice chicken or would you prefer the beef?"

 

Yejin hesitated, her eyes narrowed on Dara. "My grandson is still alive!" she stated, her expression daring Dara to deny it.

 

"Of course he is," Dara said fervently, aware she was being warned to get out if she doubted it. "I believe that with all my heart."

 

Yejin studied Dara's face, assessing her sincerity, then she gave a small, hesitant nod and said gruffly, "I suppose I could eat a bit of chicken." They ate in complete silence. Dar arose and bade her goodnight did the old woman speak, as for the first time she addressed Dara by her given name:

 

"Sandara”" she whispered hoarsely.

 

Dara turned. "Yes, ma'am?"

 

"Do you"  Yejin drew a ragged, pain-edged breath. "Do you  pray?"

 

Tears swelled in Dara's throat and burned the backs of her eyes for, as she instantly realized, the proud old woman was not interested in her personal religious habits. She was asking Dara to pray. Swallowing painfully, Dara nodded. "Very, very hard," she whispered.

 For the next three days, Dara and Yejin kept a quiet vigil in the blue salon, their sentences desultory, their voices unnaturally hushed two strangers with little in common except the unspeakable terror that bound them together.

 

On the afternoon of the third day, Dara asked Yejin if she had sent for Youngbae.

 

"I sent word to him to join us here, but he was" She broke off as Ramsey materialized in the doorway. "Yes, Ramsey?"

 

"Sir George Bradburn has arrived,mam."

Dara leapt anxiously to her feet, scattering the embroidery Yejin had pressed on her, but when the distinguished, white-haired man walked into the room a moment later, she took one look at his carefully expressionless face, and her whole body began to vibrate with terror.

 

Beside her, Yejin evidently drew the same conclusion from his features, because her face became drained of color and she slowly arose, leaning heavily on the cane.

 "You have news, George. What is it?"

 "The investigators have ascertained that a man meeting Kwon’s description was seen in a tavern on the wharf at approximately eleven on the night Kwon disappeared. With the assistance of a sizable bribe, the proprietor of the tavern also recalled that the man was unusually tall and was well dressed . The man purchased several cigars and left. The tavern was located almost directly across the wharf from where the Fair Winds was docked and we are certain the man was Kwon."

 

Bradburn paused and said miserably, "Would you ladies not prefer to be seated while you hear this?" His dire suggestion made Dara grasp the side of her chair for support, but she shook her head. "Continue," Yejin ordered hoarsely.

 

"Two seamen aboard the Falcon, which was docked near the Fair Winds, witnessed a very tall, well-dressed man leaving the tavern, followed by two men who looked like ordinary rabble. The seamen aboard the Falcon were not paying particular attention, and they were already in their cups, but one of them thinks he saw the tall gentleman bludgeoned over the head by one of the rabble. The other seaman did not see that happen, but he did see the gentleman whom he assumed had passed out from too much drink being slung over one of the ruffians' shoulders and carried off down the wharf."

 

"And they didn't do anything to help him?" Dara cried.

 

"Neither seaman was in a condition to offer aid, nor were they of a mind to interfere in a scene that is, unfortunately, all too common on the docks."

 

"There's more, isn't there?" Yejin predicted, her eyes searching his grim face. Sir George drew a long breath and slowly expelled it. "We've known all along that press gangs were very active on the night in question, and after further investigation, we discovered that one of the gangs purchased a man whose description was unmistakably that of Kwon. Believing he was passed out from drink, and finding no identification on him, they paid the rabble for kwon and then delivered him on board one of the ship the Lancaster. "

 "Thank God!" Dara cried as joy exploded in her heart. Without thinking, she caught Yejin’s icy hand in her own and squeezed it tightly.

But Bradburn's next words sent Dara's spirit plummeting into the depths of hell. "Four days ago," he said grimly, "the Lancaster was sunk, and all on board were lost including Kwon."

The room whirled before Dara's vision; a scream rose in her chest and she pushed her hand against , her wild gaze flying to the Yejins’s  tormented face. She saw Yejin sway, and Dara automatically wrapped her arms around the weeping woman, rocking her back and forth as if she were a child, her shaking back, whispering mindless reassurances to her, while torrents of tears raced down her own cheeks.

As if from a great distance, she heard Sir George Bradburn say he had brought a doctor with him, and she was dimly aware of someone gently but firmly pulling Jiyong's weeping grandmother from her embrace, while Ramsey took her arm and guided her upstairs.

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Yma_0421 #1
Chapter 38: Really nice... Wonderful story
xe2d2205 #2
Chapter 38: So sweet
Icequeen31 #3
Chapter 38: Aww ? something wonderful ❤️ Love the story ❤️
Fr0zenMus1c #4
Chapter 38: (Crying happy tears) That was great. Which story was this story adapted from and by whom? Is this by any chance based on a Judith McNaught novel?
Fr0zenMus1c #5
Chapter 21: Aaahhh Jiyong, if only you listened to you Grandma then you wouldn’t think this way about her.
Lette1022 #6
Chapter 38: Geezzz the epiloge is one of the shortest ive ever seen hehehehe...the story is wonderful but my brain squeez like lemon hahahaha my gosh need to be focus in every detailes and lines coz if you dont your brain will explode with how deep the sentences used
Trejo_Bam12
#7
Chapter 10: So hot
Trejo_Bam12
#8
Chapter 9: Hahahahaha just make love kkkk
Trejo_Bam12
#9
Wowwwwkkkkkk